There has never been such a case around me, not even a life that is slightly deviated from the normal track such as divorce and birth out of wedlock, and I think about these all day long, and suicide is an even more curious topic for me. However, after asking around, the suicide is only because of the pressure, and the pressure is only because of being in a small city, there is no chance to get ahead, the salary is not high, the future is bleak, and the wife is pregnant again. So he killed his pregnant wife and then committed suicide.
The weight difference between the cause and the effect left me stunned for a few days.
Asking again and again, only to say that it may be that the previous ideal is getting farther and farther.
Looking back at the time when our lives were fresh, we had so many ideals and so much energy, which really made people yearn for it, and yearning was a little unsure whether it once belonged to us. My ideal at that time was to be a reporter and to advocate justice. I always felt that I had such a blood of justice in my bones. Even now, when I see the chengguan beating and smashing, I can still get a headache from anger, but it's just my own headache. Then every day I do exactly the same things that most people have not cheated on for thousands of years. Even if I have been unfairly treated, I have to first weigh the profit ratio I strive for before making a decision, which basically runs counter to my ideal.
I have abandoned my ideals because I have no courage, I have no courage, because my life is no longer fresh, I have no blood, how can I dare to face the sunshine, ideals, all All true feelings?
I'm mature, so I've started to rot.
In the movie, Louis has always wanted to find the meaning and reason of his existence as a vampire. This meaning and reason is the reason why he may be immortal. Me too, even though my eyes can't see the blue of the sky, I haven't given up looking for all the precious things that have meaning.
When Louie knew the meaning and reason were all one, his meaning and reason had turned to ashes, and hopefully, I'll be lucky.
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