The crowd was crowded, and the rabbit and I squeezed and squeezed to the far right of the first row. On the fluorescent screen, the flashing portrait of a woman
could not understand Japanese. Due to the too slanted position, I sat in the innermost position and completely leaned back before I finished watching the entire film
. In fact, it was just a boring Thursday. In order to attract new members, the animation club played an episode of cartoons, just
me . And the rabbit slipped down from the self-study classroom on the second floor. The day before the English test,
we relished it. Rabbit saw half of it, suddenly remembered the English words that I didn't have enough silence, and hurriedly urged me to go back to self-study.
I was excited to watch it, I would rather fail the English test, but also after watching
the rabbit timidly grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the self-study classroom with a
reluctant expression on my face. muttering. I laughed at her for being too timid
. I didn't remember a single word in the classroom for the remaining 1.5 hours that night
. It was all a girl's innocent face, the cigarette in Nana's hand, Nana's high heels, and clear Japanese. .
Be a big love. The next day, I bought a cross stitch of Nana's head portrait in black and white.
I am thick-handed and thick-footed. Embroidery needle by thread in the dormitory. At that time, we were all very young. I embroidered halfway through and started to fall in love.
Rabbit stubbornly believes that it is the cross stitch of Nana's head that brings me such a rich peach blossom. So I went to buy
her cross stitch and embroidered it intermittently for three months to six months. During the lunch break, or in the moments before the lights go out at night,
she was never like me. She met the rich peach blossom
rabbit with a simple personality and was always kind. She told me her cautions under the quilt. The white and clean boy that the high school saw on the reception desk, or the girl in the same dormitory that he didn't like, or the tall boy from his department who pursued her.
She always smiles, studies seriously, is excellent in math, and does not look good in handwriting. Fair-skinned, small in stature, wearing pink or yellow, they are all very good-looking. I always complained that I sat cross-legged on the floor at home during a summer vacation for too long, so I didn’t have a small butt, and
I said to her with a frustrated face, you are such a good, plump butt, boys like
her and laugh Hit me with anger.
Or when I didn't pay attention to scare her with the dog, they threatened me to tell me ghost stories
. We slept on the upper bunk bed. It was just a little secret, and we could tell it for a long time
. After graduation, the rabbit went back to Nanjing. Looking for a job, working in a light cloud and breeze.
Nanjing has tall sycamore trees. A passerby riding a battery car
has duck blood fans in Nanjing. Or, Osmanthus duck
is a pity that she doesn't think it tastes good
. Her department store in Xinjiekou When the company goes shopping, she always misses me and
sometimes sends me messages, saying, pig, I miss you so much.
I am in Xidan, holding a cigarette with my fingers, waiting for the bus with empty eyes, always missing her fair face and long hair.
Rabbit said, why do you go to Beijing, come to Nanjing, we live together and
I laugh, I am afraid that I will fall in love with you
, but I have already fallen in love with rabbits. She has something I don't have. She's my other she,
she won't stutter dirty Mala Tang in a dirty alley
like me, she won't love a man as obsessively as I do, but she never speaks and
won't be like me , for a man to run around again and again on the territory of China. Seriously ill
, she will not be like me. For the sake of self-righteousness and self-righteous dreams, she left home. For her, Beijing is so far away. When she knows that she is learning Japanese, I
despise
her and like small Japan.
She likes S. When I despised her for putting her feelings in nothingness,
when she listened to W, I said she was superficial and had no foundation
I am madly envious and jealous of her beautiful long hair
I am madly envious and jealous of her comfortable and beautiful home,
her kind father, a spoiled father, a father who can make delicious eel,
I can't be Nana . Nana is too simple, too
kind. When Nana fell out of love, she crawled onto her bed and hugged
me. always scold her.
Too kind , too humiliating, too temperamental, too indulgent to me.
While loving someone, I am also madly jealous of all
the little things she has that I don't have. They touch my dirty heart. The source
so I leave, I choose to leave the place I love, far away so that
I can't see the things I can never get,
or I will be happier
I think
it won't be too long, the rabbit will Find a man who loves her in Nanjing.
A tall, strong, white man, just like Ding Junhui.
Ding Junhui is her routine
. Buy a house in Nanjing, get married, and have children.
She may have a son, handsome and handsome. If her beautiful eyebrows and eyes
speak soft Nanjing dialect, eat small green vegetables and chicken to grow up
, that is the life that rabbits want,
I probably can't live that kind of life
, maybe, maybe, after I decide to go with her The day on the opposite road, it
was decided that we would live in opposite directions.
Just like Nana lives in Nana's heart, my Nana lives in
my heart
. Every time I go shopping with her, every squid skewer, every time we The tears we shed when we were hurt, the boys we liked, the books we read, the songs we sang, our trips, the train station, and the distance between us
In the heart of every girl, there lives a NANA
or she lives by your side.
Or she is the other you
who took off your white suit and put on leopard-print underwear to go to the night in brocade clothes. It doesn't matter. The important thing is to
have such a her. Let you laugh more wanton, cry more unrestrained
Let you, a lifetime, two wonderful
blessings of your NANA
bless my NANA
I secretly watch Nana. Because I said bluntly, I don't look at small Japanese things. Halfway through, tears were streaming down my face. I thought I never said that you are important to me and you are not that important. In fact, you are so important
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