On the first night of chasing the drama, I had a nightmare. I dreamed that my nude photos were circulated. The strange thing was that I didn't get hit, but fought back, and then I woke up peacefully.
I watched the ending of the first season the next day. I was very into the drama, and it was very uncomfortable, but what should I do after watching it, I will mark it by the way.
Until I woke up this morning and was in class in the classroom, suddenly a huge sadness enveloped me, and a lot of things poured out of my mind like a flood.
I recalled my unpleasant experiences with other classmates during my teenage years
I remember when a boy said to me at the high school graduation party, you have always been proud of your big breasts, right? My mind was blank at the time, and I wanted to say something: what, are you serious? Do you really think so? But I didn't, I was just silent.
I remembered a lecture by Rick Hu Zhe in a high school class. I listened to it, and suddenly I fell on the table and cried.
I remembered that there was a transferred female classmate in the first year of high school. The object of those people's discussions changed from me to her. They mocked her blatantly. Her likable personality can attract flies more than me. Her strange running posture and language skills Her passion became their target, and even though she did nothing, she still became the target of all.
I think of my first boyfriend in college. I told him about my unpleasant high school experiences. I don't remember what he said at the time, as if he was joking about me. I said to him "I'm telling you the saddest thing in my heart, why are you joking?"
These emotions revolved around me, from far and near, I opened eight groups, and a post from a landlord wrote: "I'm fed up with the argument that the victim is not strong enough", and someone in the reply said: "Humans are more advanced animals, It is necessary to adapt to the world of the weak and the strong.”
Everyone can only live in their own subjective world, and some people are extraordinarily arrogant, because these things did not happen to them, so they feel at ease as accomplices.
But it's just luck.
Just lucky.
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