Charlie had a lot of troubles in his freshman year, and I was very rebellious in my freshman year. I don't like reading, I don't like listening to lectures, and I read miscellaneous books while chatting with my classmates in class. At that time, I naively felt that I was mature enough to fight the whole world. The reasoning in the book is nothing but dogma, and the knowledge learned will be forgotten after a few years. What do you learn to do? (When the head teacher asked me for a lesson, I questioned whether he remembered what he learned in high school? He boldly admitted that he forgot, and then fooled me that the method was very important. At the time, it seemed to me to be just fooling.) In the small town for more than ten years, the farthest place I have been to is my aunt’s house a few hundred kilometers away; I have read about less than a hundred books, most of which I can’t bear to admit that I have read them; I know friends from the surrounding classmates , I can't even figure out what the life of my peers two hundred kilometers away is. And that's me, but I don't know how to be humble. Because the exam is still similar to the people in the class, or even better than the average person. My parents urged me to study, and I also had a horrified face. If I don’t study now, I’m just like those people. They worked hard for three years to death. I also used the shameless analogy that running a marathon can't be run at a speed of 100 meters. It seems that I was quite shameless at that time. The source of all this is just that I am lazy and want to play for two more years.
I've never been a wallflower boy, so I don't understand why I feel awkward when I want to find someone to hang out with. In life, who has no pain and melancholy? But is it okay to be bored? So even if you are unhappy, you can always mix with the people around you. Always call me when I go out to play at parties, and there are also various chats when I go to self-study at night. I'm used to being alone, and I never feel how uncomfortable being alone, even if I don't go out, I probably won't be bored. At that time, I confirmed that no one will be with me forever, I have to get used to being alone. But I still prefer the feeling of a group of people. In my opinion, the happiness of a group of people is not that they can play multiplayer games, but that they don’t get drunk on the street after drinking too much. People are probably gregarious animals. I am very dependent on my friends.
At that time I didn't have sam, I wouldn't be happy or sad for girls, I didn't have love, I wasn't rude. Probably I was too lazy to have any emotional entanglements with other girls at that time. We accept the love we think we deserve. The advantage of this sentence is that everyone is a winner, whether it is a single demanding person or a promiscuous one, all are their own choices. I'm jealous of a long-term relationship, but I can't imagine how I used to be with who and who. It must be terrible.
At that time, I also liked to count the days, how long it was before vacation, and how long it was before graduation. Because I really hate high school, except for a few people in it. And I heard the description of my high school classmates who became familiar with me later, and I was also arrogant and disdainful of a saboteur at that time.
Thanks for this movie, it reminds me of my high school. I can't find that me again, I miss him so much.
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