cold has swept the whole city
, and every heart is covered with a thick layer of smog.
This city is full of lonely souls,
cold and helpless
, no distant legends as pure as snowflakes,
no romance of beer and fried chicken
There is no tall and straight heroic figure in the wind and snow.
I breathe the cool air . I
miss a legendary story. The
secret and great one.
The black fairy tale that happened in winter.
Every time I read it, I can't help but burst into
tears . Sunny, rainy, cloudy , no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter , I only wear a green sweatshirt all day long. I only know how to laugh and seem to have no worries. The one who likes to walk unusual paths and always rolls down the stairs. The one who is often bullied by children and falls into The dog-crawling one, the one who is stupid enough to sit on a swing and become a free-rotating body, the one who likes to eat meat and who always secretly scoops more into his own bowl, the one who has a runny nose and lazy snoring, the one who defecates everywhere He is neither handsome nor powerful . When he sees people around him being bullied, he will rush out to help without hesitation. Even if he is always injured, he doesn't care. Although he is stupid and stupid , he can be trusted by everyone around him. Dongjiu Supermarket Even though grandma knew he was an idiot, she still took him in and paid him wages. He regarded him as her second son, who always bullied him. When his brother disappeared, he would be the first to look for him. He never dared to wake up, who looked serious. Brother Shi
When I see him being bullied, I will take the initiative to teach him kung fu.
I will chat with him even if I know that he can't understand
the drunk and drunk Alan. I will exchange secrets with him to tell him my thoughts
. I hate him and greet him every time
Uncle wants to confess and buy flowers from him
A stingy rental house The old man will ask him to eat chicken
In that remote and peaceful little village,
although not rich
, but full of deep warmth,
no war, hunger ,
no gunpowder ,
no need for war Don't have to endure the ruthless training of the devil, don't have to endure
the anxiety of death all day,
don't know anything , you
can do anything, don't have to think
about anything, do
n't
worry I want to know where you have been, I ask the passing wind, the wind whistles away everything , leaving only the cool air and my cold face I ask the swaying green pine The green pine is silent next to me I ask the distant sky the sky is gray The face looks like it's going to rain at any moment They all say there's no such thing as a fool named Fang Dongjiu in this world There's only one horrible spy named Won Liuhuan and he's already dead Tell me this must not really be how I believe in that warm and kind Cute and silly smiling angel fool Dong-gu will lie and deceive
How can I believe that those ordinary, tiny bits and pieces full of tenderness are just a cruel
lie . I always remember our first meeting. It was a snowy night. The blizzard was unbridled and domineering in this night. The flowing icy river, the desolate horn of farewell, was loud and tragic. Be merciful, it is the stone that is silent. There is no army, no relatives to send off, you stand alone in the blizzard, not lonely or cold. Remember that you are so heroic, ruthless and profound, wearing a standard military uniform, majestic and majestic, full of heroism, and not arrogant. I can't see what kind of wind, frost, rain and snow you have experienced on your handsome but cold face, and how many unspeakable secrets you hold in your silent heart. You are silent, rock-hard and stubborn. Like a winter pine tree, a tall and sturdy figure, rooted alone in the dark and cold land, silently sticking to his beliefs. I want to get closer to you, and a little more, I just feel that the heroic spirit is compelling, and the strong cold aura makes me dare not go half a step, but it is inevitable that I will fall into your icy city. I want to ask are you cold? I think almost the whole world is about to freeze, why are you still standing upright in the wind and snow? I wonder if you would find such a secret expedition too desolate and aggrieved? You are the leader of the North Korean elite force standing out from more than 20,000 people, with eight superkill skills, R-level shooting, complete chemistry, medical engineering, and proficiency in five languages. Now you will go out alone, for the reunification of the motherland, in order to protect the dearest mother. The reunification of the motherland, long live, the firm and tough tone, the standard handsome and compelling military posture, I know that is your oath, a tragic declaration that you will die for the reunification of the motherland.
The ruthless and almost harsh instructor tells you that there are only two situations in which we will meet again in the future. One is to meet because of the reunification of the motherland, and the other is to meet as an enemy.
The chilling breath permeates everywhere, and perhaps some tragedies are doomed from the beginning, no matter how hard you struggle in the future, you will not be able to escape the predetermined fate.
Knowing that the end is doomed, does it mean that all efforts, resistance and struggle are meaningless?
Why do you have to work so hard and work so hard to survive?
No, because existence itself is a meaning, because our existence is important to those who love us, because our existence makes those who care about us happy and happy, because those who care about us are because of our existence And feeling happy and joyful makes us important too.
Everything has the necessity of their existence, even a fool will be needed and has the right to enjoy the warmth of happiness.
Dear team leader, please allow me to call you this, you must have known your ending from the beginning, it will not be a good ending, right?
Seeing your resolute eyes, revealing an indifference, I know that you are ready to devote yourself to the motherland. As a soldier, you should sacrifice heroically on the battlefield of killing the enemy.
I really want to stop you and don't want you to leave, but you tell me with your eyes and your actions that even the destined ending can be happy.
Because of the immortal dream in my heart, because of the immortal desire in my heart, and because of the people who want to protect and the unchanging beliefs, I have no turning back, so I regard death as home.
If life is not just the same as the first time, I still have to choose such an encounter
to see you again, in a remote slum in South Korea.
You have already changed your face, and you have become a complete stranger to me. I saw your big piercing eyes move sharply, accurately calculating the surrounding environment, and I knew that you are so powerful no matter where you go. Role.
However, I would never have imagined that if you are as good as you, as handsome as you, and as ruthless and ruthless as you, you will become a useless fool.
Wearing a disheveled pot cover, the shaggy hair grows so long that it will cover your slap and face. Although a little silly, he is still handsome and pleasant, a little more cordial and warm than the team leader, Like a big brother, people want to rely on.
I have to talk about your outfit, a dark green sports suit, a bit earthy and unclassified, but wearing it on you makes you look so special, plus a pair of slippers, one side of the trouser legs is casually rolled up , completely turned into a poor dick. (Returning my ruthless, domineering and hopelessly handsome team leader in a military uniform)
But when I see you again, maybe it's not your fool Dongjiu anymore. From the appearance and behavior, it is completely different from the heroic team leader in my heart, but The first time I saw you, a look, I knew it was you, another warm and happy you.
So familiar, yet so unfamiliar.
Fool mushroom, I must have seen you somewhere, where?
In a previous life, in a dream, or on a certain day, a certain place, a long time ago, in a certain special way, why would I think you are so kind?
Just like when Baoyu met Sister Lin for the first time, the first sentence she said was, I have seen this sister.
If all encounters are reunions after a long absence, if life is not just the same as the first time, you will still choose such encounters.
It doesn't matter if you are handsome and outstanding, or ordinary and insignificant, or even mediocre and incompetent, or not even ordinary, just a fool who doesn't understand anything, but as long as it is you.
How fortunate to be such a special you, such a special encounter, let me see the soft and warm heart under your stern appearance, who trains quickly and never goes wrong.
Not very handsome, you who were stoned by two children at the beginning, and you who fell like a dog to eat dirt, are completely the image of a bullied fool.
You frown and spit out the dirt in your mouth, with a look of resentment, how do you know how happy you are.
In fact, children like you very much, but they are not sensible and do not know how to get along with others.
Aren't we all the same? In order to attract the attention of the person you like, you will do a lot of things to want the other party to care, even if it is a way to make the other party hate it, it is just to let the other party see your existence, not really hate the other party.
Children are too simple, too young and ignorant. The way they express their love is unacceptable, but they really like you. They all regard you as a kind big brother and like to play with you.
Otherwise, they wouldn't throw half a ham sausage at you every time they bully you, and ham sausage is their favorite food.
If you don't like it very much, why would you give it to you what you like?
And the older brother was lost in the back, the child was crying to find you, begging you to help find the younger brother, and said that the ham sausage will be divided into half for you, no, I will give you all.
Aren't we the first to look for people we trust when we are in trouble?
The uncle of the courier put on your clothes and sat on the swing. They threw stones at him and found it was not you. The uncle of the courier turned his head and glared at them, scaring them away.
They don't want and don't want to play with other people except you, they only dare to bully you because you are different from other adults, not because you are stupid, but because they know you will never care about them and won't get angry , and will not hold grudges, this is because of trust, but also because of love.
Supermarket grandma, it was the first time I found you dying in the snowy corner. Without thinking about anything, I rescued you home and adopted you unconditionally. For a fool of unknown origin, it is very kind to provide food and shelter. Yes, but she still pays you a salary every month, even though she is not rich, or even poor, she is reluctant to spend money to go to the hospital when she is sick.
Fool mushroom, you are really stupid, do you know that you keep saying that grandma is stingy and stingy, complaining that she pays you too little.
Don't you realize that grandma has always cared about you? For example, every time you are always clever and secretly scooping two more pieces of meat into your bowl, do you think grandma really doesn't know?
I don't mind, and even wish you to eat more. Don't believe it? Do you still remember that you kept scooping meat into your own bowl with a gloomy smile on your face, thinking that grandma didn't know it yet?
You're a fool, you see, it's all coming out of the bowl and I haven't found it yet, it's my grandma who reminded you.
Mushrooms, do you like meat so much? There is no blame, only amiable and kind reminder, fool mushroom, you are really lucky to know that not every fool will meet such a kind and amiable grandma.
Grandma is not stingy, but saves. Wet wipes should be cleaned before use, because life is really not easy, unlike you, you don't have to worry about anything.
Grandma loves you so unreservedly, never felt burdened because you are a fool, the only worry is that after you leave, no one will take care of you, worrying that you will not be able to live a good life alone.
Stupid mushroom, you must not know how important your existence is to grandma. When you get old, your body is not good. Just like an aging machine, the parts of the body are slowly broken down one by one. , and finally can only leave this world alone.
People get old, bodies get bad, memory gets bad, everything, even the whole body gets destroyed, but love never gets damaged.
Maybe the older a person is, the more lonely they feel, the more they need to love and be loved.
Therefore, it is usually the grandparents or grandparents who love their grandchildren the most in the family, and they are also most eager for their children's company and care.
The only son is always running away, and I am the only one left at home. Without you, how lonely and deserted my grandma's life would be?
The house is always empty, there is not even a person to talk to, eat alone, watch TV alone, work alone, there is no one to help when you are tired, and no one to rely on when someone asks for trouble.
I do everything by myself, bear it by myself, carry my loneliness and sadness on my shoulders, and my son finally returns home. In order not to worry his son, he can only hold back tears and say that he is fine and everything is fine.
Fool mushroom, you must not know that your appearance is like a light, bringing a warm light to grandma's monotonous, lonely and impoverished life, making grandma's black and white life colorful.
So she takes you in, pays you wages, spoils you, trusts you unconditionally, never dislikes you because you are a fool, but treats you as her closest family member and her second son.
In the end, you are finally leaving her. You must not know how sad she is in her heart and how reluctant you are to leave. She may cry to you thousands of times in her heart, can you not leave, son.
But she didn't say anything to you. Just let you go after dinner as if nothing happened, give you a passbook as travel expenses, and pretend to watch TV.
The moment you turned and left, her heart was broken, as if a piece of flesh had fallen off her body, because she had really raised you as her own son.
She's still waiting for you to come back after you left, waiting for your news, even though people keep telling her that you don't exist at all, it's all just a lie, there's no fool Dong Jiu, just a terrible spy named Won Yoo Hwan .
But she has always believed in you unconditionally, without the slightest doubt, and has been waiting for your news, asking you to send her a letter and report her safety.
There is also Brother Dou Shi, although his temper is not very good, he is always scolding, complaining about this and complaining about that, and caring about people is like swearing, but he is worried about his mother, worried about you, and his love for you is true.
When I came back and found out that my mother and you were bullied, I immediately went to those people to settle accounts, and I was beaten so badly.
Later, I sat on the swing, and when I saw you came, I talked to you and told my heart, even though I knew you didn't understand.
He said, Mushroom, after I get married, you and your mother will be the only ones left, and then you will be the only one left. What should you do? Really worrying.
He also taught you kung fu and asked you to learn to protect yourself.
Young and beautiful Youlan, the girl you like, even if you don't know anything, she always smiles silly, but she is still very polite to you every time, and greets you politely every day when you meet. Good morning, Mr. Mushroom.
Except that time you completely lost your image in front of her.
Her brother, who wanders around all day, doesn't do his job properly, always bullies you, warns you, and even tramples you under his feet, but in fact his heart is not bad, and he doesn't really hate you.
Alan, a decadent young woman with some painful memories and an unruly life, uses alcohol all day long to relieve her worries and smoke to release her loneliness.
She has lost hope in life and has since closed her heart, hiding her secrets and pain, but she is willing to exchange secrets with you.
She said, "Mushroom, I really envy you. You don't have to think about anything, it doesn't matter, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to worry about it. You don't have to worry about anything."
Mushrooms, mushrooms, you don't know how many people envy you.
Sometimes I really want to be a fool like you who doesn't have to think about anything or worry about anything, who can smile all day long without worry and sadness.
Although you are not as tall as my team leader, you have the innocence and innocence that the team leader does not have. You are pure and kind, with a giggle and a smile on your face, so kind and warm, full of affinity, people unconsciously If I want to be close to you, even if you are just a fool, I am willing to believe in you, trust you, and treat you as a warm big brother, a close friend, a reliable object of conversation, and a cherished family member.
I really like such a simple, honest and lovely you. If your life is not just like the first time, you will still choose to meet like this. Thank you, cute and silly mushroom, I have always wanted to tell you that it is a pleasure to meet you.
It's just mushrooms, mushrooms, if you're just a fool's mushrooms, how great would it be?
It is a pity that if it is always just what if, no matter how good the assumed result is, it is just a fantasy, nothing changes to the reality, it just adds to the troubles.
The better the hypothesis, the crueler the truth, just as the higher the dream, the harder the real world falls.
So in order not to add to the heartbreak, it is best not to fantasize, not to have expectations, even if you fall on the ground, you will not fall too hard.
What is tragedy?
Tragedy is to tear up the good things for us to see, but it is not us who are torn apart.
In many dramas, you can tell whether it is a tragedy or a comedy at a glance, and there are some dramas, and you don't know whether it is a tragedy or a comedy until the end.
And what about your destiny?
Dear team leader, in fact, you should have known from the beginning, because the beginning is a cold and sad farewell.
But I foolishly didn't find it, maybe it's not that I didn't find it, but that I didn't want to think deeply or accept it, it belongs to your tragic fate.
If I had been prepared, I wouldn't cry so hard because of your departure in the end.
Xi Murong said that we are all actors, and we shed our own tears in other people's stories.
Dear team leader, Won Yoo-hwan, the mention of your name makes my heart ache, and at the same time, it hurts even more.
Born like a wild dog, grow up like a monster.
Your simple self-report, the wind is light and the clouds are light, but how many people know what kind of wind, frost, rain and snow you have experienced in the past, reminds me of a poem sung mournfully by that lonely and lonely woman in the dream of red mansions. Frost swords are fiercely pressing.
You walk with wind, and who knows how many bruises you have on your feet.
Many things can only be understood after personal experience. Others will care, worry and feel distressed, but they will never be able to empathize with them.
After walking some roads, I realize that the road ahead is rough. After wading through some water, I understand that the world is turbid. After experiencing some things, I realize that life is really not easy.
Dear team leader, forgive me for not being able to empathize with you, and I can't imagine how hard you survived.
I can't imagine how you struggled through every day in the harsh and indifferent training and fighting, how you dragged your tired and scarred body through every capital-like devil training, every day and every night Endure cold, hunger, loneliness and fear of death every moment.
Moreover, he actually lived in such a harsh environment, stood out from more than 20,000 people, and achieved a series of proud achievements.
You are so thin and thin in the cold wind, but you are so strong and fearless that I am shocked and scared.
You are about to go out. As an elite member of a strictly trained elite army, you should become an unparalleled hero who has passed five levels and defeated six generals. You will fight on the battlefield with gold and iron horses. Camp, the iron horse Glacier came to a dream.
It should be the strong man who was hungry for the meat of the Hulu, and joked that he was thirsty and drank the blood of the Hulu.
But I didn't expect that the mission given to you by the party is to be a spy in a remote village in South Korea. The identity is a fool. The mission is to sneak into the village and understand all the dynamics of the people in the village. The method is to pretend to be stupid every day. Fell somersaults in full view, urinate in front of more than three people once a month, and defecate once every six months.
Such a series of bizarre and perverted tasks.
Such an arrangement is like throwing a brick into the desert, burying your talent in vain.
But even so, as long as it is the task assigned to you by the party, you will complete it seriously without any hesitation, and your only wish is to hope that the country can take good care of your mother.
Your mother is the only relative you have in this world, and the only thing you want to protect with all your might.
Maybe everyone has something they want to protect, but many times, even if they try their best, they still can't protect it.
The reality is sometimes so cruel and ruthless, maybe we can only accept our fate.
In this quiet little village, there is no gunpowder, no dust, no hooves.
There is only plain and peaceful. Although the village is simple, there is no lack of warmth. Everyone is ordinary but kind, and there is an atmosphere of truth, kindness and beauty everywhere.
Life is as bland as boiled water but warm and comfortable, but you are not used to seeing each other with swords, you don't know how precious such a dull and peaceful life is.
You are counting the days every day, waiting anxiously for the party's tasks every day.
But a day or two, a year or two have passed, and you can still only be a fool, being bullied by children throwing stones every day.
Your ambitions, your dedication to your country, all seem to be in vain, and you can only be a useless fool.
Finally one day, two more people came to the village, Hailang, your former nemesis, and Haizhen, who survived because of you and regarded you as a belief.
Life finally began to have some waves, and the peaceful life was broken. Who would have thought that the beginning of change would be the trigger for the tragedy.
The three of them had a short happy time together, and your heart was gradually moved by the warmth of the village. You said that when you were a child, you were afraid of not growing up, and when you were training, you were afraid of being beaten to death. , afraid of being changed.
In reality, you turn your hands into clouds and cover your hands into rain, but you, who have waited for more than 700 days and been lurking for more than 700 days, received the first and last great task of committing suicide.
How ironic, how tragic.
And you have the loyalty to serve the motherland as if you are at home. As long as it is the task of the motherland, you will die calmly.
It's just that there is still a concern in your heart that you can't give up, the only spiritual support and concern in your heart, and you still have a mother who desperately wants to protect.
You can't just die, you worry about your mother, you miss your mother every day in the enemy country, and you write hundreds of unsent letters to your mother.
You want to find the answer and make sure that your mother is really well before you can complete the party's mission.
After waiting for more than 700 days and nights, the day has finally arrived, and you are leaving.
But why not give up?
The iceberg has melted, but it is not destined to stay in place.
Finally, I saw your true face once again. You cut your hair short and showed your handsome face. I was once again fascinated by your handsome, domineering and heroic spirit.
Forgive me for my lack of words, I can't find a word to describe you, you are dressed in a black suit, domineering, lined with a white shirt, the two buttons on the top are unbuttoned, revealing a sexy neck, it is simply a naked seduction, the universe is bright, male The masculinity instantly stunned me.
Well, I started to be crazy again. I am really super invincible and handsome in the whole universe. I amazed my eyeballs again and again. I am hopelessly handsome, and I am hopelessly obsessed.
When you left, you said goodbye to everyone, just like explaining the future. Because you have lived here for too long, you are familiar with everyone here, so you feel sad.
But had to say goodbye.
The fight on the roof of the old building was too tragic and solemn, and tears kept falling from the back, I really feel sorry for you.
I don't dare to mention one more word, I'm afraid I can't help but burst into tears, although I'm already emotionally out of control at the moment. I’ve written too much and it’s tiring, and more importantly, it’s too sad. I’ve used up half a pack of tissues when I write here. Forgive me for not being able to write anymore, but I don’t want to give up halfway, so I can only abbreviate it later.
When you learn that your mother is likely to have been executed, all your beliefs collapse in an instant.
More than 700 days and nights, you miss your mother every day, imagine how happy it is to be able to live with your mother, and the sadness is greater than the death of your heart, the mother is already dead, what is worth in this world What about something you miss?
You feel that you have been deceived by the party, and you feel that you have not protected your mother well.
The knife-like downpour fell, the waves and the instructor perished together, Haizhen was desperate to save you, and the two good brothers hoped that you would survive.
However, my mother is already dead, so what's the point of living.
Your heart is already dead, when you see the passbook that grandma left for you, it says Dongjiu's salary, the second son's salary, the second son's money from his daughter-in-law, with blood and rain, crying in the rain Cry, I want to go back to that life.
Such a strong desire, such a desperate cry.
I've already been crying with you.
In the end, you held Hae-jin to block the remaining bullets for him, jumped downstairs together, and died with a bang.
I watched you just lay there on the cold ground, dilapidated houses, rotten planks, mud and water and blood all over your face, then lay there with your eyes open and motionless.
I dare not watch it, I don’t want to think about it, I don’t want to believe it, my dearest leader, the most powerful and heroic leader in the world, you who have experienced thousands of times on the edge of life and death, why can’t you survive this time? what?
Tell me it must not be true, I'd rather believe, you didn't leave.
If I have the next life, I want to be born in an ordinary country, an ordinary family, and be an ordinary ordinary person.
how about you? Haizhen.
I want to be born next door to the team leader, and be the neighbor of the team leader of ordinary people.
ocean waves.
Your thoughts are too superficial. If there is a next life, I will be the beauties next door to the two of you, specially to seduce you. Ha ha. . .
Dear team leader, if you have a next life, I hope you can really get your wish, be an ordinary person, without hiding, and pretending, you don’t have to be great. If you have a next life, be an ordinary person, ordinary and happy, plain but warm.
Since then,
some people say that we stupid Dong-gu is a terrible person whose real name is Won Yoo Hwan.
Although I have heard it countless times
, I don't think so.
Whether it is raining or snowing
, whether it is summer or winter
, Dong-gu always wears A green tracksuit
appeared here ,
here , and
here
, there was
that silly smile and actions
turned out to be all lies
Why keep asking me about Dong Jiu
and whether he is alive or dead and
why doesn't he tell me Dongjiu , if
you are still
alive, send a
letter
I went to another world far away and finally lived with my mother
I lived a very good and happy
life . There is
no cold, hunger, injury, fear and death.
I am all right . Please do
n't worry about me anymore. Is
your body okay?
Have you had surgery
? You want to live a long, long life.
As long as you exist in a faraway place,
I feel very at ease and relieved.
I have always been the fool you adopted, and Dongjiu
is also yours. Second son,
if possible, I really want to live with you and Brother Dou Shi,
but reality doesn't allow
me to choose to leave
. If you miss me
, look up at the sky
. Thank you for protecting me for so long
. Now it's my turn. Protect you
, I will pray for you from afar,
Mom, please don't get sick
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