Did the colorful adventure you wrote about became my persistent dream, did it
start when I released the balloon and carried our cabin higher and higher?
You know,
this room is full of you,
the picture on the fireplace is you, the one
sitting next to my rocking chair is you,
the tableware oven freezer in the kitchen is yours
, the bed sheets in the bedroom You wash and dry the pillowcases and bedding. Before laying it, you always carefully iron
the clothes in the closet. You wash and dry them.
You clean my lenses, you tie the tie, and leather shoes. The oil you put on, the trousers are the side you folded.
In this room, in every crevice of wood, in every cubic meter of air, you
are your smell and breath
. You don’t need perfume and the faint smell of soap. Breathe. Stable, quiet and childish, you jumped in from the window and carried a big dream for me. Did you
start when you lay on the hospital bed and hugged the flowers I planted?
I want to tell you
that the wrinkles, silver threads and imprints left by those years
can't take away the light of your smile, on the
contrary, it's just a common souvenir of our journey along the way,
like my crutch lenses and bad temper.
Quiet, you lowered your head and leaned against my arms,
like yesterday, the day before yesterday, or the corners of your mouth that rose up many, many years ago were
telling me about your happiness? However, your brows have revealed your secrets
, I can see your worries, worry
that if I eat instant noodles and ham, I will get food poisoning, worry that if I smoke too much, my whole lungs will black out, worry that I don’t know my family How to use the semi-automatic dryer, I am worried that my presbyopia will not be able to see the water meter and the time dial of the oven
You are willing to go after me, because I am afraid that I will not be able to handle it alone
, but I also think so, I am so glad that this time I win,
who wants you to be so articulate every time you
fight , I don't need you to face such loneliness alone. What
is left now is me, and your adventures, which stuck in my heart
since you were ill and I broke the last big pig with my own hands?
I forgot, how many jackpots did we buy in total? How many accounts have you recorded in total?
I just remember our first piggyback, it was a small house
like our log cabin, with a little chimney on the roof and glass windows facing the sky before
we could move into this log cabin Someone told you
next to our wedding photo that the bride on it is the most beautiful in the world, even though the groom smiles stupidly I think I say that once a day but you know, I have a bad memory and I don't have the thick skin I didn't say once if I should blame you. I'm used to my awkward temper. It's like, if you're smart, I'll be quiet; if you're careful, I'll take care of you. Grab the test sheet, sit in the garden and start? I know how much you want a child and you say, "Haha, I want a boy, the girl has to be worn like a baby, you can't slam the boy, you can take it wherever you want, just throw it wherever you want" you Ask me, I said, "I want a daughter." If you ask why, I won't answer you. Well, then we will have a bunch of boys and girls.
You are responsible for giving birth to girls, and I am responsible for giving birth to boys.
I smiled and saw the joy of your own imagination.
However, that piece of paper broke our original assumption
. God just wants us to enjoy the beauty of the world alone and
not give any There is a gap between third parties, not to mention there may be fifths, sixths, and sevenths
. Although I have never told you that I
want a daughter, it is because I want a little girl like you to take good care of, who If I didn't know how to cherish you all the time, did
I start nervously holding the ring and facing you in white gauze?
On the day in my memory, nothing was clear. It was like the
only clear photo of the photo that had been soaked in water. It seemed that there was only one left.
I looked up, and what I saw
was released by you. That big bunch of balloons, colorful and colorful,
like your book. That splendid adventure
held your hand. From then on, I knew that we would never leave
you and handed myself over to me. From that day on
, I decided to
make your adventure mine. I worked hard
, but until you left,
I couldn't draw it down for you. . .
After you left, I opened your drawer in the room, and I saw
66 notepads and 35 full-stuffed photos
. At the time, I really wanted to smooth out the frown, this big fool, always thought that the twisty adventure was the only one, in fact, the adventure in my heart has been going on all the time.”
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