So Miles used electricity to break free and climbed to the top of the skyscraper again in the dark.
A flash of lightning flashed across his face, and the split light reflected on his face, but this time, what accompanied him was no longer fear and anxiety, but a tenacious faith.
A leap of faith.
So, what's up danger?
Chapter 1
Miles had just changed to a new school, but his face didn't look happy at all, because he didn't actually agree with the decision.
The heavy academics and tense atmosphere in the elite school overwhelmed him, and the generation gap with his father also made it quite difficult to have a heart-to-heart conversation between father and son.
It’s still a familiar city, and he’ll still meet a close friend on the way to school, but Miles gradually seems to be out of tune with this environment. The clever dean saw the trick.
But fortunately, he also has Uncle Allen, the "rotten guy" in his father's mouth has the soul that understands him the most in this city.
Uncle Allen would never teach Miles to go home early and do his homework, or wander with him on how to write a more eloquent essay; but Allen would teach him how to write something that girls can't resist. "Take the shoulders" will take him to the undiscovered corners of the city to liberate the nature of graffiti.
The latter is undoubtedly what Miles, who is still young, needs more.
With the company of Uncle Allen, it seems that most of the haze in Miles' heart has been swept away, but the wonderful thing about life is that she will never let you guess the next step in the future.
As a result, a bite by a mutant spider and involvement in an accident "so easily" changed Miles' life forever.
It was the fall of 2016, and the junior year started.
Having forgotten what the reason was, I started to squeeze in some of the game's entertainment time to type and communicate. At that time, the title of self-media person had not yet become popular, and the platform where I posted was only WeChat, with an intermittent rhythm and a rough feeling without any typesetting and design.
Another year later, the pace of graduation is getting closer and closer, how many people are trying to roam the future, how many people are trying to strip some achievements from their memory- they want to prove that their four years of time are not just learning. To the knowledge and to get a diploma.
And I am one of the latter.
So at the beginning of 2018, I finally remembered the official account that had been suspended for more than a year, and the author ID named "Jia Qijun" because of the homophony of the name.
I began to try to review some popular movies with my own perspective and understanding, and inspired the passion for writing since I was a teenager.
So I began to treat each of my works more attentively, and gradually fell in love with the feeling of sitting in front of the computer and typing on the keyboard.
This insistence was not interrupted by the job after graduation. On the contrary, the relatively loose schedule of the state-owned enterprise also gave me the opportunity to go to the cinema every week.
But this steady progress was finally broken by an accident.
Chapter 2
Miles, who witnessed Spider-Man's death with his own eyes, was obviously terrified. Before he could recover from the shock or think about the promise he had just made, he was forced to start a period of escape. journey of.
However, with the help of familiarity with the city streets and a little luck, the panic-stricken Miles finally made it home.
He threw himself into his father's arms and was comforted and taught by his mother.
The next day, watching the people in spider suits standing in the square and listening to Mary Jane's heart-wrenching eulogy, Miles suddenly felt a ray of power running through his body in an instant, and he knew what he had to do. , he wanted to be the man the people needed.
So he made a somewhat reckless attempt in hindsight.
With a crisp sound, it burst out of his pocket.
In that instant he knew that he had screwed up.
Like Mercy's song "Young people always make mistakes, arrogant, greedy, stupid and lazy" , and like Miles' reckless and wrong step, I can't escape this "young man". punish".
When a friend threw me the olive branch of "employing talents in the company", under the temptation of nearly doubling the salary, I easily made an unreasonable decision- I quit.
The reason why I used "irrational" to describe this turnaround afterwards is that in addition to facing the difficulties of overtime and commuting distance, I also had to endure the psychological fluctuation of abandoning the self-media account that had just passed its infancy.
In the end, this job-hopping experience ended hastily after a short period of time, and I "possessed" the identity of Jia Qijun again, but I lost the opportunity that came from working in the office building. and salary.
Sitting in front of the computer again and thinking, I suddenly realized that I screwed up.
Chapter 3
On the night of snowflakes, Miles, full of self-blame and guilt, walked to Peter Parker's grave. He thought he had destroyed this hope, but fate obviously did not intend to let this day go so easily. Chosen Son.
He meets another Peter Parker from an alternate universe, somewhat down and out of shape.
This different Peter Parker popularized the concept of parallel universes for him, and also tried to teach him how to be a real "Spiderman".
Although Miles was still a little reckless and impulsive at this stage, he planted the seeds of self-confidence in his heart for the first time, and he began to look more and more like a real Spider-Man.
The joy of the mission's success made him "floating up" gradually, and the fact that Ingwen's rescue had helped him escape from the claws of Jinbing had long since been thrown into the clouds by him.
Confused people always have a hard time seeing the direction of the future, but they can always make some bold decisions . ".
I have to say, I was lucky at the time. It just so happened that some platforms were willing to support authors who kept writing articles on the Internet, so I successfully “eaten” the dividends in the early days of the self-media development boom.
It was also during this period that I first tasted what it means to be realized by writing.
The joy of getting the "first pot of gold" completely washed away my ability to predict potential crises. Watching the "Jia Qijun" on various platforms getting better and better, I have long forgotten my deposit numbers. The fact that it keeps falling.
Chapter 4
After coming to Aunt May's house, Miles first experienced the frustration of "there are people outside people, there are days outside the world".
Whether it's a black-and-white Shadow Spider-Man, a Spider-Man from the comics, or a girly Penny Parker, their abilities far surpass this graffiti guy from Brooklyn.
Although Miles is full of confidence and enthusiasm, and promises full of ambition that he will be responsible for leaving the collider and destroying the collider, the fact that he is easily knocked down again and again in training draws his blood. a clean.
Everyone needs to be encouraged and affirmed, but all the voices that filled the not-so-vast space at the time turned out to be denials directed at Miles.
"You can't fool yourself".
"He's not ready yet."
"It doesn't work, he's just a kid."
"He can't".
What reflected on the face of Miles, who fell to the ground, was not decadence and unwillingness, but a kind of denial and disappointment of himself.
He walked up the elevator in despair, and finally showed the stunt of "invisibility" in front of everyone for the first time, and the music cut called "Hide (Hide)" seemed so appropriate- he wished he could find a Hide in a corner that no one knows about, even if it's only for a second.
Having tasted some sweetness, I began to be more and more certain that I had made the right choice, so I lived more and more like a frog in warm water. The operation method of the platform remained unchanged, and I also did the same for each of my articles.
Facts have proved that luck in any field, and any stage of life, is the existence of risks that far outweigh the rewards.
So I naturally fell into a bottleneck, not only in writing, but also in life.
I finally understand that the meager income earned from the self-media camp will instantly become a drop in the bucket if it is placed under the pressure of firewood, rice, oil and salt; I also finally realized that the ironic lyrics like "If you wear a suit, you need to borrow a tie" It has become the most realistic portrayal of my life during this period of time.
So I started social distancing, thinking that I would be able to numb myself to the fact that after graduation, I would be deeply lost again. A person who has studied "tourism management" for four years would never have thought that he would choose a completely different and difficult one. road.
Gradually, I became the Miles who silently stood on the elevator and hid himself. I felt like I was doing something that shouldn't have been "shameful" in a very "shameful" manner.
It turned out that it was never the environment that was at fault, but myself.
Chapter 5 (final chapter)
When Miles learned that Uncle Allen was the "Prowler", he chose to inform the "Spider-Man Squad" as soon as possible, but unexpectedly caused a melee due to being followed.
And maybe from the moment Miles was bitten by that spider, fate was meant to take something from his life.
So when he tore off his mask in front of the "prowler" and read out the phrase "Uncle Allen", it all became a foregone conclusion.
"The more you experience, the stronger you become."
This proverb is about to be used up, but it can have the effect of one sentence every time.
Miles, who had already suffered the loss of his loved ones, did not immediately awaken his special ability, because he still lacked one of the most important qualities at this time - A leap of faith.
Finally, separated by a wall, listening to his father's sincere words, Miles heard praise for the first time from the person he most wanted to be affirmed.
Uncle Allen traded his life for the introspection of the two men, and also activated the determination of the two strong men.
So Miles used electricity to break free and climbed to the top of the skyscraper again in the dark.
A flash of lightning flashed across his face, and the split light reflected on his face, but this time, what accompanied him was no longer fear and anxiety, but a tenacious faith.
A leap of faith.
So, what's up danger?
Like Miles' awakening, I finally woke up from the frustrations: if one wants to get more, one must give more, and learn to embrace those necessary losses.
I began to make myself more and more busy, and tried to absorb nutrients from every little thing that happened around me; I began to pay attention to the balance of "input" and "output", and constantly added knowledge from books and the Internet; I began to try to open my eyes step by step, and use the most diverse perspectives as possible to think about the hot current affairs that have successfully entered the hot search list, as well as the various controversies and problems associated with it...
And progress is often inadvertently revealed at those moments closest to giving up.
When Zigga in the headphones used the sentence "Look up and feel low, that shit some negative impulse, compared to someone who has a bad life, giving up halfway is the biggest insult (insult)" always reminds me Can't give up, must persevere; when XXXTentacion's voice comes with Lil Wayne and Ty Dollar $ign, with "Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark Darkness)?" , always stimulating when I must keep trying to hone myself stronger...
I suddenly took something else out of this movie.
It turns out that we are not born Peter Parker, but we can still work hard to transform into the one who can control our own life - Miles.
At this time, I can pack my favorite "movies", "music", and "text" together into a "freighter" called We Media, and then use it as a sideline in life, trying to find a job with her. , the juncture of life balance.
Is this not a kind of luck?
What's more, while she can create some income for me, she also allows me to meet many friends who I "can't see" during the day, and realizes the value of my life in another dimension.
So whenever I get stuck and self-doubt again, I find the film to re-immerse and regain that power to keep me going.
This power comes from Stan Lee, from XXXTentacion, from the passing of Peter Parker, and from the original intention when we decided to put on that spider suit at the very beginning.
A leap of faith, the focus is not only on the leap itself, but also on the mentality and belief in it.
So friends, no matter how many setbacks and blows you experience, you must remember to stand up tenaciously again.
Just like Peter Parker.
Just like Miles.
Don't ask if it doesn't fit?
"It always fits, eventually (because it always fits)".
Here is the self-media person Jia Qijun, give you my temperature, look forward to your attention~
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