Dead woman, this is the conclusion of the male protagonist on his first love. In current words, the male protagonist is a pure diaosi, with an unspeakable mother, wearing clothes with misprinted letters brought from the street, but at the same time a black-bellied person with low self-esteem.
Just like when he first went to college, the male protagonist was also inexperienced, shy, and afraid. Every time I look forward to walking on the same school road with her, or on the same bus, I just follow behind her like this, secretly watching her every move, watching her in a daze, thinking about it, and quarreling without realizing it. rise. It wasn't until she noticed it that she hurriedly turned her head. After a while, when she looked at her again, she found that she was no longer watching. She couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but also annoyed why she didn't pluck up the courage to follow her. She looked at each other.
After a period of time, the two sides became more familiar with each other, and began to ask questions tentatively, "Why don't you have a boyfriend?" "Do you like boys like senior brothers?" When it’s not, the whole body and mind will be happy, and when you can’t get a positive answer, you will fall into endless entanglement, start all kinds of unreliable help, get all kinds of neural advice, you who are trapped in a low IQ, still Really believe these words.
Then, you started to go into the individual dating phase, is it a date? Actually you don't know. In this way, you play and play, and you have a little common secret that you won't let others. Once, when she leaned on your shoulder, your whole body froze, and you were careful not to disturb her rest, but soon, she left again. At that time, you were wondering if you had disturbed her.
In this way, everyone is still very happy, one day, you feel that you can no longer satisfy this relationship, you want to go further, so the unreliable help starts again, but one day, until you accidentally see her and other boys. Talking and laughing, at this time, you who are black-bellied and inferior can only pretend to know nothing, or talk and laugh to the people around you, or pretend to be asleep. Therefore, you, who had no sense of security since you were a child, began to think wildly, and began to ask the people around you for confirmation, "We used to go out and play very happily" "She still leaned on my shoulder". . . . The people around you are attacking in various ways. "Maybe others treat you as a friend." At this time, your heart is completely messed up, and you can only be forced to use the last ultimate move "confession". Although everyone is different, Diaosi's last The results are all similar. The carefully planned plan will automatically disarm as soon as you see that person, raise your hand to surrender, and then make all kinds of funny promises, "I can wait for you for four years, and you can stop replying." More tangled Yes, she didn't say anything, she just acquiesced to what you said, but at the same time you didn't know what she was thinking.
Finally, after a period of time, you find that even being a friend is quite awkward. At this time, your inferiority complex erupts. "Maybe, she just thinks you are a friend, or she is not a friend." In the end, you don't know what broke the last straw. . In the end, just like this, it's like a stranger, and even friends can't make it. The best thing is, don't get along with each other.
In fact, will life be like in the film? Although it is regrettable, I still know the attitudes of both parties at that time. What's more tragic is that she didn't even know what she was thinking at the time, and it was a pity to think about it. When you think about it, it seems that it is no longer necessary.
However, now I am sometimes tired of studying, I vaguely remember the back of the daze, and then heaved a sigh of relief and continued to fight.
Thank you, most familiar stranger
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