The first time I knew Jin Minxi was in the film "Miss". I really liked "Miss", also wrote a movie review, and through that film became a big fan of the other star, Kim Tae-ri. Because through "Miss", I found that Kim Tae-ri is a very good and lovely person. At the same time, I found that Kim Min-hee doesn't need fans, she is art itself, and she has become my artistic belief. If one day, Jin Taili appears in front of me, I will hope to shake hands with her, hug and chat with her, I will be very happy. And when Kim Min Hee appeared in front of me, all I could do was kneel at her feet like a believer and let her know that I was willing to suffer for her.
Miss's award ceremony, she was unable to attend. I heard that he was caught in a scandal, had an affair with the director, and got involved in other people's marriages. I had never heard of the director's name at that time, but because I trusted Kim Min-hee too much, I only saw one love word about all this. I thought to myself, this is the love and affection that people talk about every day, but when this happened, the audience who were most enthusiastic about it were the ones who didn’t understand it the most. It turned out that people's love for love is no different from Ye Gong's love of dragons.
I often say to others that love and freedom are interrelated, and that they are the most incompatible with marriage and worldliness. Why do people create the marriage system, why people pay so much attention to social rules, because everyone suffers from widowhood and inequality. Because everyone is afraid to be the director's wife. Everyone hopes, even if it is fake, as long as it is not lost. If we must lose, then we all lose. If appearances are blissful, sincerity is of little importance.
I don't know if it's because of my young age that I haven't experienced any mental pain. I often feel like I can forgive a lot of things. A friend of mine asked me the other day if I could forgive my lover's infidelity. I said I would forgive him three times. But I've thought about it for the past two days, and I think I'm afraid I'll always forgive him. Because love is involuntary, love is an action of the soul. When it happens, neither body nor reason can stop the soul from loving. So what's the point of infidelity?
If there is energy to love, then love it. But since you have accepted the secular rules and made commitments to family and marriage, you should be serious and responsible. It doesn't matter and can't do anything about whether the soul loves other people or not. The director is married, and if the wife is unwilling to divorce, she will fulfill her promise. That's painful. Pain is the source of art. Pain like Jesus was nailed to the cross.
What the movie is trying to convey is a little more intense than I thought. The protagonist's anger is a little more fierce than I thought. Maybe in the future I'll understand the anger better when I've endured similar pain. Another thing that is very confusing is the director's so-called regret. It seems that Jin Minxi is more determined than the director and understands all this. Instead, the director is more trapped in the mundane struggle. Fortunately, he also tasted the sweetness of the struggle, otherwise I would feel very disappointed for Jin Minxi. If he really regretted it, then the two of them would simply break up cleanly. If it was just hatred, it could be inferred that the souls were still intertwined.
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