The relationship between MEW and TONG may not be called love. It is the dependence of two lonely children who stubbornly put some kind of tacit understanding on each other.
But I have never seen such a beautiful kiss. It completely shattered the calm that I had deliberately pretended for many years.
I have been so corrupted by reality that I have given up any hope of being favored by any love.
I only vaguely remember the fragrant breath and quivering lips of the boy who kissed me for the first time in his life.
He is the first person I have ever loved in my life.
At the age of 19, for the first time, I realized that love is so strong that I cannot control myself. It will even bring you the pride of no one else.
You will believe that the person you are loving is the best person in the world. His eyebrows, his lips, and his thin shoulders were all carefully crafted by God to love him.
Vigorous first love is actually a taboo love that is not recognized by the world.
Whether to love bravely or to escape according to the rules is related to the happiness of life.
But until now, I don't know whether it is the former or the latter that will really bring us happiness.
Maybe only after trying it out.
MEW and TONG didn't think so much. MEW is a poor and lonely child.
He said: When I was young, I was lonely because I had no friends to talk to. Growing up, loneliness is more lonely and sad than no friends.
I know why he is lonely. He needs to love and be loved. A period of training that must be experienced on the way to growth.
Not everyone will love it. Most people just stubbornly love themselves.
What moved me about this movie is that they already know how to love others at a young age. They know that to love someone is to make the other person feel comfortable. Whether it is a lover, a relative, or a friend. Don't hurt others because of your stubborn self-love.
That's why when TONG finally ends, I tell MEW seriously: We still don't want to be together anymore, but that doesn't mean I don't love you.
That's why MEW smiled and said with tears in his eyes: Thank you, TONG.
This is not a teenage gay movie in the general sense.
It is telling us what true love is. Maybe forbearance, give up, can not make us happy.
But that is true love.
This movie has poisoned a lot of people. Beautiful boys, great music, heartbreaking ending.
Just because reality is all pale and embarrassing. Only the unreality of the movie can unreservedly realize the secret about love that we hide in our hearts and cannot tell others.
Therefore, even though I am no longer young, I still choose this illusory poison. Let those beautiful distant illusions surround me for the rest of my life.
If I am mew, who will be my TONG?
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