What I want is - the sun that lasts forever

Gregorio 2022-04-20 09:02:25

I am a person with a low tear point. I thought about it for a long time before watching this film, but I still saw half of it in a warm and bright room and avoided the eyes of my colleagues and started to be full of anger. I guessed that this ending is inevitable before watching it, so I will know more about which films are minefields that cannot be touched casually.

I am a guy who likes to stick to the old things and does not like any changes. I hate moving since I was a child but keep moving. I am willing to live in the same place forever, familiar with every trajectory and angle of the sun there, and then back and forth every day Go back the same way. I also hope that everything around me will be the same. There will always be so many houses, not to mention the height, not even the color. The pond or the mountain will always exist there. After moving so many times, the best and deepest memories have always been in the home where I grew up, whether it is the scenery outside the corridor or the path that I must pass every day, even after so many years away, I still live in the back of my mind. In my heart, as the days away from home get longer and longer, this kind of memory has become a kind of disease, and all things related to my hometown and childhood have become a disease. I locked myself in that piece of memory, and the more I kept being driven forward by reality, the more I missed that piece of memory that no longer existed. The daughter in the film grows up and down in the same scene from childhood to old age. This kind of thing is an unattainable dream and a great moving for me.

The presence of the other protagonist, her father, has become another eternal track in her life. I don't know whether the father's departure in the film was an accident or an autonomous act. As a daughter, she will never know. Originally, her life should be the same as the scenery and the road she rides through, but the departure of her father has become the biggest change in her life, and finally it has become another enduring eternity. She began to wait, a waiting that would never end, but like the sun that rises and sets every day, it has become an eternal element of her life scene. Even though she grows and grows old in reality, this wait will last forever until the end of her life.

I want my life to be a painting or a photo, in which there are only the people and scenery I want, and there will be no change after existence. However, this kind of dream, like a movie, is simple and colorless, and can only be commemorated.

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