nothing to do with love

Vance 2022-04-19 09:03:02

Before the subtitles came out, I read the introduction to the original novel "The Devotion of Suspect X" on the Internet. It is said to be the most famous in "Detective Galileo" and one of the winners of several awards, and the commentary said that it tells the story of "love dedicated with life".

But I think this movie has nothing to do with love.

For me, this film is about the role of circumstances in people. Yuchuan Xue and Shishen are also geniuses, but a few coincidences in their lives made their circumstances completely different.

"Mathematics can be studied anywhere," Shishen said. What a beautiful word, I think when he was such a talented mathematician but became a high school teacher, the people around him and himself used this sentence to comfort himself. However, life is far from being so simple.

When one's lectures can't get a response from others at all, when the well-designed questions are regarded as "bad teachers", and it is conceivable that people around him regard him as a weirdo, without friends, without understanding, Only loneliness, loneliness.

Such a cruel reality must be confronted with weak mathematics. This task is really unbearable. After all, logic cannot solve loneliness.

That's why Shishen said to Yukawa, who had not experienced all this, "I have no friends".

Yukawa wouldn't understand all of this, would he?

But Yukawa knew it, so he brought math problems when we met again, and after Shishen successfully solved it, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "The genius is alive and well." That's why Yuchuan went to climb the mountain with Shishen, and asked his police friend to let him talk to Shishen at the end, and when everything was irreversible, he pressed his head against the door panel and was heartbroken.

However, after all, he still has no way to truly understand the Stone God after experiencing the cruelty of life. He rebuked the stone god: You made that tramp part of the gear. However, life has long made Shi Shen himself a part of the gear. Killing in the end was nothing more than the result of the turning of gears that he himself could not control. Life didn't give Shishen even a smile, until he was completely desperate and ready to commit suicide. At this time, the appearance of the mother and daughter seemed to be the only ray of light in the darkness, and the Stone God could only grasp it firmly. He only has to pay for the mother and daughter regardless of the return, because he has long been ineligible to care about the return, because he has no other object to pay. The so-called selfless love, but his self-redemption.

When the only hope that can save him is going to disappear, he can only sacrifice himself to keep hope. After all, for the arrogant stone god who thinks that "the solution is not beautiful", he needs to prove himself beautifully, the meaning of life is more important than life itself, and the mother and daughter are the meaning of his life.

Very humble, isn't it? Pin the meaning of his life on the mother and daughter who only gave him a few smiling faces and caring.

This may be the desperation that Yukawa, who has Wannian's assistant to help some students respect and need police, can't really understand.

However, he doesn't need to understand either, shouldn't he? Compared with many people who lost their genius in the end because of unsatisfactory life, Yukawa is really a lucky existence. He is so lucky, and he should make full use of his talents to solve each problem, such a loser. What they fail is worth.

If he really fully understood the pain of a loser, he would become a loser. After all, no one can really bear that kind of pressure, only lucky people don't need to bear it.

However, Yuchuan is still trying his best to experience the pain of Shishen and try his best to help him. He has a real conscience of a scientist, and he is lucky enough to get a good situation, well deserved.

For Shi Shen, we can be thankful that no matter what happened to him, in the end, he was still a genius.

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Suspect X quotes

  • Manabu Yukawa: Is it harder to create an unsolvable problem or solve it?