People who are used to loneliness have a disease that hides the happiness that others take for granted as treasures. Even the slightest trace of a warm smile is the sunlight shining into their dark hearts. They know it, but others don't, and they don't want others to know. It's a bit of a rush or delusional symptom: whether I'm good or not has nothing to do with him; whether he's good or not has something to do with me. This kind of unilateral emotional output is a sacred ritual for people who have been used to loneliness for a long time. They don't care about how much they pay or the ratio of what they get in return. Someone once said that love without possessiveness is not love, but that person can't give a definition of what love is. Discussions on the grand subject of "what is love" often just fall by the wayside. But for people like Shishen, there is no doubt that their love is pure and pure, and they are dedicated to each other's good, even if they are misunderstood or forgotten by the other party. It's presumably a saintly state that neither I nor my friends around me have ever experienced or experienced. Ishigami said that he was saved by Hanaoka, and vice versa, Hanaoka was rescued by Ishigami. The difference is that Hanaoka just used the happy smiles of himself and his daughter to capture a middle-aged man who was despairing of despair; while Shishen, with a happy mood, offered his own mind and innocence to her crimes like a sacrifice. even free.
The author is high-level enough, and he didn't catch the bloody "My stone god's life has been dissipated at the time of suicide", it will only appear stupid - a walking dead who only lives for others will only go crazy and destroy Everything without sacrificing herself to pave the way for her. With this sentence added, the story will take a sharp turn and go down the stalker route in the middle and later stages of the plot. In fact, many ordinary people do think so. When Ishigami stalked Hanaoka and Kudo, I believe that I am not the only one who felt "as expected" and began to look forward to the moment when Ishigami became a stalker and exposed his "evil true face". It can be said that Hanaoka's panic is not groundless. If it were me, I would also maliciously speculate on Ishigami - after all, he is just a neighbor. The words "Why are you helping us?" became the words of Hanaoka stem in the throat. Shishen gave her a vague answer and prevaricates. Anyone who listened to the words that they could no longer buy bento would know that it was a prevarication. The child's mind is pure and clear. She only knows that Mr. Shishen is helping them, instead of beating and scolding her like her ex-father did. This makes her the only one who stands on the front of Shishen and has never changed. I have to say, maybe it's because the Stone God is like a child, desperate for the sake of the one he loves, regardless of the cost, that's why he can get the girl's approval. Secular adults such as me have always been unafraid to speculate on others with the greatest malice, and in the face of Shishen's diligent suggestions, they will only think that he has plans. Perhaps this is a stark contrast, highlighting the contradiction between the worldly but young us and the clean but vicissitudes of stone gods. This reminds me of the master of Chinese philosophy - Mr. Jin Yuelin. After her death, Lin Wei, a talented girl, still spends a lot of time entertaining guests just for her birthday, because all living beings have not married. This kind of deep affection makes it difficult for young people like me who are drunk and dream to die. In the same way, I can't understand why Shishen paid so much for her, but Yuchuan regretted the fall of a math genius, but I was simply sighed by this stupid old man's almost demented secret love. When a person comes to the world, it is just to open his eyes, whether it is virtue or appearance, and when he dies, it turns into dust and it is just like the past. There are not many people who remember, and there are piles of people who forget. Ishigami's insistence seemed insignificant in the eyes of Professor Yukawa and me. Because no one but Ishigami himself knew the warmth and excitement that Hanaoka's mother and daughter gave him. Without personal experience, it is difficult for most of them to appreciate the good intentions of Shishen. It's just a half-old milf with a lingering charm, just a junior high school girl before the flowering season. Their laughter escaped through the door panel and along the window edge, and entered the heart of the stone god. Some people's laughter starts from the bottom of the heart, the heart tells the eyes, and then the eyes tell you. Sweet, gentle smile, neither public nor flamboyant Presumptuous, more like a stove than a fire, warmly relax your frowning brows. Li Shangyin's "Seven Wonders" says: "One frown, one smile, one sadness, one life obsession and one life drunk. One sigh, one sigh, one inch of lovesickness and one inch of ashes." Love saints are like him, infatuation like him is like stone gods, for the sake of girls The playful smile and confusion entered into his life. Li Shangyin's career was difficult and dangerous, Shishen's career was down, and he added a note for lonely people. Mathematical geniuses do not have a cap on their IQ, nor do they have a lower limit on their emotional quotient. A classmate who has not been in contact with for 17 years is the only friend he ultimately entrusts to his legacy. Being ostracized in the staff room, and holding onto Miss Hanaoka's bento with a helpless smile, may have been the first hint of what made him a tragic hero. I seem to have captured the momentary gloomy expression in the scene of Shishen's arrest of adultery. Perhaps this unwillingness is probably a common problem of all men. Just as Shishen knelt down and cried in the end, if he knew that he would give his sincerity, Hanaoka would give him a response, would he still be as stupid as he was at the beginning?
He was not reconciled, and while guarding the little Hua Hua's mind, he told himself not to go to Xiao Xiang - he valued the Hanaoka mother and daughter too much, even more than his own life. He offered them up like goddesses, and deliberately kept himself so far away that he couldn't see or understand anything, but he just dutifully kept himself guarded. Just like climbing a mountain, you just want to get to the top and don't care about other things. He only wanted to make the mother and daughter of Hanaoka happy, as for other people or his own life, he couldn't care so much. He seems to be selfless, because he does everything he can for the two strangers, Hanaoka and his daughter; he also seems to be selfish, and he sacrifices other people's lives to achieve his own goals. This kind of pay is too heavy, far exceeding the interests delineated between strangers. Miss Hanaoka's panic and worry are just out of the consideration of ordinary people, after all, she never knew that she had become the love sustenance of the stone god. So when she read that tawny letter, she returned some balance, and also provided an ultimate reason to prevaricate her conscience—because he loved me. Only when Yuchuan went to her again did she realize how deep a debt of love was on her back. She missed a man who could give everything for her, she repented, she repented, she pleaded guilty. The formula that X tried so hard to prove was found by Yukawa to be a counter-evidence error, and everything was overturned. The truth emerges, but not everyone is happy. Ishigami began to look forward to the love he never dared to think about, but was put in heavy shackles; Hanaoka couldn't enjoy the happy life in exchange for the sacrifice of Ishigami, and confessed his guilt. The matter went out of the track planned by the stone god, and the fast-moving train overturned. Emotions cannot overcome reason, and even if the logic is rigorous and every step of the way, it still cannot escape Yukawa's intricate and subtle reasoning. Thousands of words turned into a sad poem, if life is just like the first time.
This story is missing a lot, if not, if Shishen's parents were seriously ill, if Shishen didn't dare to show his love, if Hanaoka understood her lonely neighbor even a little more... Shishen in prison looked at the wall. The rust on the nails outlined the four-color problem. Sitting in the laboratory, Yuchuan looked at the water stains on the roof and recalled that when he was a student, he was a young student, in his prime, with a book business spirit, and scolded Fang Qiu. The reunion 17 years later, one was a smug college professor, the other became a muddled high school teacher. What has not changed is the talent of both parties, but the physical and mental fatigue of the other has changed. Yuchuan said that Shishen was a genius, but Yuchuan was not wrong. Angels who fall from heaven are all fallen into adulthood because of love, and those who do not understand love will never grow old. Yukawa said "it's really funny" but didn't understand the meaning of smiles and hugs, which is probably the secret of his eternal youth. The two unworldly genius scholars sympathize with each other, but they are separated because of the word love. Whether Yukawa's merciless revelation of the truth is fortunate or unfortunate for Ishigami, it is meaningless to seek or pursue it like an unsolved proof problem. Hearing Ishigami and Hanaoka's cries, Yukawa bit his lower lip and cried out, not knowing whether it was a pity for his lover to be unable to stay together, or regret for his childlike stubbornness in revealing the truth, or both. There is. Huiji will be hurt, and the love will not last. Shishen Zhezai is dragged into the prison car, the door is closed, and the end is settled.
The light and shadow exchange ended in the snowy Tokyo Bay. The river was flowing, soothing and calm. How many joys and sorrows did it witness, and how much thrilling did it witness?
But I hope that the years will be quiet, the world will be stable, and the lovers will eventually be married.
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