.....About Xiaobai
Xiaobai, it seems that this name has only been mentioned once, but I remember it deeply. Because of her decision, because of Qin Fen's unbearable pain.
I understand that some things, when you can't face them, you can only choose to escape. Xiaobai wanted to escape from reality, but he couldn't. He could only choose to escape from this world. Whether it was despair or hatred, it was over the moment he left.
Qin Fen has always insisted on not drinking, because he was running away, afraid that at some point, he would think of Xiao Bai again, and think of the woman who still hated him when he parted, or maybe when he left. This, I also understand. When one person disappoints another person with the world, even despair. How can you not feel pain. From time to time, yourself or others, open up the scars of the past. Watching it bleed, I indifferently appreciate it.
.....About Wu Sang
, Qin Fen once said that they have not seen each other for more than ten years, and after this farewell, they do not know when they will be able to see each other again. Sometimes the friendship between brothers does not need to be like a woman, and they meet frequently. I haven't seen each other for many years, drinking and talking, my brother will understand.
Now I also often think that my classmates, roommates, colleagues, people who I used to meet every day or now, usually think it's like forever. Now, leave, or will leave.
When Wu Sang was leaving, he kept singing a very lonely song, singing and crying. Parting and reunion are two scenes that are constantly played out in life. Once you get used to it, it will not hurt. So, I never cry. It's not about being strong.
.....About Xiaoxiao
Sometimes, being a person can't ask for too much, it's the same with people and things. This way people are more likely to be happy. Smile and live an ideal life, but after all, reality is not a fairy tale. The more you ask, the less happy you are. Women, even more so.
Annie said that the world does not meet my ideals. I often think this way, but what can we do, we are powerless to resist, we can only bear it silently. Smile, I can't bear it, so I choose to give up. Before jumping into the sea, the sky and the sea are blue, and the blue is dazzling. Maybe she was peaceful then. Before death there is a power that frees one from everything. Therefore, she can face her own death and rebirth calmly, and then stop struggling and start over.
Life is like running, on the 400-meter runway, without stopping. very very tired. Can't let go, can't escape. It was doomed from birth.
.....Hokkaido
likes the pure and clear snow in Hokkaido, the hot springs in Hokkaido, and the gorgeous lavender there. Because I haven't arrived, I yearn for it. Yearning for such a place, wash away the dust and lead, or exile yourself.
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