Looking at the collapsed land and the roaring sea in the picture, fear is my most tangible feeling. I've been thinking, if there is such a day, what should I do, do my best to survive, or just let death come more violently?
I'm a realist, but for the record, I'm not a pessimist. If I had been told this terrible news a few days before the world was destroyed, I think my first reaction would have been to cry, crying in the dark. I should be annoyed that I haven't fully enjoyed the world, and that I haven't completed a few major events that I should experience in my life, such as work, such as love.
Cry and cry. My rational mind started working. Is it possible to live? What? A billion euros? You sold eight generations of my ancestors and it's not worth this amount! Is there any rich man who can be merciful and bring my father, my mother, my sister, my father, my milk, my seven aunts and eight aunts, and my classmates who are friends with thieves? At least bring my main social relations with me! I'm insanely dreaming. The odds are 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
The conclusion came: wanting to live is harder than winning the lottery!
I choose to give up, I don't want to suffer so much mental torture for such an impossible hope. I would choose to turn off the TV, the computer. Don't tell me which one fell first. I looked scared. At this time, I quietly wait for death, and finally say what I want to say, eat a big meal (if there is any for sale), and look at this beautiful world. When death is imminent, it's better to devour me in a second, and even better to devour me and the people I know in a second. Don't let the people who are reluctant to watch me die, and don't let me watch the people who are reluctant to die.
On the day of the end of the world, if those who made the effort and struggled to get on the ark all went up and were still alive, it would only be my bad luck, or my blood bad luck. If there are only a very, very few people who are struggling to get up, then this is my choice, and I am willing to admit defeat.
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