Did you know that I experienced two so-called "loves" before and after watching this film. It was an unprecedented crush. I think the feeling of "love" is the same as all of you, except that he is of the same sex. I would also call at night to share my sadness and joy in the process of love with my friends (actually only two or three). I thought some of my friends were so good at that time, and they didn’t because My sexual orientation is different, and I look at me in a different way. The second time, I chased someone very hastily and irresponsibly. This is not good for me. Knowing that I don’t feel in love with him, I chased him just because of loneliness and the thirst for love. Okay. When this friend was a smart person, seeing this, I couldn't help feeling embarrassed about my state, but should I be blamed?
In this city in April, the warm sunshine began to eager to try symphony, transforming their energy from gold to green, spreading all over the world, girls began to wear thin clothes that showed curves, and boys began to dress handsomely. He put his arms around her waist and kissed on the corner of the bus or the road without anyone else. I was easily attacked by this bright love, and sometimes even omitted the qualities that they might be some pickled people, but , Suddenly, it will turn into sadness, the unique emotions of lonely people, the heart is so "naked"-in such a season that should be used for love, I should also walk with my lover in the gentle spring breeze and sunshine. , However, the reality is: this is not "allowed."
Now, at this moment, I thought about it calmly, when did I discover that "well, I am in your eyes, those gays who are ignored by you in your eyes"? A few days ago, at my farewell party, we were chatting about the parents’ short stories. I have found that I am no longer in the context of that discourse, because I discovered that most of your topic backgrounds are based on the cultural basis of heterosexuality. You can fall for it. Let’s talk generously about which girl you’re in love with or who you want to marry. You can easily learn to lament the future of being a father or a mother when your years is gone, but you don’t know that at this moment, I, one of you, must I have to subconsciously make myself act "heterosexual" so that I can get involved in this conversation. Do you understand, as the male protagonist in the novel "Making Woodstock" said-in New York City , I have to pretend to be a heterosexual businessman to work. Yes, then, we went to KTV. As your best friend, you said to me during our small talk, "Then you will find a rich wife...", we talked back and forth I still look like a heterosexual after talking about a lot of general public topics, but I can forget all the conversations, and remember this very "piercing" sentence, sorry friend, I didn’t blame you, you probably don’t I understand my feelings too well. This kind of language involving our essential differences can always be captured by us at the first time, because it reminds us all the time that it is actually different from you. Yes, I remembered the countless text messages I sent to you the first time I felt "love". You, as my friends, have shared my happiness, sadness and anxiety with great loyalty, you He even gave me advice on how to express and how to chase him. So far, I think, only on those nights when I text you to report the situation to you, I am real. In the ordinary days of life, during the time you, I, and some other less familiar friends are together, you are "heterosexual". Therefore, some of the words you may not have the intention to say are based on certainty. Some words spoken when they were heterosexual, I feel that they are so obvious to me, they are always considering me, asking me, and asking about the nature of my soul.
What an interesting phenomenon, huh! Moreover, I think it may only appear in China-many gays, as long as you don’t say, as long as you can act, you will be fine at all; you are gay, that’s okay, you will be around you. Many friends will express understanding, but you should not take this matter seriously when there are more than two people, because in our country, the social communication space of more than two people is the heterosexual space. (Although two of these may also be pseudo-straight), or what else?
At my age of 24, it is hard to say what kind of attitude I will have when I see these through. Thinking back to me when I was young, I once vowed and felt that the prospects were optimistic. It seemed that I could come out of the closet when I saw a person. I was too naive, wasn't it?
The truth tells us that everyone has a noble soul. But, I would say, it is impossible to express, and time is rushing. All the dreams and wishes that Precious as a black girl and a non-high-quality black girl can have are nakedly shown every moment in the film. When dreaming, I can’t help crying, and the cruel screenwriter didn’t let the protagonist suffer in the end like other inspirational films, but a pain to the end. In the calm narrative rhythm, I finally ushered in this. Fact: Precious finally learned that she was infected with AIDS! My, God! What courage is needed for such a screenwriter to smash all disasters on her without reservation. At that time, when I watched the film, my first crush and confession were all over. I had huge reasons to believe that I was the most miserable in the world, but in the dark, I seemed destined to be At this stage, encountering such a movie, her misery was so miserable to the end, it was also a poison to me. More importantly, it is also the feature of this film-it reveals the truth of life, that is: fantasy is fantasy after all, and most dreams cannot come true, I mean, until the end of your years.
So, I want to say, this is a drama that tells the "truth".
So, how am I thinking of you to explain me? My friends. Forgive me for calling what you said was "piercing". I know, you didn't mean to, you just turned to heterosexual thinking and perspectives as you talked. In the current state of China, we, these gays, have to silently remain silent about this embarrassment. Yes, though, they are so clear, beating and shortening our little free space.
I am very grateful to the screenwriter of this play. Yes, I mentioned this screenwriter again. He is very smart and did not show the audience that this female teacher who is loving and caring for students is actually a woman in her private life. Lala-At the same time, this is also the surprise + surprise that brought me after seeing the second half of the play. The screenwriter’s dialogue and plot design are just right, quietly expressing his attitude towards certain topics, and I highly recommend you to go Pay attention to all the relevant passages about Precious and the female teacher in the school for underachievers in the film. Especially, once, Precious heard that the teacher talked about her homework, and the teacher mentioned his mother to her. I called and mentioned the estrangement between her and her mother and what Precious said in the narration. At this time, Precious felt that everyone was carrying great pain and struggle along the way in their lives.
Well, okay, finally, let me continue the calm and cold attitude of this film and say a few more words. What I want to say is, my friends, I believe that we understand and respect each other, but- I am the gay who is ignored by you. And, also, only we alone bear this clear embarrassment and obstruction.
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