It's a deep loneliness

Misty 2022-12-14 22:27:29

I think this film expresses it just right.

Not only does it not feel like a woman of literature and art, but also makes people calm down and slowly read the author's life and psychology.

When the hidden wall appeared, the heroine was also panicked, anxious, and hoped to be rescued. However, everyone couldn't see her like this, and she couldn't find someone who could listen to her and understand her heart. People, she became painful and unbearable, but when it slowly invaded her heart, she seemed to be used to it all. One day, a little white cat appeared in her life, because it was pure and flawless, she called it Pearl, this was her weakness, and it was also the fragile emotion in her heart. The storm of the sky was strangled in the grass outside the house. This should be the frustration of her fragile heart in life, unable to resist the rumors of the outside world and the strange eyes of people. She buried the pearl, along with her simplicity and courage to face the outside world. , she cherished it. Pearl appeared and died without warning. This was the beginning of her misfortune. However, she did not know that she was slowly immersed in a lonely life again.

It wasn't until the first summer when she packed up and moved to a ranch cottage with her sister-in-law, Bella, her cow, and her soul mate, Links, to live in a ranch hut. , suddenly added a lot of surprises and comforts, I think, she is probably in love at the moment, she fell in love with here, the blue sky, white clouds, sunshine, grassland, everything is so vivid, so deeply moved by her, she has already forgotten The mechanical life inside the wall, during the past six months in the ranch, she did not write a diary anymore, she should be enjoying all this wonderful.

In winter, she moved back to the wooden house in the canyon. She seemed to have calmed down a lot. After the passion, there was nothingness. In the summer, she chose to live in the ranch again, and then to find the love that she was deeply attracted to, but this time, the scenery was no longer the same as before, the clouds were dense, and the rain was continuous, she lost the touch, this gloomy The weather is the most appropriate expression of her heart at the moment. Love is no longer sweet, and there is a crack in them. He should have blended in with the crowd and became no longer so special. She felt lonely and returned to the small world with only Links and Bella. It seems that animals are easier than people. Get along, rely on each other, become each other's only. He was angry, put his disappointment on her on her "partners", took away the family she had always had, and hurt her deeply. She was completely angry, killed him in her own world, and never let him exist again. She was broken and lost everything.

The paper is gone, and she can no longer record her life lock details. It should be in bad condition and she was sent to the hospital.

Through the life in the "hidden wall", this film expresses the inner world of the autistic patient in a subtle and appropriate way. The monologue of the blockbuster is not at all contrived and deliberate. While walking into her life, I also feel Her anxiety and indifference when she was alone, contradicting, fearing, struggling, longing, hiding... This is all too real and too profound, everything she sees is her own shadow, she is a small child Pearl, she is the fox by the stream, and she is also the white crow that is not afraid of people.

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The Wall quotes

  • Woman: Now I am completely calm. I see a little bit further. I see this is not the end yet. Everything goes on. Taurus, Pearl and Luchs will not return. But something new is approaching, and I cannot escape it. The memory, the grief and the fear will remain and there will be hard work as long as I live.