I want to tell you that I am really sorry for what happened in the past. I have done a lot of things to you, but I have been looking for reasons. No matter what my starting point was at the time, it was me who made it this far, and I'm really sorry. But I just like you, no way, I keep thinking of you, I can't change. I think you want to look for your shadow all over the world. Even if someone has a trace of your beauty, when I see it, I will still think of all of you, but after I calm down, you are not in front of my eyes. Looking for you now is not to force you to make a decision, I just feel that I can meet you - a person I like, it's really not easy, I don't want to miss it. At the same time, I can understand your dedication to making a career, and I also understand that only by catching up with you can we reduce the possibility of us missing out. In my eyes, you are so beautiful that I feel that only God The best people below are worthy of pursuing you and marrying you. So I take the time I can to improve myself in various ways, and I'm very happy while doing this. Because I think the problems I have encountered may be problems that you have solved before, or are still thinking about now. It made me feel like we were a lot more alike, it made me feel like we were closer. But it was this, more extreme way, that made me neglect other aspects, and finally accelerated your distance from me. After that, I still can't stop thinking of you, continue to see and use different ways to improve myself and prepare myself. Because as long as I think of you, I'm very motivated, and I don't know if you can understand how much you mean to me. I remember that when I was looking for you before October last year, I finally saw you after waiting for several days. The excitement at that time was really happy and I was jumping up and down. And just recently, one morning I suddenly felt very happy, and I was in a good mood all day, because I saw you in a dream the night before, you were sitting on my right hand, and yours A frown and a smile lingered in my eyes again. Although I overslept for a while that morning, I went to work with a smile on my face. I don't know if you remember the question you left me on the last time we met? It keeps spinning in my head, you ask me if I met your friend, would I still be like this? I admit that while I enjoy being around a lot of different people, I really haven't been in a few relationships, they just don't interest me, so I don't have much experience with that. But I know what I want, and my ability to separate physiologically based urges from the emotions I want to generate is probably the most useful thing I've ever read and experienced. Working in a variety of jobs, I have had the opportunity to meet all kinds of women who are generally considered beautiful, and women who deviate from popular aesthetic standards. Whether it was an aunt or a girl, I talked a lot with them at that time. It is found that some of them even have boyfriends, but they are still looking forward to a relationship that will be unforgettable, while some people are really like little girls who have not grown up. Girls understand better than she thinks. I also found that regardless of whether the other person is beautiful or not, I can let them have a chat that they feel has depth. It's easy for me. It is precisely because of this ease that over time, I am too lazy to communicate with other people like this. In the process of these exchanges, I found that these beautiful women know their advantages very well, but sometimes they rely too much on this, and I also found that most of them are quite boring, and this feeling may also be because of my problems, maybe because I have read a few books, so it is different from what they think and think about. will feel that way. But it is undeniable that they do have a set, with superb social means or attractive means. In addition to these other women, maybe because they have experienced something different from the previous type of women, you will find that they are more easy-going in getting along, and they are getting along with people in a different way, and at the same time they will In order to increase its own competitiveness, the connotation may be more. Well, by now you should already know how I would answer your question. But I think I really should have a better relationship with your friend, in this case, you can talk about it for me at times like this talk. But the key is that we didn't know each other for a long time, and our acquaintance was not introduced by anyone. I was afraid that I would create an impression that I could talk to everyone, and I missed such an opportunity. I still remember a time when you wondered why some people think so much about each other, and how long their hearts are. For this question, I seem to be able to answer it, but what I am going to say next is not self-promotion, although sometimes I do not grasp a degree of understanding of others, so that you may not believe what I am going to say below. Also on the night we last met, after we went downstairs, it was very windy, it was the last weekend in September, and I could clearly feel you shivering sitting on the concrete table beside me, and I I can also realize that in those few days, you especially can't be cold or cold (I hope what I feel here is the truth, otherwise...), that's when I made a decision: can I get your forgiveness? It's no longer important at the moment, it's important not to let you stay outside any longer risking a possible illness, which I can't stand. But I am stupid not to tell you these thoughts of mine. Now back to the previous question, I think the question of whether to consider more or less for others actually lies in whether this person is important to you. Just like our relationship, I think two people share their life together, grow and develop together. I never felt there was anything wrong with us. If in the process of our getting along, you really find something inappropriate, I will not insist on it stubbornly, but now I have not found it at all. On the contrary, what I found is that we have a lot in common: like to exercise, like to read, have ambition, understand the nature of people, have some self-control, know how to communicate, be sincere but not stupid, And we all have the experience of living away from home, alone. I think this is one of the buttons that binds us together, and what I feel here is a sense of sympathy. I admire that after you have gone through such a stage, you still have such a good mentality. Maybe you and I both understand that only through such a stage can you achieve what you are now. So I really want to get to know you, to know everything about you, and I love to hear what you have said about you before. I want to get to know you from childhood to adulthood. It is quite a longing. I want to go to your hometown and your school with you to see what your life was like at that time. I want to know your friends and relatives , in short all the people you want to introduce to me. When I mentioned this, I was thinking about how we read books together, exercise together, travel together, struggle together, and live together. What kind of scenes will these be? I feel that these ordinary things have been added with other meanings, I don't know if you will feel the same way when you arrive. I remember one time you were talking about your friend getting married and having a baby soon. I didn't answer my opinion on this question at the time, I don't remember it, but I should say what I think, when I heard you say this, my mind immediately began to analyze what to do when encountering such a situation , Analysis: Since I was able to take good care of the child when I was 12 years old, it is not a problem now, but I am just wondering how much time we will have to do this. But babysitting together should be a lot of fun, I want to see what kind of jokes you'll make, and then I'll come in to save the situation at the last minute. I think if I can understand you more and know what you have been through, then I will be able to take into account your attitude towards the things around you, and better know what you really want to convey to me every time, then Some contradictions or misunderstandings are simply impossible. And you give me the impression that your attitude towards life is not the kind of casual handling, but a serious life, which is quite attractive to me, because of this, I think we have a lot of things. You can think of one piece. Speaking of this, I want to correct a statement I made earlier. We talked about the most incompetent people who become teachers. I think this sentence does not apply to you. Your work is not within the system. difference. And the kind of enthusiasm you show me that you want to achieve a career is what I appreciate even more. I raise my hands to support you to continue, and I want to become your die-hard fan! If two people can be together, at the same time, in order to reduce the risk of starting a business, I think it is safer for two people to do different jobs. I will find some relatively stable businesses to do, so that we can have a reliable cash flow in our lives. When you want to give it a go, or want to take a break, adjust your thinking, and start again, you will have no worries. I think the medical device sales I'm doing seems to be okay so far, and I will learn other skills that will be useful in business in the future while doing this. I will also constantly adjust the path of my own development, making my path closer to yours as much as possible. In fact, in your career, you can let me do some things that you are inconvenient to come forward with. This is easy for me. It seems that you have arranged your life more and more as you want, especially when you quit your original job and traveled nearly 2,000 kilometers to start a business here, and it is done by one person, really I like you so much. I have also been thinking about living my life clearly, adjusting my life rhythm, managing my behavior and habits, learning to control myself, and not allowing myself to follow my own temperament too much. By the way, we talked about control before, and I said that I wasn't very controlling, which was probably just based on first impressions in my head. After reading some books and my recent sales experience, I found that I was not always what I said before. There seems to be a kind of stubbornness in my temperament, although I am open-minded and accept other people's opinions. view, but I am quite insistent on my own view, and I will try my best to make the other party accept it, unless after listening to the other party’s views, I find that I really did not consider that aspect, then I will integrate his and mine in Together, take a compromise result, and I used to think that my desire for control was not strong because I always liked to be in contact with different people, and in the process of getting along with different people, I found that the desire to control others is not the same. It's good for getting along with people, maybe because the way I showed control was too direct before, so I went to learn other ways to get along with people, and then made me hide my desire for control more and more deeply, So much so that I forgot how to get along with people if it was out of my own nature. After analyzing all of this and thinking about it, my desire for control has manifested itself in many small things. I asked you in a chat one night before: why haven't you slept, is there anything else? This is because as a half medical student, I want to pursue healthy lifestyle habits. It can be said to be a quirk, so I also want you to have a healthy body, not to mention that you didn't sleep much the night before. From this, I have a hunch that the biggest conflict between us may be caused by your inability to eat on time due to the nature of your work, but I will try to understand this uncontrollable matter. In fact, sometimes I can't eat on time. During that chat, maybe because of my impatience, I didn't express my meaning clearly, but now I am learning to change this impatience, and stop talking only half a sentence. It is also because I found in my work that sometimes to do one thing well, I have to follow the routine of doing it, and I can't all be self-centered. It reminds me that I used to feel like I knew myself to a degree because I started learning to analyze myself years ago, but the results didn't seem very optimistic. When I met you last year, I had just ended a relationship. When I met you at the time, I really liked you, although my current liking seems to be different from before, but now it seems to have settled down, like wine, the more fragrant it gets. At that time, my love for you can be said to start with love at first sight, but more feelings come from the walks I have walked with you, the days I have chatted with you, and every time I see your smile, my heart blooms. Branch of flowers, and the formation of the sea of flowers. All of these make me want to jump into our relationship at once, but I am not confident because of the previous emotional experience. I can't be sure whether I can be good to you all the time, and I don't know if I can take an emotion as a lifelong emotion. Pursue, use your life to manage it and take care of it. When I think about this, the previous relationship always seems to remind me: I can't do this, so although I know that I like you, I feel that if I can't do this, I should not look for you, so as not to hurt you. Because I like you so much. Until I chose to forgive myself later, I felt that a relationship should be a matter of two people. In the last relationship, it might have been my reason, but it was really a matter of two people. And then I realized one thing, I realized that my mission is to take care of you, otherwise it's useless to make so much money, and I want to be with you because I'm thinking about making it affordable for us I want to toss with something better, I want to take this responsibility, and I am quite happy. And I have lived independently since I was a child, and I can master all kinds of survival skills. I believe I can take care of you, and of course I respect your choice, so this will be properly limited to the extent of your own desire to live independently. I believe we can communicate well and I can understand what you are thinking and saying because that is what I care about, that is about you. Please give me another chance, this time let us take good care of each other; give me another chance, even if it is just a meeting, go out and talk together; a chance to love you all the time.
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