I didn't read the original book, and I didn't talk about the bloody and violent clips that I didn't like, the weird and confusing editing, or the desolate or beautiful framing, the mysterious and harmonious soundtrack that I liked, just talk about the plot of this drama. , and feelings of extreme sadness that I understand.
The following is a serious spoiler, with a little brain supplement, watch with caution.
The heroine's family was not harmonious since she was a child. Her father was a criminal policeman. He was out all the year round. He was short-tempered and impatient with his relatives and children. . Although she escaped from the nightmare and started a new life, the long-term torture she had suffered made her complain quite a bit about the daughter she shared with that man. Although as a mother, she tried her best to restrain herself and not show it. It is also inevitable to be alienated and indifferent, so in the play, the mother does not even notice what friends her daughter has, what her personality is, or what is different about her body.
The heroine has not been loved by her parents since she was a child. No matter how well-behaved and sensible she behaves, it is useless. She does not understand what she has done wrong. Why was she alone and refused to love her more, her heart gradually became cold and hollow, and she felt like Alice who fell into the abyss and didn't know where to go.
So the heroine desperately wanted to get something. She tried her best to be good to everyone. Although she was indeed loved by everyone, she found that none of these people really wanted her. Broken and broken, with low self-esteem and loneliness, and with a heart that built a city wall, every time she laughed like crazy, she was actually laughing at her struggle and covering up her embarrassment and fragility.
Until one day, she met a boy named Fang Xu. This boy was different because he could see through her dark, helpless heart at a glance. He understood her very well. Being with Fang Xu was her happiest day. Unfortunately, Fang Xu was too weak and was always bullied. The heroine had no choice but to ask others to protect him. Unexpectedly, Fang Xu was pushed into the abyss. Fang Xu's cute appearance, several times kidnapped and insulted the heroine while he was not paying attention. In the end, Fang Xu couldn't bear to commit suicide by jumping off the building. The heroine also learned the truth. The dark and lonely heart was illuminated by Fang Xu's company. , Now everything is back to normal, or even worse, she feels that God is playing tricks on her, seducing her with what she desires most, and when she thinks she has been redeemed, but tears are like a dream, can she continue her love? No, in fact, she doesn't understand love. She understands that she just needs. Years of loneliness makes her deeply need such a different person, the only person who can enter her heart, but she can't even fulfill such a request.
When she kissed those cold lips reverently, when she pulled the corner of her mouth and asked why he left her alone and let her fall into the abyss again, she decided that she didn't need anything anymore, no matter what she used to be What have you longed for.
Yes, everyone has a longing, she used to long for the love of her parents that she never got, and some people have other longings that are hidden under the glossy appearance and shy of being known, like the one who never cared about her. Cheating mother. There was something about love that never favored her, but it also made her extra sensitive to other people's desires.
She went deep into the wolf's den, betrayed her body that was never cherished by anyone, and no longer cared about her so-called moral conscience, she seemed to fall into Alice's fantastic dream, in which she could do whatever she wanted, relying on her talent and capital to control The desires of others, like demons weaving their own game, seduce everyone around, play with them, cause them trouble, and then admire them panic or embarrassment, as if at that moment she can feel that she is not the only one. People are in hell.
She seduced her father, but of course she failed, and she also suffered domestic violence, which made her hard-hearted and aggravated. A boy said that he wanted to replace Fang Xu, so she let him feel all the torture Fang Xu went through.
Only Fang Xu is irreplaceable.
In her heart, it was she who killed Fang Xu and destroyed the last ray of light that she could touch, so she was not afraid when facing death, she thought, maybe this is fine, because she is always afraid, afraid Lonely, afraid of being alone, and most afraid of being alone until the end, why not let Fang Xu die while he still loves her, at least, she can comfort herself, there is someone who will always understand her and love her.
So, when she comforts others softly, don't be afraid, she is actually comforting herself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, even if she is still not needed, even if she is always alone.
I love you this sentence, she often said to others, but only no one said to her.
Before her death, the heroine seemed to ask the teacher in confusion, do you love her? In fact, she already knew the answer, her smile was weak and ethereal, as if mocking herself. Such a mother who doesn't seem to care about her daughter turns out to love her daughter in other ways, resolutely and desperately to protect her, then she, with envy and some regret, she uses The last thought, thinking of my parents...
At the end of the movie, she was buried in the thick snow, and she never saw the old and haggard face of her father who didn't know how to cherish and couldn't express her feelings. where the sadness is.
So for this film, I don’t think the director wants to use bizarre photography methods and bloody violent aesthetics to interpret the so-called distortion of human nature and social horror. The final shot of the film is enough to illustrate the problem. The director wants to tell the most. For everyone, don't ignore the important people around you, and don't wantonly hurt them because you can't express yourself or for various other reasons, because you will never be able to notice the moment a person leaves completely.
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