I knew I would cry for Shishen, but I didn't expect the ending to be more sad...

Lee 2022-12-07 16:42:46

KOH + "Favorite" (Fukuyama Masaharu + Shibazaki Yukio)

A person who is like a dream will disappear like a dream
Knowing such a fate, it is better to open the page of the seasons
Like falling and melting powder snow, unstoppable thoughts It doesn't matter if you
don't love , I will protect you from
afar trying to be brave and want to be with you because I still like you. It would be nice if I
could cry a little more and laugh a little more.
"What a fool" "Don't worry" I
just want to be with you

It's the first time that every day until now feels so right. That smile
like the sun has illuminated the way for me to live. The
one who holds the umbrella for the rain in my heart is you alone. It doesn't matter if I
can't love, I'll be here to protect it. I
'm trying to be brave and want to be with you because I still love you
Under the same moon I shed the same tears
"I can't do this" "I don't want to be separated from you"
I just can't
say When will the journey of life end I want to pray for you when it’s time to
make your smile that I adore happy

. It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, I will protect you from a distance.
In fact trying to be brave and want to be with you because I still like you. It would
be nice to cry again. It would be nice to laugh a little more
"What a fool" "Don't worry" I
just want to be with you I
just want to with you
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Now, as long as I look at the lyrics of "Favorite", I want to cry silently... Why does it end like this...

"The Devotion of Suspect X" was read twice. When I watched it for the first time, I felt that if it ended, I would definitely cry, because I was afraid of myself, so I didn't watch it that day... As a result, today, I really shed tears...

I have been in a long time . I haven't cried for a long time. I don't know when I started. When I see something sentimental, the best I can do is to have tears in my eyes... The tears just don't fall... Sometimes, I feel that I am becoming indifferent. ...

But today, I really can't hold it anymore... Seeing Shishen finally facing Yasukiko, facing his "a lot of hard work" in vain, I finally couldn't bear it... It was my first time in his Finding such a clear expression on his face... he yelled, why, why... his eyes were wet, and then, finally, I couldn't hold back and cried out loud...

why... why...

maybe Shishen really doesn't understand...why the "perfect" ending that he carefully arranged, and even sacrificed his own ending "without any regrets", in the end, it turned out to be like this... Maybe, he will blame her. ..why do this at a critical time...

he is such a smart person. Know everything, know everything. However, maybe it is because of his intelligence that he has always been "alone" and "without friends"... There are only a few people standing at the highest point, so they are destined to be lonely. That's why Yukawa Xuecai was so "reluctant to give up" such a like-minded friend... So when Yukawa lamented his talent, Shishen said, "You are the only one who said this to me"... Listen When it comes to this, it really hurts TT

a lot of times, people can't understand them. Just like Shishen's work, one's own classroom, one's own study of mathematics at home...

Many times, they can't understand others... It's like Yuchuan Xue has always failed to understand "Why Shishen does this? Why for the sake of a woman like this

The god of stone loves mathematics. Yes. He can re-examine it over and over again because the "four-color problem" is not perfect. But that doesn't mean he doesn't need others' understanding. He also needs the care of others, the eyes of others and the smile like sunshine... But, it's all too far away, he has never felt it...

So, one day, when he couldn't bear it any longer, he chose to commit suicide... It was also that day, by chance, that woman and her family, like the sunshine of hope, broke into his world...

"Miss Hanaoka Yasuko, I am very grateful to you. I
feel desperate about life and want to give up everything. In time,
you saved me."

That smile may not be the most beautiful woman, but it brought him the warmest sunshine in his life. Like all creatures that have suffered through the harsh winter, the stone god is also approaching the warm light step by step...

The girl who said "please take care", standing next to the friend at the bridge, smiled and waved at him, saying hello to him Her smile should be warmer than the sunshine...

"What I'm talking about, you shouldn't know. That's fine."
"Miss Hanaoka Yasuko, Miss Misato, thank you very much. Please be happy. "The

man who was attracted by the laughter next door, couldn't help but quietly opened the window and listened quietly, maybe he didn't want to have such happiness again... Because he never had such happiness again, so he didn't have the courage to promise. What... just guarding from a distance, you can feel happy and satisfied.

It doesn't matter if I can't love, I'll be here to protect you
In fact, I'm trying to be brave and want to be with you because I still love you
Under the same moon, I shed the same tears
"I can't do this" "I don't want to be separated from you"
are just these words I But I can't

say it. I will pray for you when the journey of life is over. Make
your smile, whom I adore, happy

. "Please forget me. Never feel guilty.
If you can't be happy, everything I've done will be in vain. "

Finally, when Yasuko knelt on the ground and said to him, "(It) is impossible for us to be happy," Shishen couldn't help crying, I knew the reason for his choice.

Maybe, he would Blame her...why do you do this at a critical time...but, because she is such a good woman, that's why Shishen will pay without hesitation...

Anyway, in the end, I'll be louder Cried…

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Suspect X quotes

  • Manabu Yukawa: Is it harder to create an unsolvable problem or solve it?