When she said, "I want to sculpt the best work, and then let Rodin sign it". It was still with a little girl's longing and high.
Mom said she was cheating money from Dad again. Dad put She put the money in her hand. So she could pay the rent and buy marble.
But all this started to be short and derailed. Just as Rodin looked at Kamil's back, he said, "At least you know something else. Move you, and I don't know.". He used her as a source of inspiration. They spent months and years together. Rodin's works came out one by one, but she was only immersed in love. In the splendor, there is a gradual emptiness of the future work.
Every time she resists, Rodin always returns to the original woman. Camille said: "You touch my belly with sensitive hands, but you do not realize that it is pregnant. "After she had an abortion, she locked herself up for fear of plagiarizing her work, or commenting.
Dad looked at her who was tortured by love struggles a few years later and was no longer young," she said. You let me down, but I still love You. What did I get from the verses he read after
that? Where did I go wrong?
Even if my body was dismembered
, I would still use my skeleton to support the mutilated limbs and walk towards you.
…
I will beat the beast with my bare hands. In front
of this crowd, I will directly rebuke cowards and despicable people.
I will either die
or build my righteous empire.
Since then, she has been sculpting day and night, and her mental state has gradually deteriorated. Those "Ministry of Culture" social activities she She couldn't go, but it didn't matter. And when her sculpture was finally exhibited, she almost went crazy. My brother used his poem to say "Don't compare her to another person." Like a normal person, she was greeted with cold eyes by all the visitors. When she was calm, she said to the agent: you can leave the sculpture and give me some marbles.
After that, she went crazy. The doctor in the hospital seemed to be reading to her 's judgment.
what my brother said in front of the window of the medical school
"In the end, she was an emptiness , and
I achieved her success, but she was an emptiness
. The creator gave her talent but could not save her fate."
She said to the sculpture: "I am that old woman. But not hers. The body. And that growing maiden is me too, and the man, it's me, not you. I gave him all my rough personality, and he gave me my void in exchange, and that's it, three in all I, the Trinity of the Void."
Jealousy and falsehood made Rodin ignorant of the deep meaning of Kamil's sculptures.
Kamil has been fighting against fate consciously or unintentionally from the very beginning. Her personality is destined for her life in ordinary people. Fighting in the world. When she did not know Rodin, she fought against the world; after knowing Rodin, she fought against the master of modern sculpture Xiangyu; leaving Rodin means that she will fight with her heart from now on. When she met Rodin for the first time, she did not Good impression: "I don't like this old teacher who loves to teach others." But who would have thought that fate would make her embark on the road of entanglement and struggle with men from this sentence. Her relationship with Rodin has always been settled This rebellious fuse: "No, I don't want others to teach me a lesson." "I will never imitate you!" "Are you afraid that I will surpass you?" "I hope you will not interfere with my creative style, I will never listen to you , I will resist." Her words were like a spear thrown at Rodin. The more she resisted her outward gesture, the more her inner love and pity surged.
She was imprisoned for 30 years.
She Said to Rodin: I wish I didn't know you.
I said to sa, shut you up for 30 years and see what you have left.
Give me myself.
If she has even more extreme negative emotions than him, that's okay It's because her struggle is more thorough and intense than his. He needs to seek aspirations for his life, and she needs to seek aspirations for hers. "Her aspirations for life" are harder to get than "desire for his life".
"I think I'll still be jealous of you" anyway.I have already said it to more than one man.
After several world events, I no longer keep this attitude secret to myself. At the same time, I have become more powerless to the world.
This is not a movie for a man to watch with you in his arms. Even if you calmly finish reading and fall asleep, you still have to fall into his arms.
She made me unable to face my state.
The part of me that I can't face now is the The part of me that I like the most is the part of me that gives me pain, the part of me that you can never see through your pride and talent.
Well. We are not masters of art.
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