But this is not the case. Even though he has an extremely high IQ, he can only run into obstacles in front of reality again and again, teaching a bunch of students who don't know what to study in a broken school to do questions. What about genius? It's not just that he can only be alone and has only four walls, only the whole wall of mathematics books can accompany him. Maxima must be discovered by Bole to become a Maxima, and Shishen can only bury his talents in the vast sea of people, simple and ordinary without trimming. The only time it shines is when you're doing math problems endlessly at the blackboard or at your desk under a lamp, smiling because of an answer. But no one could understand.
Unbearable, right? How can such a life be endured? For a proud man like Shishen Tetsuya, he must have been desperate for a long time. What if you love math again? How about another genius? Your love for your genius is not understood or even treated like a piece of grass. You don’t need fame or fortune, but how can you tolerate your talent being trampled on by the things you love, how can you tolerate being like a walking dead without self-respect alive?
Therefore, death is actually very close at hand. As long as a rope is needed, it can completely break the jar and end this life. Anyway, no one cares.
Therefore, the fate of encountering people is so wonderful. On that day, at the moment of his most despair, a crisp doorbell rang, interrupting his despair. It was just a pair of neighbor mother and daughter who had just moved in to deliver the lunch, but their bright smiles inadvertently cast a ray of sunshine on Shishen's heart.
In fact, the sun is very warm; in fact, the flowers bloom beautifully; in fact, life is not so bad; in fact, living is not so difficult.
Passing by the breakfast shop every morning to buy a delicious lunch; every day when he goes out, someone greets him warmly; every day he is tired of writing on the table, and he hears cheerful laughter from the next door... A little bit of warmth makes the stone god's life come alive.
If the stone god doesn't know what it's like to love someone, then he won't go down the path of sin. Likewise, he did not have the courage to live.
Because I love you, I can live, and because I love you, I can also give up this life. If it wasn't for you, I would have already turned into a cold corpse, and no one would take a second look when I died. If this dispensable life can be exchanged for your happiness, it is actually a result that has been multiplied dozens of times. Without you, this man Shishen Zhezai has already turned into nothingness, so go back to the god of death in exchange for yours. Happiness, I earned it. Mathematical equations simply cannot describe the connection, because love simply cannot be calculated and proven by reason and logic.
He has calculated every move, every step has been calculated, the so-called flaw is just a carefully designed game of chess, every move is performed according to his script, just waiting for everyone to fall into this trap in the end .
Tang Chuanxue was actually wrong. He shouldn't have told the truth to Yasuoka Hanaoka. For Shishen, he didn't need to let the other party know how much he loved her. When he left the world, he knew that she was living a happy life. Living happily with any burden is his greatest satisfaction. He has no regrets because he finally understands what it means to love someone.
Although, his love is so humble.
Some loves do not need to be known by the other party, and some loves will only become a burden for that person. So when Jingzi cried and said "I'm sorry" over and over again, Shishen would cry like that, as long as he loves humbly and selflessly, then he can be satisfied.
As long as you are happy, it doesn't matter how much you give.
How much can you love someone? What kind of love can make people dedicate their lives without regret? Is it because love makes life burn shorter, or because love makes life bloom with color?
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