You will never get me.
private records. Please do not look at it.
Maybe every time you watch it, you will have a new feeling. Leave a mark of shame for yourself to remember.
- "Ah, this stupid statement! It's because of these things that you can't live like a duck in water."
The first time I saw my classmates was in the second year of junior high school. I lay down on the sofa with my tablet in my arms and watched it for an hour and a half. Did not understand. I only remember the last scene, the sun and green leaves and shadows, Colin followed Guy with his classic pace -- thirty years of pace -- and said, it's not the end of the world. Leaning against the wall twice, the white place glows, and the dark place is ambiguous.
Really moved.
They will never be together. To be honest, the corrupt person at the time felt that they should not be together. The most beautiful, one step away—in fact, it shouldn't even be said. That's it, my friend. It seems to be further than friends.
So tonight I found out - the relationship between "party members", the great revolutionary friendship is different. (????? Look at my roundabout kick, please get out of here)
I read it again when I was in my second year of high school in October, and at that time I thought I understood. In fact, only understand Tommy's pride. But again, Colin was so handsome that he couldn't close his legs N times. At that time - at that time I found out how much I liked Tommy, the boy I couldn't get. He is angry, he insists, he has his own ideals, but he has to surrender to reality, for the sake of friends, or something. What I like the most is this kind of plot that can't be asked for. What I like even more than my favorite is the useless story of not only changing because I couldn't ask for it, but also being beaten. The great beauty of tragedy, just like "Single Man", rushed to me turbulently and restrained - there was nothing I could do. Nothing can be done. My favorite.
- I'll get you one day.
- No, you won't.
- Yes I will. Everyone gives in in the end.
- I won't give in.
Today, in the third year of high school, in November 2018, I watched it again. Maybe it's more inward exploration, so I feel like I understand more? Or it's entirely subjective assumptions based on my own experience - I don't study film study. . .
The two of them are minorities, and all I can understand in the story is about choice, stereotype, or brain-cracking, social formation, aristocracy, capitalism, equality, freedom and love - the rest, politics, history, I don't understand .
Tommy is afraid of others denying his values. Fear that others will look down on you. So the maverick must be from the beginning to the end, otherwise it is "fake", afraid of being fake - why be afraid? Are you afraid because you admit it? So pretend to be brave in order not to admit the deepest fear, so humans can be invincible? (Of course, he is still worried about "communism" and is afraid that others will say "communism is a liar", but is this really true? Or is it an excuse, in fact, he is afraid of himself. Alas, is everything that does not deny oneself an excuse? How can anyone be so harsh and pessimistic about themselves...) I like Tommy, Tommy who is like a mirror in his heart. I know all your things, and I also know your despicableness. I'm not involved, I'm just cynical. I am proud of my difference.
In order for Guy to go all the way with passion (and be gay, it must be gay), he has to be stubborn. Is prudence also hidden? Why is it naive to be yourself? Does Guy really love James again? Love is intertwined with the desire to express oneself. Crazy romance, like fire, can't be discreet and can't be hidden - or it can, but it's not yourself. (I said I was like him, do I look like it? You see what I did before, so enthusiastic, because I yearn for enthusiasm - I used to yearn for enthusiasm, or enthusiasm itself - can I still be like this?- But my enthusiasm may have been carefully calculated, and I have never lost my mind....Or maybe my memory has gone wrong and I have begun to beautify (ugly?) myself again, or I am just cowardly, but those , what I thought was crazy words, pretentious paragraphs, written, filmed. But that's what happened after all. Ah, that doesn't seem enthusiastic, after all, I can't stand someone who is controlled by a single thing. Enjoy control .)
Ah, the inability to compromise and the like found a foundation again. So there is a reason to like something. like it for so long. After all, it's because of being like myself. Or maybe it's because of them.
People rely on these, and the formed values are good or not.
like them both. Love their stubborn nature. Love their romance. Like these, in fact, affirm their own characteristics. I'm still stubborn and think it's "right". Yeah? Can't doubt.
It still feels like that. "I know how to live too well." This sentence may not be arrogant, the likes and dislikes in my heart are too early influenced by the outside world. I believed in my values, but I also had the suspicion that the bottom layer had collapsed. So I often ask, is it okay? If there is no answer, it will be difficult to move forward. After all, he is not a person who takes one step at a time...
-Wouldnt it be wonderful if communism were really true?
-It is true.
-What, heaven on the earth?
-Earth on earth. A just earth.
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