I only wish to fall in love with you in the right identity in the next life

Milton 2022-11-05 06:21:37

I don't know if many people are like me recently, because of Dapei, because of the king of evildoers, I chose to watch this movie, in order to see Dapei's demeanor.

Really graceful.

I don't think I need to use too many words to embellish how beautiful and moving Calpernia played by Lee Pace is, too many people have said, whether it is in words, pictures or gifs. I googled Cal's prototype, have to say, the prototype is also a big beauty. Both are women who make me feel inferior.

Weibo has been complimenting Dapei's good acting skills, of course I agree with both hands. But I have to add one more thing, I think all the actors in this film are very good at acting. The portrayal of every acting skill is intricate. In the old-fashioned way, it is to make the character appear more three-dimensional.

When I saw the role of Barry, I felt a little familiar, but Baidu found that there are not many works. If I was watching this movie for Dapei, then Troy Garity, who played Barry Winchell, finally made me more interested. I think his character shaping is deeper in my heart, maybe it is the advantage of the character. As Cal and his friends said, Barry is a normal person, heterosexual, positive, and has a harmonious family relationship, but their love for each other made Barry deviate from the normal world of the past. In fact, I want to know how much pain and struggle Barry will bear, but because of his forbearance and perseverance, just like the spirit represented by the American soldier, he bears these pains alone, and has never complained to Cal a little. When I admired him, I was full of sadness for him. Personally, I think Garity plays that kind of conflicted psychology well.

I really like and yearn for the love between Barry and Cal, of course I want to clarify that I am not gay, I just appreciate the love model of mutual encouragement between them. Barry tells Cal that he's been voted the best infantryman of the month, and Cal is genuinely happy for him; Cal tells Barry that she's going to the Miss Tennessee pageant, and Barry says he'll sit down and cheer her on, though for various reasons It didn't happen, but if he did, maybe the story would have another ending - of course, reality will never give me such a "what if" opportunity. I took the love list of the two of them and said that I just liked this kind of love model too much, encouraged each other, sincerely happy for each other's achievements, respected each other's life, sincerely shared for each other, and had sex, but being together is not only about is for sex. When I write here, I suddenly feel that, in fact, maybe homosexuality is more pure than heterosexuality?

The character Fisher, until I write now, I can't quite say he is a Bad Guy. But there is no doubt that he is to blame for this tragedy. There could be a number of reasons why he did this, maybe as Cal's sensitive suspicion suggests, he likes Barry too, and Cal thinks he can tell from the look in his eyes; from the way he told Barry he was humiliated by being a girl when he was a teenager From experience, he may indeed have a crush on Barry. But there is another possibility that he is just alone. Fisher, whose wife is separated, has always been a lonely patient. He needs to take a lot of tranquilizers for a long time to make himself calm and normal. Although he looks like a noisy and playful soldier on the outside, the more often he is like this, the more lonely and eager his heart is. Have someone to accompany you. Barry's presence acts as the man. From my audience's point of view, Barry is markedly different from their soldiers. His appearance started with a cool sports car and a good-looking female soldier flirting with him, but he was unmoved. It's not that I insult other soldiers. I always feel that the "soldier" group is usually synonymous with "hunger and thirst". The long-term closed life and high-intensity training have left a group of young men with nowhere to vent, even the women they meet. There were only a handful of them, but Barry dismissed the flirtation that came to his door, stepped on the accelerator, and sped away. When the officer asked if Barry had ever used a gun before, Barry said not because his mother didn't like it. The dignified eight-footed man doesn't touch the so-called very manly weapon because his mother doesn't like it. Maybe some people will laugh at him or listen to his mother's words. Boy, I admire his filial piety, which respects his mother's wishes. I think his superiors also like him. A son who is filial to his mother will surely become a soldier who is loyal to his country. These all make Barry's characters three-dimensional, telling the audience that Barry is a serious, kind and rigorous man. Probably because of Barry's character, Fisher regarded him as a reliable partner, friend, brother, helped him through the first week of stress training, helped him pass the test, and took him around to play. Fisher is totally a trusted friend. By fate, they came to the bar where Cal was, and by accident, Barry and Cal fell in love. There is such a scene in the movie, Barry and Cal are enjoying the love of fish and water, while Fisher is alone looking for people to play around and is rejected one by one. Fisher without Barry would be boring, of course he knew where Barry was, who he was with, what they were doing, and Fisher who was married could almost guess a thing or two. Maybe it's jealousy, he's jealous that Barry can get love while getting honor, Barry gets everything in his eyes, what Fisher doesn't get. Without the aid of tranquilizers and under the instigation of Satan, he provoked Barry again and again. Seeing him in pain, Fisher was happy on the one hand, but on the other hand, he was also in pain, and he was equally contradictory. He also wanted Barry to stay by his side and be his good brother; he didn't want Barry to be happy, but he also knew he wouldn't be happy if Barry lost Cal. Maybe he will hate Cal, he will feel that Cal stole Barry, he says Cal is a Bitch disrupting Barry's normal life, but in fact the most abnormal person is himself. I think he hates himself too, and he may deeply regret why he took Barry to the GayBar in the first place. The problems that these realities threw him made his originally unstable mental state worse, and the poor mental state eventually led him to the abyss of evil, and finally he went to the devil. But in the end, when Glover, who was ignorant and had no judgment of right and wrong, obeyed his instigation and beat Barry to the blood, Fisher hugged Barry helplessly, and rebuked Glover with a hoarse voice and crying: "You fucking fucked up. What?" I thought, maybe he said this to himself. he fucks it

I can't judge him as a villain, but he's a conflicted man who is tightly bound by his own demons. There's another place in the movie that's intriguing in retrospect, Fisher kisses a shape-shifting dancer in the GayBar, but when Fisher's wandering hand slides down, he's furious, even though he's moving towards the dancer. Cursing "Is that drooping thing your ovary?" as if he just realized he was kissing a man. But now that I think about it, the purpose of their group is very clear, just to see the stripped transgender dancers, how could he not know that the dancers there are all men? Maybe he also has a desire for the same sex subtly, but at the same time he can't accept it in his heart. He is not necessarily cursing the dancer, he is complaining about the self that he can't accept. So it is no exaggeration to say that he is a contradictory person.

As for the young Glover, he will spend the rest of his life in the iron prison reflecting on the mistakes he made due to his youth and ignorance, but the mistakes are too heavy. Behind this mistake is Barry's fresh life, which carries the expectations of the Winchells for their son. , Cal's deep love for Barry on his back, this life that should have a bright future and a happy and healthy life was killed by himself who couldn't tell right from wrong. I think the more mature Glover should have understood the good intentions of the officer in not letting him enlist in the army. Maybe he didn't understand the warm concern behind the words "you are too young" until then. .

In fact, the other soldiers in the barracks, I think they are like the group of indifferent spectators in Lu Xun's writings, they have been watching everything that happened around them with a good show attitude. When Barry appeared at the door of the dormitory and was laughed at by Fisher, Barry and Fisher were fighting in the room. A group of people blocked the door of the room. I thought they would come to persuade them to fight, but they cheered until Barry hung the prize, and then It was the conflict between Barry and Glover, and they were the same. This also includes Fisher's constant cynicism at Barry. What is their response at this time? Laughter, shrill whistles. My beloved Barry held back all of this until he died, not saying a word. I think if it weren't for the existence of military discipline, or if they would not have come to persuade them at all, who would want to miss this free white show in this high-pressure but boring life in the military camp? Human feelings are warm and cold, and the world is hot and cold, which is probably the case.

It's been three days since I watched this movie, and every time I think about it, I can't help but feel sad. In the film, Cal gleefully tells Barry that she is going to undergo sex reassignment surgery to completely transform herself into a woman. But Barry stopped her, he told Cal that it was who she was, and that she didn't need to change. I am moved by this sentence, loving someone is tolerance, not delusional change. Although as far as I can tell, Cal in the real story still had sex reassignment surgery and managed to not only become a woman, but a public figure as well. But in my eyes, maybe Cal hadn't done that surgery, and it would have made me feel that this kind of love was more powerful. Inexplicably reminded of "Titanic", Rose carried Jack's expectation and lived a good life, I think, Cal will live Barry Winchell's share well, dazzling, wonderful life.

I only hope that in the next life I will fall in love with you with the right identity at the right time.

Sher Chou
2015.02.02
PS: I have been working on Weibo for a long time, welcome to add Weibo fans: Sher-Chou
is deeply in love with all the male gods in the European and American circles:
Shark, Fasha, Team America, Brother Hammer, Nini, Yimei , 384, Uncle Hugh and other Mavel series actors
Ian Somerhead (The Vampire Diaries), Ed Westwick (Gossip Girl), Tom Mison (Sleepy Hollow) and other American actors
and curly hair Detective, Peanut Tide Lord, and the eldest cousin who is so thin that he has no friends recently. Actors from corrupt countries
are long-time fans of Running Man~RM Fan welcomes mutual fans
In addition, I especially like Zhao In-sung and Park Hae-jin, two handsome Korean guys☺My Weibo page lacks the updates of these two handsome guys~

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Soldier's Girl quotes

  • [last lines]

    Calpernia Addams: [voiceover] The imagination is the most powerful force known to mankind. And it is my imagined self, the one who is beautiful and loving and worthy of being loved, that has been my guiding force. My inspiration. I can only hope to become the person Barry imagined me to be. I pray for the courage it will take to become a real, live soldier's girl.

    [performs to "Fever"]

    Title card: Calpernia Addams has completed her sex-reassignment surgery. She now works in hospital administration in Los Angeles.

    Title card: Calvin Glover was sentenced to life in prison for murder, and will be eligible for parole in fifteen years.

    Calvin Glover: Can I talk to my mom please?

    Justin Fisher: I could feel his will to live, and feel him dying at the same time. I was, I was holding Barry in my arms. I was the last person to do that.

    Title card: Justin Fisher was sentenced to twelve and a half years in prison for obstruction of justice and providing alcohol to a minor. He will be eligible for parole in three years.

  • Barry Winchell): You know what really pisses me off?

    Calpernia Addams: What?

    Barry Winchell): You outrank me.