She was in pain all the time, and she was willing to do anything to get rid of that pain.
The long history of creation has made Marvel's characterizations flesh and blood, everyone has edges and corners, and everyone is like us in reality.
I didn't go to the movie theater to watch Ant-Man 1. It turns out that only movie theaters can show that effect. I originally thought it was the Wasp who showed her great power, or all kinds of superpowers due to the quantum world, but she didn't. On the contrary, the villain's insect-like mask is a bit scary, but it doesn't prevent him from feeling the comfort of watching movies that does not violate harmony at all.
Two people in the same desperate situation, the ghost and a generation of wasps, different situations, so different choices.
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