I miss my rat

Harrison 2022-04-19 09:01:14

2006.3.15 The golden sunshine, but the coldness
, I entrust all the gods of Hongfu, let me get you on my birthday. You've been locked in a cage wrapped in confetti all night, and the bottom of the cage is covered with the worst quality sawdust. You run around pitifully in the small space, and no one can see that you have been hungry all the time. That night, because of a man, you got the name Kangkang. That night, I was happy because of this man.

2006.5.1
I was born daring in the dark and liked to invite cats and dogs, but this time the horse stumbled and was planted in your hands. But when you think that two months have passed, you are still living in a shabby simple cage, eating unpalatable but expensive bulk rat food, and I feel ashamed of you. So although you "blow kiss" to me, I don't care about it, please don't be under pressure. Even if the old man in the family calls the epidemic prevention station like crazy, even if we go to the hospital overnight to get rabies vaccine and tetanus, which is enough to cause a painful shock, even if the whole family orders me to send you away, even if I do send you there "Name" man's house. But I really love you, don't hesitate.

2006.7. On a cloudy day
, you came back without looking at your mood, just like when you left. Even the bags for luggage such as small cages, dry sawdust, water bottles, etc. are still Watsons when you leave. That day, when I took you, I returned a ring. I hesitantly removed it from my fingers, put it in the pocket of the "name" man, and turned to leave. In my preliminaries, I should have raised my left hand for him to see, and I looked at him dismissively. Then he slowly took off the ring and threw it neatly into the lawn behind him, so far away that only dogs could find it. But after all, stage fright was born, and the above brain waves missed the final conversion.
But you still came back, and you will not be called Kangkang from now on.

2006.7. Another day
when it was very hot to wear jeans, no matter how many years later, even if it is reincarnation, I will still remember it. Because in the future, the person I always called the mouse finally appeared as the chipmunk. Soon, I automatically deleted his old identity, and a game started. And because of this game, you have a new name: Da Dun.

2006.10. There are angels today on Holy Day
Big dunk, all bad things will pass. You have a beautiful pink villa with a pointed roof that I love. You jumped up and down the second floor during the day, and in the middle of the night, you were running on the wheels of sugar palms, as if you were on drugs. This night, for the first time in two years, I saw gas and regained the love that was broken. When you got home, you ran out of the nest and looked at me expectantly. Honey, I really want to give you a high five. There must be angels in this city that day.

2007.12. It was so cold on a difficult day that the
old girl said something was wrong with you, and I ignored her. But as soon as she left, I pulled it out from the cage and looked at you carefully. There seems to be something really growing around the ear, like a little meat on the old man's body. But it's too small to see clearly, I think it should be fine. I firmly believe.

2007.12. Seven days later, it was useless to cry.
Something really grew on my ears, and even the food bag along the side looked like a tumor. Make the right side of your face bald and hairless. I don't want to think too much, I'm afraid that as long as I think about it, it will become a reality. It's your birthday in three months, come with me. You can't afford surgery at an advanced age, let alone a doctor who is good at treating hamsters.
Forgive me, I think about euthanasia.

2008.2.29 When Shang Chun
didn't greet you when he got home, you got angry. Lying motionless under the water bottle outside the nest. Even if it's cold and stiff, you don't want to go back to the nest by yourself. I shook the cage, no matter how I called it, how I moved your icy body to no avail. I hold you in the palm of my hand, like a fallen leaf in the palm of my hand. I wanted to touch your eyelids, but you just refused to accept it and looked straight at me. I'm sorry, I know you're waiting for me. But why can't we wait until our birthdays, even tomorrow, and stagger the damn 29th of February. Honey, do you want me to think of you only once in four years?

Ps: The big pier is gone. I keep it in a little black box and bury it under my favorite tree in the yard. I put stones on a grave as small as him, thanking him for the life he gave me.
Ps: I just finished watching this movie when I found out that he left.

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  • Mustafa: [taking Ego's order] Do you know what you'd like this evening, sir?

    Anton Ego: Yes, I think I do. After reading a lot of overheated puffery about your new cook, you know what I'm craving? A little perspective. That's it. I'd like some fresh, clear, well seasoned perspective. Can you suggest a good wine to go with that?

    Mustafa: With what, sir?

    Anton Ego: Perspective. Fresh out, I take it?

    Mustafa: I am, uh...

    Anton Ego: Very well. Since you're all out of perspective and no one else seems to have it in this BLOODY TOWN, I'll make you a deal. You provide the food, I'll provide the perspective, which would go nicely with a bottle of Cheval Blanc 1947.

    Mustafa: I'm afraid... your dinner selection?

    Anton Ego: [stands up angrily] Tell your chef Linguini that I want whatever he dares to serve me. Tell him to hit me with his best SHOT.

  • Remy: Hey, I brought you something to...

    [sees Emile eating garbage]

    Remy: AH! NO, NO, NO, NO! SPIT THAT OUT RIGHT NOW!

    [Emile obeys]

    Remy: [sighs] I have *got* to teach you about food. Close your eyes.

    [Emile obeys; Remy holds out piece of cheese]

    Remy: Now take a bite of thi...

    [Emile snarfs the cheese]

    Remy: [whacking him on the head] Ack! No, no, no! Don't just hork it down!

    Emile: Too late.