The man who had been with me for 7 years finally left me decisively, so at the age of 34, I packed up and had to set off again and embark on the journey again.
This time, what I am looking for is not love, not marriage, not others, but myself.
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Many years ago, 5 or 6 years ago, my situation with the heroine Nora It really couldn't be more similar - by the way, coincidentally my English name is also Nora. So many years have passed, and I have gradually forgotten the loneliness and pain in the past, if it wasn't for the accidental turning out of such a movie.
Starting at the age of 20 and ending at the age of 28, for eight years, it seemed to be wandering in the dark.
The friends and classmates around me have their own company one after another, and even Gay honey, who is as difficult to settle as me, has found a stable and practical relationship.
And me? Tear apart people who you generally like and don't like yourself, and then talk about some unreliable relationships. In what should have been the most beautiful youth, walking through the jubilant crowd on New Year's Eve, it was so lonely, yes, like a moving ghost.
At that time, I was more afraid of the sun than the dark, and I was more afraid of a lot of people. At that time, I thought that everyone I met would be the last one, but it turned out not to be. I met all kinds of people, and I didn’t want to hurt me. And the good people who leave me, the bad people who hurt me badly and leave me, I don't even know how a person's emotional road can be so twists and turns; I thought about finding someone who can live with me and just be with me like this, also like this Did it, the end result... He cheated. . . Well, thank him anyway for letting me fix this bug in time.
Does love really exist? The kind of relationship where I love him, he loves me too, and we can support each other for a relatively long time in the journey of life... Love without marriage is a ghost, and marriage without love is a walking dead , I want both.
In the exotic cafe, the French gentleman who seemed to be an apocalypse told NORA: Most people are together just to avoid loneliness, but some people hope for a miracle. And miracles don't always happen...
That moment came to my mind, I said how could it be so hard?
It turns out that what I have been looking forward to for so many years is not the normality of life, but a miracle, which many people yearn for.
Only God-Blessed Children Can Get This Gift (We've Been Blessed To Never Lose True Love - Muma)
Then Nora miraculously reunited on the streets of Paris Lost contact with almost impossible to find Julian.
Then I met Y in the early spring evening when I was 28 years old and thought it was just another passerby... It's
like all the acceptance speeches, but this time it really came from the heart. In fact, I should be grateful for all the pain and suffering in the previous years Unfortunately, thanks to those who hurt me badly. If it weren't for walking through the long, rugged, dark tunnel, I might not have cherished the miraculous happiness that I have been waiting for today. In life, there will inevitably be all kinds of temptations, and a stable relationship will inevitably encounter all kinds of ups and downs, but it is clear that I don’t want to go back to the road of displacement like the past, and I don’t want to experience the past that is difficult to look back on again. In order to more calmly and firmly face all kinds of episodes, noises, divergences, and setbacks.
Maybe because there is no pain as the source of creation, I can no longer write the shocking words like the flowers that bloomed with blood in the midnight, but I will enjoy the cup of every morning when I wake up with my lover The aroma of coffee. . . Sometimes I forget but I remember to remind myself that this is a miracle that you have dreamed of, and that you have worked so hard to achieve.
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