The film was just released yesterday. The night before, my first love suddenly asked me if I was back, and I said yes. Then I asked her if she was also in Zhuhai, and she only knew some of her news scattered through the circle of friends, and knew that she had been studying and working abroad. She said that this time she came back because her family had moved, so she helped pack things up and would go back in two days.
She was probably on the plane while I was typing.
She said she found something that I gave her before. I was amused and asked her what it was. She said it was your youth. I laughed and said it was also yours. . She said um yeah it's mine too. Let's meet her, she doesn't even remember what you look like. Come to think of it, it's been almost ten years.
Before that, there was very little contact. They were both extremely ordinary people in each other's circle of friends. Things had passed for too long, and it was too small at the time, so the relationship was very flat, no love, no hate, ordinary.
We had an appointment with a large commercial capital that had just been built in the past few years. We both seemed to be visiting for the first time, and it took us a while to find each other. When I saw what she said I gave her, I thought it would be a childish gift such as a trinket, but I didn't expect it to be a few yellowed notebooks, including mathematics and chemistry. The cover was all written with my name, and when I opened it, there were some wrong questions cut out from the test paper and pasted on the notebook, next to my handwritten answers.
I said I wiped and I gave you this? She said yes, and I was surprised that I don't even remember. I said so, so why haven't you been admitted to a high school? She said I was stupid and didn't like to study. I joked, you said that if you passed the test, we wouldn't have separated so quickly.
She smiled and hit me. Who knows? I
saw things, and suddenly I don't know what to do. There is no purpose in entering the mall. The place is quite big, and there are several halls. We strolled silently all the way, and the strange thing was that we didn't feel any embarrassment. Every now and then I ask, eh, have we ever gone shopping before? I don't know, yes, but at the age of 14 or 15, you can go shopping. Who said it was already dressed up then?
When I saw Adidas, I suddenly remembered that she bought a pair of clover in the first two years, and tied her shoelaces to her ankles in a non-mainstream way. I would always step on her shoes when I had nothing to do. I asked her if she remembered, she said she forgot, I said You can also forget that we are together just by stepping on each other.
Then she came to a cinema and she said that we haven't seen the movie together, I immediately said yes, we went to the premiere of Changjiang No. 7 together, she also remembered, oh, it was at the big airplane cinema in the Children's Palace. Yes.
Other than that, I don't seem to have seen the second part. I said it's better to watch a movie. There's nothing to do anyway.
I saw this film and told her, I heard that this film is highly rated, a film about youth, just watch it when it was released today.
I originally thought it was just a simple, ugly youth blockbuster with handsome guys and beauties who cried and laughed. In fact, it is indeed like this. Objectively speaking, even if it is like this, it is really good. Crying, laughing, handsome guys and beauties are doing shitty youth blockbusters. Generally speaking, after watching such a good film, it will always give people feelings and memories, as well as some kind of loss and emptiness back to reality, feeling their youth and memories The ta in his own life sighed, and the flowers fell helplessly, and he was moved. This film is so beautiful! After waiting for a long time, I can't calm down and continue to return to the rolling torrent of real life.
But I don't know why, watching and watching, I always look back to see her next door, I don't even know if it's a play, because I'm starting to lose sight of the inside and outside of the play. Suddenly a lot of things came to mind. She laughed and cried for a while, and she watched with relish. Occasionally, when I looked at her, I found that she was also looking at me, and I didn't know what was on my mind.
What surprised and surprised me the most in the whole process was Lin Zhenzhen's best friend and the math teacher. When Lin Zhenzhen's best friend appeared, my first love suddenly grabbed my hand and said "Look!" It's five bears! I thought about it for a long time, who? She said, five bears! King Arthur's girlfriend, the ultimate class! I almost cried when I remembered it, and it was hard to believe. Fahrenheit debuted in the first year of junior high, and the final class was very popular. I and she both liked it very much. Both of them were very different and liked King Arthur in it. If I remember correctly, the actor is Chen Yiru. The sadomasochistic relationship between King Arthur and Wuxiong in it also abused us both. I didn't expect to see the actor who played Wuxiong and the math teacher in such a film, who played the heartbroken man in the ultimate class. I feel like everything is so bizarre. They just appear before your eyes. I always feel that there is any meaning, I don't understand, it's amazing.
At the end of the movie, she shouted haha, it's too fake, it's too fake, how is that possible. There were tears on his face.
We walked out of the movie theater, out of the shopping mall, walked a long way, and came to the neighborhood of her house. We helped each other along the way, like repairing hard disk
storage memory, recalling some trivial things in the past.
We were sitting on a bench with a lawn in front, a large basketball court and a lot of sports facilities. The sun would never set in the west, children were making noises, the elderly were moving slowly, and there was a lot of traffic on the road. After a rush, we began to talk about our own experiences over the years, in a flat tone, each of them rambled like talking and talking to themselves, and talked a lot.
Finally, I took her downstairs, hugged her, and said to her, take care of yourself. Then watch her back disappear into the corridor.
I suddenly remembered that the first time I asked her out, I was waiting for her downstairs in her house. I was so nervous, I didn't know where to go, what to say, and when to hold her hand.
Later, I met a lot of people and held a lot of hands, but I never seriously said goodbye to them, whether it was the one I love, the one who loves me, and in the end, it seems that goodbye is always said. Hasty, so panic, so helpless. I haven't hugged them well before saying goodbye and take care.
First love, there is no love and no hate, after ten years I have not become Jerry Jerry, she has not become Chen Qiaoen, and there is no promise between us about Andy Lau, we walked out of our respective lives and met for a short time, Then go back to their respective lives. The mountains are high and the rivers are long, and I don't know what year and month we will meet next time. Fortunately, this time I can say goodbye to her seriously, and I am not as rash as I did in the past. But I was so sad all of a sudden, as if it was the first time I broke up, and it seemed like I had a wish.
I was suddenly very happy again, after all, seeing your first love again and saying goodbye to her is something not everyone can experience.
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