There's no way not to like MEW. Although Xiao P's liveliness is also very attractive, but at that moment as a MEW, he is more like a calm whirlpool. The surface is not disturbed, but it can easily make people fall into it and get deeper and deeper.
It was a year of silence and deposition. MEW is not a child who expresses his joys, sorrows and sorrows easily. He was used to feeling every emotion by himself in silence. Simple, heavy. Then just keep it in your heart. He probably also understands that others may not be able to understand his delicate and sensitive feelings. So they accumulate layer by layer. It gave MEW aura, but it also made his heart heavier.
In this way, it is difficult for him to fully open himself to someone, but once he decides, he will do his best. Because he is accustomed to self-confidence and self-protection, any small stimulus can arouse his strongest resistance. Yet he is MEW, and his resistance is of course different.
It's the kind of indifferent but hurt look.
MEW as a child, after TONG accidentally spit chewing gum on his head.
The grown up MEW, after the little guitar joked that he was GAY.
In the bustling cafeteria at noon, he raised his head, fiddled with the food in front of him, and then slowly turned around. Everything around seemed to be quiet, because of a trace of loneliness on his face.
Although the child has grown into a teenager, the eyes are so the same.
He didn't say a word, but just a glance was enough to make people feel guilty.
Of course, this is not the case, TONG will not become a knight to protect MEW unconsciously in order to compensate MEW, and the two will not have a long-lasting and profound relationship in the common experience, and there will be no story that touches us.
Little Guitar later went to MEW's house, carefully choosing words and making sentences, for fear that some words would touch MEW's sensitive nerves. Before leaving, he thought about it again and again, and finally made up his mind to say: "MEW, why do you always feel that no one loves you? Although I can't understand it, I am also your good friend."
I think MEW's heart is not It's not that he refuses others to love him. He just knows that love can bring comfort, but also the most heart-wrenching hurt. It's just that he knows that the love he wants is very pure and unique, and he is afraid of disappointment, so he would rather not.
What he wants is self and purity that don't think about anything but love. If not, he would rather choose loneliness.
My favorite scene is the two times that MEW sang for TONG. I like the intoxication and sweetness in his bold and focused eyes, and the satisfaction and joy when he sees TONG's response. At this time, MEW is full of radiance. The dazzling light that no one can ignore. Every little action of his seems to have an independent life, and he can't wait to convey his feelings to him. It is music that gives him such self-confidence, and his abundant feelings nourish this He has a talent for conveying feelings through music. He knows that as long as there is this song, TONG has been able to communicate with him without more words. He
appreciates MEW's courage, but is saddened by the life he got because of it.
When Ying's family learned the meaning of the lyrics, MEW asked carefully, do you still have hope?
Do you think I should still have hope?
Ying's face is indifferent but distressing smile. Her retreat was driven by a powerful sober awareness of love. In their love, no matter how great she is, she can only be a supporting role forever.
I think at this time, MEW must also ask himself in his heart, should I still have hope?
Should it.
In fact, everything he wants is very simple. However, this world, which has been restricted over and over again by various rules and regulations, does not allow his purest wish to become a reality.
MEW is the soul of the band, there is no doubt about that. His presence gives the band a unique and inimitable temperament, because it is based on love, expensive and luxurious. So when MEW finally came back with a smile on its face, everyone couldn't help but celebrate that the band finally had life back. Little Guitar couldn't wait to announce to the microphone: "Finally, he's back, after secretly releasing his solo album GAY POWER—"
At this time, MEW could already take such a remark as just a joke, and continued to devote himself after the shallow tape. Sing the songs he wrote for TONG.
Despite not getting what he wanted most, MEW didn't lose in this growth. He got a complete love. There is sweet joy, and there is pain and sorrow.
The so-called growing up does not mean that after experiencing everything, let the thoughts keep up with the pace of the heart. So MEW finally sees that companionship is not the only way to have love, put it in the bottom of your heart, just like those old feelings, make it a part of yourself. That's fine.
I really like a narration that appeared at the end of the movie: In Mew's words, if you really love someone, how can you not be afraid of being separated from him. And we have to accept reality. So, when you grow up, loneliness is the absence of love, which is more lonely than no friends. Love, even short-lived, will be unforgettable. The love that lights up our lives is like this love story in Siam.
Although it may not be part of the film, I believe this short paragraph has said the essence of the whole story. Love, even short-lived, will be unforgettable. Whatever it has brought us, having it is worth cherishing. Every love supports us like a ladder, taking us step by step to the other side where hope will never be lost.
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