same road alone feels long and monotonous; while two people walk while chatting, they really want to keep walking.
Our lives may be the same, I thought years later. A person's life feels long and boring; but if you are with someone you like, you will suddenly come to a fork in the road.
While listening to the teacher explain the background of the work, Aki kept his eyes fixed on the textbook, as if recalling the story he had just read in his heart. The front hair hangs down, blocking the delicately shaped bridge of the nose. I looked at her ears hidden in her hair, and at her slightly raised lips, each of which was outlined with subtle lines that could never be drawn by human hands. While watching quietly, I couldn't help but feel incredible that everything converged on this girl, Aji. And such a beautiful girl actually put her love on me.
Suddenly, a terrible stubborn thought captured me—even if I lived a hundred years, there could be no happier happiness than this. All I can do is cherish and keep this happiness forever. I feel that the happiness that I have achieved is very illusory. If the amount of happiness to be given to each person had already been fixed, then I would probably have squandered the happiness of a lifetime in this moment. Sooner or later, she will be taken away by the messenger of the moon, and there is only a long time left.
The seasons transition to summer, and the days grow longer. We are fortunate that it is not dark in the old days. On the way home from school, we went to many places here and there. There is a refreshing and pleasant fresh green atmosphere everywhere. We like to walk all the way up the river bank from the shrine we often date. The river beach is covered with green grass, fish jumps on the water surface, and frogs croak at dusk. Sometimes in a place where no one is around, gently touching their mouths—that's a kiss of this magnitude. I like this quick kiss without anyone noticing. It feels as though it is only plundering the sweetest part of the fruit the world has to offer.
Open the curtains slightly, and you can see the pool outside the dim window. The pond is bathed in the fluorescent lights that are on in the courtyard, and many koi swim in it. Once, Aki and I stood here and looked at the pond, silently watching the carp swimming leisurely in the pond. Closing the curtains, I looked around Aki's room again. Put a wardrobe on the side opposite the window. She told me that the top drawer had her bankbook. Money saved for school trips should remain untouched. But instead of pulling out the drawer she asked me to pull, I pulled out the other drawer. Inside were neatly stacked Aki's shirts and T-shirts. I hold one in my hand. Putting it on her face, her scent and the smell of washing powder came to her nose slightly.
Time has passed for a while. I wanted to get out of here quickly, but my body couldn't move. I wanted to stay like this, to hold everything in the room, put it on my face, and sniff the smell. The faint smell of Aki stirs the remnants of time in my heart. In an instant, I was caught in a dizzying vortex of joy, a sweet joy that seemed to quiver violently in the folds of the wall of my heart. The joy of the first time you put your lips together, the first time you hugged tightly, came back. However, the splendid vortex was quietly sucked into the dark abyss in the next instant. I was standing in the dark room with Aki's clothes in my hand. The sense of time is off track. I was under the illusion that I had lost her, and now I went into this room to check out her belongings. This is a peculiar and vivid illusion, as if recalling the future and being captured by the sense of future déjà vu. I chased away the Aki smell that was infiltrating every cell of my life, and reluctantly walked out of the room.
"I'm waiting for Ashuo to be born." After a while, Aji said in a gentle voice, "I'm waiting alone in a world without Ashuo."
"Just a week, right? You know I'll be in a world without Aji. How long do you live in the world?"
"The length of time is not a problem." She said in an old-fashioned tone, "The time I spend with you is short or short, but it is very happy, and it is difficult to be happy any more. I think I'm happier than anyone else in the world. Even this moment... So, I'm satisfied. Didn't the two of them once said that what exists here now, will exist forever after I die."
I grew With a sigh, "You are too greedy!"
"No, I'm greedy too," she replied. "Well, it's not that I'm not going to give up this happiness! I'm going to take it with me, no matter where or how long!"
"Farewell," she said, "don't be sad. , huh?"
I shook my head weakly.
"Because there is nothing to be sad about except that my body is not here." After a while, she continued, "I think there is still a kingdom of heaven, and I think this is the kingdom of heaven already."
"I'll go right away." I Finally say a word.
"Wait for you." Aji Yang smiled dreamily, "But don't come too early. Because even if I'm not here, we'll always be together."
"I know."
"Find me out, eh? ?"
"Find it out."
Breathing a little faster. She adjusted her breathing for a while.
"It's okay," she said, "I know where I'm going."
"Aki isn't going anywhere."
"Ah, yeah." She nodded and closed her eyes, "I meant to say I knew.
" Ji seemed to drift away a little bit—her voice, the expression on her face, the hand I held...
"Remember that day in summer?" she asked, as if the wind had lit the burning coals that were about to go out.
"A small boat is drifting at sea..."
"Remember."
Aki began to say something, but I couldn't hear it anymore. She's gone, I think, she's gone, leaving only three-dimensional crystal-like memories.
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