However, Aki also has something to fear. When Sakutaro said, "But if you die, it's all over", Aki asked nervously, "When you die, will love also disappear?" Love is mediated by life. Now, will there be love? Aki must be deeply afraid of this, afraid of being forgotten. Between them, "tapes" are often used to convey emotions, or trivial matters in life, or to express the beauty and gratitude for the common experience. If life is no more, the tapes can still be kept, and maybe love can be kept longer.
When Aki knew that she had leukemia, it must have deepened her fear, and her worst fear was coming. But how heartbroken she was in the face of the self-blame of her favorite Sakutaro! "But I swear, I won't give in to death! I need you to believe this fact," she said firmly. People who are sunny and lively by nature are always so optimistic and strong, and this optimistic and strong, and so endearing, makes people believe! Yet Death never delays half a second for any reason. That day, while listening to the radio, Aji smiled and combed her hair in the mirror. A bundle of hair was torn off. She knew what it meant. She hurriedly threw the bundle of hair into the trash, just like throwing away mold. Luck is the same—fear strikes unprepared, and no matter how optimistic and strong she is, she knows that time is running out.
She said intentionally or unintentionally, "Here, I have forgotten the time, as if I have been forgotten." In fact, every recording of her exposes her lies-every time the recording starts, it is all about time. She was afraid of being "forgotten", even if it was her favorite, she would be forgotten, so she wanted to say this to Sakutaro, and her heart was just calling "Don't forget me!"
Although love is a person's love for another "person", not for this person's "things" or the "dates" arranged by this person, but, just love, but without content, is always imperfect . Aki must seize the remaining time to work hard to create love and enrich it. The film brought back from the island has been washed out. It is Australia, and it is a beautiful scenery. Aki said, this is the center of the world, and she's going there. Did she really think she could get there? Or is it just a cover-up for his own death? When she heard that Sakutaro said he wanted to go with her, she was first surprised, and then immediately agreed with joy - optimistic people have this kind of energy.
I need a passport to go abroad, I need to take a photo, I went to the photo studio and saw Yakita wearing a wedding photo. I hope that I can live like this once in my life. The cameraman agreed to this request, so there was a beautiful woman with a beautiful appearance and a sweet smile. A "wedding photo" with a wretched and nervous foolish man.
When Aki returned to the hospital, she learned that the patient Hiroyuki who covered up her "escape from the hospital" had died suddenly. This time, Aji has no choice to get rid of bad luck. A person who had the same disease just now died suddenly. Can Aki still be so optimistic? Soon, all her hair fell out. Sakutaro remembered his promise to take Aki to Australia, and he wanted to fulfill her wish while Aki was alive.
The day did not go as expected, the typhoon on the 29th, the flight was canceled. From now on, farewell. Asia recorded the last tape.
N years later, Sakutaro and his fiancee Ritsuko came to Australia with Aki's ashes. Shuo finally heard the last tape and fulfilled his promise. He knows that an incompetent man is a waste, but a man who can't keep his promise is even worse!
In fact, what I want to know more is what kind of life Ritsuko will choose. After she knows that Sakutaro has been in love with Aki for many years, what is her inner struggle? Even though Sakutaro might listen to Aki's last wishes, forget her, start a new life, and then fall deeply in love with Ritsuko, so what? Will Ritsuko worry that she will be under Aki forever? Is Ritsuko worried that she is just a substitute for Aki?
I still don't understand the perseverance and gentleness of Japanese women.
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