Not so much that it's strange to pick up an American drama again, but it's strange to open it again and again after five years.
And the phrase "after five years", just thinking about it, is enough to make me want to cry without tears and sit for a whole night without knowing what to do.
In fact, there are many details that I can't remember very well, such as why I didn't finish the eighth season, why I bought a whole set of discs for myself when I was 18, why I forgot about House's cause, why I didn't remember that he was in a mental hospital and those experiences in prison.
Of course, some of these things are more reasonable if I can't remember them, after all, five years have passed.
But how can I forget, that set is my 18th birthday present to myself. This is clearly a very important thing.
A few days ago, Vin posted a Moments, asking who the bracelet on his car belonged to. I clicked on the big picture and saw that it was the bracelet that R had been wearing. When he met me, he said, this bracelet has no other meaning, just like it, I have been wearing it for many years without knowing it. After a long time, I was at a loss when I took it off, but fortunately I kept it with me.
When I saw the circle of friends, I was thinking, something so accustomed to, wish it was part of the body and suddenly lost, wouldn't he be in a hurry to find it.
Later, I thought again, among so many people, I was probably the one who had the fastest reaction to who the bracelet belonged to, except him. But when I was about to reply to vin, I pulled my hand back.
Among so many people, me too, the last thing to think about is who owns the bracelet, that person. I'm such a bad ex-girlfriend after all.
That circle of friends hasn't been deleted yet, and I don't know if Vin gave him the bracelet back. In fact, I'm still a little curious, so sturdy things will fall off anyway, but unfortunately, I have no reason to say these questions.
Today I share the 40 short stories or unforgettable memories about flying in the circle of friends, the 222nd article of Xin Shixiang. When I came home after dinner, vera opened it. Seeing Fei Vancouver, sitting next to her ex-girlfriend, she laughed out loud and said, what the hell is this.
The story is probably that, on a flight from Shanghai to Vancouver, he sat next to his ex who had broken up for a month. He said that during the 13-hour flight, he cried, laughed, was free and easy, and was mean, while saying that he was happy after breaking up. begging for reconciliation. He said, maybe it was too far from the ground, maybe it was completely isolated, I kept coming up with all kinds of irrational and absurd ideas and practiced them one by one. Then 13 hours passed, the plane landed, I was back to normal, and the story didn't continue.
The first time I saw this, my first reaction was WTF. I even imagined that if I were one of the passengers, I would find this ridiculous, the kind of ridiculous that I would share with my friends as soon as I got off the plane.
But when I read it a second time, I suddenly understood every word he said.
Flying is just an excuse, and those absurd thoughts have really appeared from the day I liked you to the moment after breaking up a month later.
I later found out that Vera broke up because she had no feelings before she knew about that shit. But she was still angry, she went to him to reason, because she was not reconciled, because they hadn't separated when the bloody happened. In fact, it didn't matter, but after that scene, she no longer felt sad or regretful because of the breakup.
I actually wanted to ask her, if you didn't know about this shit, would you be like all the couples who fell in love and then broke up, in many special moments, miss the days with him and regret the present Today's choice, even want to shed two tears.
I do not know either.
I saw this episode five years later, and House met Stacy, and they said hello and greeted them like friends. Then House refuses to diagnose Stacy's husband and he asks her, how do you know I want him to get better and not die?
Then he used himself as a case to teach the children, he recalled the decision at that time, he told us why he hurt so much.
Then a little kid said, the patient is a idiot.
He didn't refute, he said, yeah, they usually are.
Then he left a message for Stacy and said I have time tomorrow morning at ten, bring your husband and don't be late.
The title of the next episode is called, honeymoon.
Five years later I saw house against myself and others against patients and friends and colleagues, I saw him say im damaged. I'm wondering if he really doesn't know how to behave properly.
But properly is not correctly, so sad so true.
Five years ago, I saw that House chose not to amputate, but chose pain for a lifetime. When I saw him say its my leg, its my life, I really didn't understand.
At that time I liked him, tried to understand him, supported him 100% and felt that he was right in whatever he did, because he was mean but not cold, because he was stubborn and kind, because he was handsome and he was my favorite uncle look. But not because I got it. It hurts me to see his suffer, but I can't understand it.
In the five years I thought about this drama, the most memorable sentence was that I watched the pilot episode countless times. House said, you cannot die with dignity, you can only live with it.
But five years later, I saw the children in full swing Discuss, if he doesn't have surgery he will probably die, that patient is an idiot, and it is more important to survive than a leg. And house was sitting on the edge of the podium, looking down at his crutches, and when he was half-smiling, I couldn't feel sorry for him anymore.
Because I too have grown to that age where I have to handle things properly like an adult.
Well, you should only blame or ignore your cheating ex-boyfriend instead of missing the good times you had with him, and you should just smile and greet your neighbor's ex-girlfriend instead of crying and asking her if she can start over again. Keeping silent in the circle of friends to prove to everyone that we have ended, the age of doing things properly.
I can finally say, yes, isn't house an idiot, in this matter, in everything.
I used to look up to him, think he was cool, he wasn't hypocritical or compromising, because at the time I was living a black and white life.
Then I finally became an adult who couldn't worship him anymore, was not cool, had to be hypocritical and compromised.
But I still have a moment when I want to ask everyone, are you sad?
I'm sad anyway.
House is doing inappropriate things, he's ruining a date with Cameron, he's mean to Stacy's husband, he's driving into Cuddy's house. But none of these things are wrong.
They're just, too real, too right. Therefore, the people around you, others, will be hurt by these truths.
So many years have passed, and while I paused to quote the lines, I recalled how I did the exact same thing many years ago, quoting the same line.
"I'm twice your age. I'm not great looking. I'm not charming. I'm not even nice. But what I am is what you need. I'm damaged."
Uncle Hugh took over the new drama, It's FOX again, and it's a nagging doctor again. It's going to air in October.
I hope you can still play a smart person who everyone likes this time.
Well, it doesn't matter if you are a jerk, as long as you are a happy jerk.
[Hope this rewatch I can have the courage to watch the last episode of Season 8.
【come on.
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