I haven't cried since I thought I had "grown up". I failed all the final exams, and when I took the single-digit physics exam, my heart didn't move. When the girl I loved left me, I just felt heartache. After so many years, I told myself that if you want to live strong in this world, you have to be like a stone.
Others are hell, Sartre said.
But I grew up without friends. As the post-90s generation, as the most special generation. My childhood started in the apartment. At that time, Songdao Feng was not yet an actress. At that time, the TV could only watch CCTV. At that time, most people did not have air conditioning.
I grew up without friends, partners, and neighbors. Without video games, I never knew what a game boy was or what a PSP was until I was in middle school. Except for the B-grade movies that have been with me since then, and the books that are too many to be read, they are toys.
I am alone with only toys.
I firmly believe that there is no second person by my side who would love toys more than I do. He would get up secretly in the middle of the night, and under the dim lights, there would be soldiers from the balcony to the desk to the bed. A long dragon will be placed along the closet around the entire room in the slightly drunk evening light, and I can see the warm sunlight in the distance from the gaps in their bodies. I will find the largest table during the holidays, put it in the room, look for bonsai, water, mud, and make my favorite "Jurassic Park". I would tie that pterodactyl to the lantern in my cubicle, until I put it down in the third day of junior high, and I got sick. .
I said that I have tens of thousands of dollars just to buy toys, believe it or not.
Finally, I grew up. No matter how beautiful life is, there will be a day when it is far away, and no matter how perfect love is, there will be a day when it will be broken. I don't remember Shakespeare's exact words, but I've been through so many times.
The toys will say goodbye to me, one day. One night in my second day of junior high, I was playing with toys and suddenly felt a sense of shame—I grew up.
I'm not throwing away my friends, I'm not giving them away - kids these days are growing up with video games and computer chat, who needs these toys. So I made the choice that andy planned to make - save it.
So these toys were sent into my garage and I'm not going to lose them.
The day I gave away the toys was an autumn afternoon. When I got home from school, I looked at my empty room and the boxes that were full of toys. I know that heartache is actually very simple.
Heartache is often when you discover that you are not as strong as you thought you were.
Missing is a kind of poison. There are few friends who can be close to me. They told me, can you not miss the past too much.
But it was so beautiful in the past.
And now, I have grown up. When I'm alone, I look at the dish racks that have crushed the IKEA cabinets. Or watching the morning light hit the bookshelf one morning, there are so many books, maybe I can't finish reading them in my life. Sometimes, pick up a record and listen to it for an afternoon, while listening to the past while thinking about the past, loneliness is a person's carnival.
I seldom think about my old toys, their dancing backs under the loneliness melting sunset.
I think Andy might as well, when he's thinking about getting a new car to show off to his beautiful, youthful girlfriend, does he think about the cowboy that's been with him since he can remember?
It turns out that some things have to be put aside after all.
But I believe that when he was in a sleepless night, he remembered those mornings, afternoons, evenings, and midnights accompanied by toys. He will be very happy.
Childhood with toys is a complete childhood. Those who are obsessed with arcade games, how can they understand.
Toys teach us to love and grow. And Toy Story, this series that has been with me since the VCD era, and now has a full 11 years, taught us how to love these toys, and taught you to love toys.
How can this world be without love?
My dear toy, right?
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Dedicated to all my toys: including my own Woody the Cowboy and Buzz Lightyear, the Smart Stegosaurus from 1999, the Winnie the Pooh who smiled at me for 13 years (even though he's still behind me now) countless My little soldier, my grandfather bought me a bucket of dinosaurs on my 10th birthday, my father took me to Changzhou Dinosaur Park to buy dinosaurs, and every time my mother took me to Shanghai, I went to Pacific Department Store to buy toys. The planes, tanks, soldiers, animals bought in the big world. . Animal toys bought before 1997 (the workmanship was super fine at that time), a lot of marine animals bought in Shanghai Ocean Underwater World, my Digimon, Pokémon, Diablo figures, Chigo toys, Hot Wheels of car models, as well as countless toys with unspeakable names. .
I love you all.
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