-Why do l always fall for the bad girl?
-You didn't know she was a bad girl. Why do I always fall in
love with the wrong person?
You didn't know she was so bad . I
knew she wasn't good.
I knew she wasn't good.
Do you have anything a little bit stronger? Do you have anything a little bit stronger
?
Thank you. Let me rephrase this.
Why
am l attracted to a person
l know isn't good?
Why am I always in love with the wrong person?
l happen to know the answer to this.
Because you're hoping you're wrong, I
happen to know the answer and every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it, she bad for you, you deliberately ignore
and every time she comes through
and surprises you, she wins you over
she is good to you,
and you lose that argument with yourself
that she's not for you.
Part
3
I understand feeling as small
and as insignificant as humanly possible, and
how
it can actually ache in places
that you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, or go to the gym or drink liquor with your sister
you still go to bed every night
going over every detail,
and
wonder what you did wrong
or how you could have misunderstood. And wonder
what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell, for that brief moment,
you could think that you were that happy? And
sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. He'll figure it out and come back (SlGHS) And after all that, however long all that may be, after all this you'll go somewhere new people will start over
and you'll meet people
who make you feel worthwhile again,
and
little pieces of your soul
will finally come back. And
then little by little regain your confidence
And all that fuzzy stuff,
and the fuzzy stuff Remember
those years of your life that you wasted,
that will eventually
begin to fade.
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