Nineteen years, destined to be remembered in life. When I walked out of the barn at night, the sky was hard and cold, and sadness came suddenly. I put on a hood, put my hands into my pockets, and tried to isolate myself as much as possible. The red and green neon lights rotate and flash, struggling to the death. Everything is broken. Everything is painful. Every day, with the crowd of dark crowds, you have to eat, sleep, talk, study, desks, floors, buildings, pedestrians, shoes... all seem to be floating in the air, illusory and blurred, and the body is so heavy that you can't get rid of it. , The pig that wants to fly has no wings and is surrounded by mud. I also often feel that everything is meaningless and lose desire for many things. Entering a store, all the dolls sit quietly in the square wooden lattice, as if they are all living little beings. Mistaking a hamster for a mole, Li asked in surprise that this is our hamster, have you forgotten? Tears welled up all of a sudden, hamsters, oh, that was four years ago, as far as the end of life, the small boxes containing them may have entered the garbage dump several times, where are their traces? As if it never happened. However, when I hear our hamster, I know that the things I have loved flow quietly in the corner of life, and bit by bit constitute the meaning of existence. Waiting to be dried on a sunny afternoon, emitting the stored smell of distant time.
Can't sleep at night, sit up and play the guqin. Some sadness and pain are innate, mixed with helplessness and surprise at death. This container for all kinds of emotions is itself a kind of emotion. Although we cannot share joy in the same place at the same time, there will always be some that have not been cut off all the way. Trapped one by one life, can not be cut off.
The film is sunny and time flies in a bland, noisy commotion. Always give meaning to things yourself and fill in the gaps between them. After watching, the worries will go away. I don't know when it will start again.
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