lonely patient

Tremaine 2022-04-23 07:04:20

In the universe, not only the earth is the star, but other planets emitting brilliant rays of light move along their respective orbits. As for whether there is life, human beings living on earth try again and again to step on the land separated by hundreds of millions of light-years, looking for the same kind of life, facing the same kind standing in front of them, passing by and within reach , would rather look up and choose to look at the stars. In the boundless and vast universe, we are lonely and persistent existences; in the hearts of others, we are cowards wandering outside the door.

Time, she flows around like air, transparent, odorless, and hard to detect. It's just that the shadow of the tree turned and the sky was getting darker reminding me that I was eager to return home. A person ran to a familiar road, took out the key thousands of times, threw off his shoes, and fell down to block the door. If it's an empty room, the sound of "I'm back!" is the loneliest companion.

A middle-aged man has an inflatable puppet. The biggest fun of the day is to chat with the puppet - complain about colleagues, popular science and astronomy, sweet talk, occasional skin-to-skin kisses, and body blending, without the need for you to ask me to answer the program. This is his and her routine.

The miracle of life comes, and the puppet has a heart, can speak, and think. Men's work hours are the perfect time to take risks. A single father and daughter, an elderly woman living alone, a eldest sister at the front desk, an elderly man in the twilight, a clerk's brother...Everyone had a bit of bitterness on their faces, and the society looked down upon her and danced with her hands in out-of-season clothes. The world is a blank piece of paper to her, and she is a blank piece of paper to the world. You can draw a brush without thinking too much, and enjoy each other. However, this is just a two-player game between her and the world, and there are not many people who are attracted to stay. Everyone is in a hurry, busy at get off work and socializing after work. Life is a one-act play that is played on a DVD player every night with the sound of sprinkler water. The performer is himself, and the audience is also himself. When you first watch it, you will complain about mistakes reaction.

The doll works part-time in a DVD rental store. She asked the clerk, Junichi, what it means to grow old, and Junyi replied: it is growing up, slowly approaching death, and ending life. Old age and death, the doll still can't understand, these words that are avoided in the mouth, but become the evidence in her heart that they can really be equated with people. Therefore, when she found out that she had fallen in love with Chunyi, she couldn't wait to run to meet the sad-looking front desk lady, and said with a smile, "I'm getting old!" As everyone knows, this word is a taboo for the front desk lady, because her face is no longer youthful, The hard work for so long is nothing compared to the young girl who just arrived, and the warm female voice who sent comfort and counseling is actually a telephone charge service.

Sitting on the side of the road for a whole day, the old man said to the puppet that there is a kind of worm called mayfly. It has an empty body, no stomach and no intestines, but it is full of eggs. Humans are also not much different, meaningless. There were only three dogs who stayed with the old man all his life, but they left early with one-tenth of the human lifespan, and his role as an acting teacher also made him lonely. As soon as you get acquainted, you have to separate, keep leaving and meet with another group. To others, you are brand new, to yourself, you are just one step closer to death. The old man's last is to meet a puppet with a heart and spend his "empty" life. We are running around for our lives, we can’t be honest with others, we can’t take responsibility for others, we can’t get rid of ourselves who live in groups, it’s just a small brick in this city building, built where it should be, and it won’t collapse until the building is overturned. Never admit it.

Buy a doll to fill up loneliness, take good care of your daughter to make up for it, escape the society and become a dead house, or worry about gain and loss if you have to let go of an old love. The beating heart in a body at room temperature of 37 degrees has never been warmer than the heart of a puppet. We complain that life is not easy. One day only aggravates yesterday's troubles. What should be used to eliminate all troubles? Humans have no way to create supernatural powers. Most of them suffer. As long as life ends, all troubles will end.

The doll was finally dumped beside the garbage heap, and her living breath gradually dissipated with Junichi's death, turning into incombustible garbage. In that unfinished dream, she happily lived her birthday, and everyone sent blessings for her birth.

Once in the world, the words he said, the paths he walked, the fragrance of flowers he smelled, the heartbeats he encountered, and the pain he suffered, God used the heart of a puppet to explore why humans imprisoned him. We insist that the world is too fierce, and we will be expelled if we are weak. At any rate, we can still choose the place to be imprisoned. We can hide in our own body, escape the sight of the crowd, neither watch nor listen. If I hadn’t been born, wouldn’t I be so tired?” As soon as the desperate sentence was uttered, we completely denied ourselves, but we have long been accustomed to using numb nods and bows, false greetings to say goodbye, indifferent to exchange for proportional material satisfaction, fill in Into the hollow body, to live and die together.

We are not a substitute for anyone, and in the end there will be no one who can replace us and live forever.

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Air Doll quotes

  • Nozomi: I don't mind if I'm a substitute for someone else.

    Junichi: You're not a substitute for anyone.

    Nozomi: I'll do anything for you... That's what I was born for...

  • Junichi: Was everything you saw in this world sad? Was there something, anything, that was beautiful?