I have to work overtime almost every weekday, and I can't always be a workaholic on weekends. There are external reasons, but in fact, the internal reasons are procrastination, and it is more subconscious that I am protecting myself. After watching Son of Tomorrow, I was immersed in the beautiful pink world. I remembered that I didn't contact my husband for a day, inspected again, and got angry again. But didn't cry. Just wanting to enjoy myself, I watched "Hot". I cried after watching it. The one who chooses to cry in the dead of night on weekends is because she takes off the mask of beating herself up and spreading positive energy on weekdays. I let go of my inner love for my daughter and pretended to be happy to my parents. I remembered that I was repeatedly betrayed and forced to bear those ugly truths that no one knew about. I was ignored, and I hated the attitude and attitude of this man in this marriage. Face, but can't really have the courage to leave this marriage, or change this state of marriage from changing yourself. Wish there was a man who saw all my suffering and told me that I had suffered for so many years. However, relying on men to save oneself is a paradox in itself. When I was a child, I watched a TV series called "Half Scissors", but I forgot the plot. I only remember that my cousin said "mourning for his misfortune, anger for not fighting". Whenever I think about my predicament in my marriage, I am afraid that I will become such a person. Now I see those backward Indian women in "Hot" being bought and sold, raped, domestically abused, and betrayed, and I find it unbelievable. But the truth of my current marriage, during the days when I suffered domestic violence, did I still endure it? I am confused. I'm afraid I'll end up living the life I hate the most.
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