My name is Zhang Shihao, Scorpio, O type, swimming team, guitar club

Leonel 2022-11-01 04:06:32

I finished watching "The Blue Door" quietly, without tears.

It's not a sad movie, it's not a bright movie, it's just a touch of melancholy.

"My name is Zhang Shihao, Scorpio, O-type, swimming team, guitar club." I

began to miss the simple middle school days, 17 years old, riding a bicycle...

The beating youth is beating with the fingers on the keys, beating a summer story.

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Can't really write anything.

I always want to write something to express my feelings, but I don't know where to tap my fingers on the keyboard.

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My name is Zhang Shihao, Scorpio, O type, swimming team, guitar club. I'm not bad!

These are words that only belong to the 17-year-old. After those days, who else can say those words? Who else can foolishly repeat a question countless times and countless times?

And now the blue door behind us seems to be closed and can't be opened again.

There is always a vague feeling that Meng Kerou doesn't love Lin Yuezhen, just likes it very much.

I always felt that Kerou gradually fell in love with Zhang Shihao.

At 17, it's hard to judge someone. gay? But at that time, Meng Kerou didn't seem to understand love.

In my mind, I kept thinking about the last Kerouen and Zhang Shihao to race the bicycle, which was clearly sweet and clear. . .

"If one day, maybe a year later, maybe three years, if you start to like boys, you must be the first to tell me~~~"

Maybe one day Kerou will feel stupid when she recalls these times.

This is youth.

Silly cute youth.

And even if she was stupid enough, Kerou must have felt that those days were full of golden dazzling sunshine, as clean as a summer spring.

I just don't know if she will tell Shihao one day that she starts to like boys. . .

I only know that what I missed in those days will be missed forever, but the memories are all beautiful.

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It always feels like I don't have the blue gate anymore, those times seem to be over.

And what this movie evokes is the helplessness of people towards youth.

That is the lost mark of youth.

So I don't know what to say.

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