I thought that I was only an only child, and I had a monopoly on things I liked when I was ignorant when I was a child, but now I realize that it is more than that. I used to like her so much.
At that time, I especially liked a girl in the class, I thought she was such a spirited girl, and now when we meet, I also think she is an incredible girl.
She is a tall, thin, white girl. She fainted before she even stood up for a long time during the military training. At first, my first impression of her was that she was weak. We were standing together in line, the seats were also the front and back tables, and she stayed for me to come home with me when we cleaned up after school on the first day, so we became good friends from the beginning of that day.
She is really beautiful in my heart. She writes beautifully, draws beautifully, and always has some weird thoughts in her mind. These are all deeply attracted to me, and I am really happy when I am with her.
Remember, we will like a boy together, give him a nickname, discuss him every day, follow him, stand downstairs and imagine what his home looks like. ..Remember
, when we heard that there was a ghost street, we dared to go together, but when we saw a "human" who didn't know whether it was a ghost or a ghost, we screamed and ran away...
Remember, we brought A lot of snacks went to the cinema to watch the loop, and after watching the Titanic countless times, we still cried...
Remember, we went to the comic house to rent comics, packed dozens of them in big books, and sneaked them to class to read, It was discovered by the teacher...
Remember, we don't like taking physics classes. We sneaked out to play during the experimental class. After being discovered by the teacher, he was called to the outside and punished to stand. As a result, you ran out to eat with breakfast, and the teacher could not laugh or cry when he saw it...
Of course, I also remember that you and the doll in our class are also very good. She always does bad things to you. You don't care.
I still remember seeing her playing with other people and getting further and further away from me, and I was sad and angry. At that time, we were at the same table. I asked her to accompany me to the toilet during the evening self-study. You ignored me and had a good time with them. I walked away angrily. She didn't feel anything, but that was me. Depressed mood for a long time.
I remember that one time later, it was discovered that the doll stole the cassette from the video store, but you took the blame for him and got scolded by the boss. When you came back, you told me about it, but we were both unhappy about it. And the next day was my birthday, and you gave me a gift and a card with a little poem you wrote. When I came home at night, I thought about it for a long time, and I didn’t want to feel sorry for you anymore. The next day, one year after I handed you the card, you really never spoke to me again.
A year later, gradually we can nod when we meet, instead of turning around or pretending not to know each other. Later, I remember one night on the playground, you told me about the injuries you had with those friends during the year, and that day I knew we were back in time.
Later, we graduated and went our separate ways. At first, our communication was very diligent, but gradually became less and less, but we are still very good friends. Although I always feel that I have given a lot, what I get is always indifferent.
From before to now, I always feel that I owe her in my last life, and what I get in exchange is his indifferent appearance.
When I got older, I felt that I was childish in my childhood. Now I will no longer be jealous for friendship and care about who has paid more, but I will often think of those days, I will often miss her in the distance, and I look forward to seeing her when I go home for the Chinese New Year, but I just talk about it. There are some things that I don't have...
After talking so much nonsense, what I actually want to say is: When I saw that a year later, when I found out that I liked a boy, I was the first to tell me this episode, I thought, Meng Kerou Maybe just like me, I was a little confused and ignorant at the time. In fact, it is not a relationship between a man and a woman or a woman. When we were in school, many of us had a lot of fun with the same sex, it was just a kind of psychological feeling, there is no difference between male and female! Now I'm tempted by boys, the feelings at that time have nothing to do with gender.
Every movie will have a different interpretation in everyone's mind. In my heart, Meng Kerou just likes Lin Yuezhen very much, regardless of gender. Years later, when I grow up, I will always cherish the friendship at that time. There is no need to tell yourself that I like boys, let it be, and you may find that everything is actually very simple.
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