I don't want to live in the wilderness

Tess 2022-04-19 09:01:07

I received a call from winnie a few days ago, plus the cabbage before. It's mostly about work, and at the end of the day, I kind of want to guide them to who they really are. It was not until tonight, when all the previous things came together, that I realized that I was actually living in my own mind. Someone told me one afternoon, don't try to change other people's lives, based on some of my previous opinions. Last night until four in the morning, I watched Sean Penn's Wilderness Survival. Sure enough, that sentence was fulfilled. In fact, sometimes when I found myself complacent, I had already been isolated as excessive arrogance and extreme loneliness.

In fact, the male protagonist of "Survival in the Wilderness" is a mentally ill person, or at least excessively paranoid. My understanding of him is based on his cognition of his true self. Alex wants to live a life of absolute wilderness, abandoning all human civilization, and merging himself into the nature that he can only dream of and cannot stop. Among the passers-by he met, many said that he escaped. Of course he won't admit it, because the things he wants to stay away from are not what he wants. He paraphrased Byron's words, except love, honor, money, career, family...give him the truth. So he took the risk, what would he get after completely cutting off contact with these human civilizations.

The answer is obvious. He is not a primitive man. The price he has to pay for abandoning modern civilization is that he will live the life of a primitive human. Then many of the truths he learned from modern civilization would actually become absurd. It is hypocritical to chew on various methodological works such as philosophy, ethics, psychology, etc., when life is threatened. What bothers me the most is that since death is acceptable, why don't you want to find a balance in modern life. In fact, it is not difficult, Alex definitely has such courage and ability.

Alex's journey is full of over-exaggerated beautiful colors, to set off the main theme conclusion of the film at the end, "Happiness only real when shared!" This brings endless tragic colors to the film, I would rather Alex be there from the beginning to the end. Paranoid, he finally enjoyed himself in the wilderness temple he pursued. Alex was going to go back, but he didn't expect that he wouldn't be able to go back because of a river. What impressed me most was that the 16-year-old girl who played the heroine in "Twilight" fell in love with a person who was not worthy of love, but lost hope. Maybe, Alex is also a Capricorn.

It has been a month since I returned to Shanghai, and I have been interviewing non-stop. Maybe I have a job next week, maybe I have to stay up for a long time. When I was in a certain round of re-examination before, I was asked what would I do if I couldn't find a job for half a year. Of course, my first reaction was that in half a year, I couldn't find a job, and I wouldn't decline to that extent. This is an assumption made by the examiner. What he wants to know is how I will respond if this situation arises, so I also have to make assumptions about how I can respond when this situation arises. I was just talking to an interviewer who was nearly 20 years older than me and who had doubled his life experience, talking about the truth of life that I realized these days.

Whether I want to find a job, or can't find a job, or find a good job or a very ordinary job, in fact, this is just an experience in life. This seems too negative, I added, the subjective has the initiative over the objective. Mentality often makes objective things change subtly for the better. I thought of coming to Shanghai to look for a job a year ago. At that time, my mentality was so good that now I am a little scared and take everything for granted. In fact, everything is not like that. The bright and beautiful things around you are seen by yourself as a clown, not that they are clowns, but actually they look at you like a clown walking through the middle. They were in completely different spaces, ridiculing each other, but it did not affect the final meaning of the incident at all.

In my life, I didn't have to throw everything away like Alex, and I didn't try to strike a perfect balance between modern relationships and raw, natural open-mindedness. It should be enough to just go with the flow after working hard.

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Into the Wild quotes

  • Carine McCandless: Chris was writing his story, and it had to be Chris who would tell it.

  • Walt McCandless: Don't you walk away from me, woman! Woman!

    Billie McCandless: Kids! Look what your dad is doing to me!

    Walt McCandless: For God's sake, look what your mother is making me do!

    Billie McCandless: Fuck you! I hate you!

    Walt McCandless: There ain't gonna be no party. I'm gonna cancel Christmas this year.

    Billie McCandless: Cancel Christmas? Who do you think you are? God?

    Walt McCandless: That's right! I'm God!