I'm an air doll responsible for addressing libido substitutes

Dariana 2022-04-19 09:02:49

My name is Xiaowang, and I am the master's exclusive doll. The owner is always absent during the day and only comes back at night.
Maybe because the droplet is so beautiful, I seem to have a heart. In order to keep the master from getting caught in the rain, I took an umbrella and went out to find him.

The outside world is new and unfamiliar to me, and everything makes me have the urge to try, which makes me forget the original purpose.
I remember seeing garbage collectors distinguishing combustible and non-combustible. After the master came back, I always waited for him to hurt me and say some warm words to me.
In this way, gradually I like to secretly go out during the day after the master goes out to perceive this world with heart.

Then one day, I met Junichi. He seemed to have an inexplicable attraction. I saw the recruitment advertisement behind him, so I started working in this video store.
The days I spent with Chunyi were the happiest time for me, as if every day had never been faster.
I always block my shadow from him when walking with him, I'm afraid he knows he's just an inflatable doll.

But everything is difficult to fulfill. Once I accidentally punctured my wrist, the air in my body spurted out, Chunyi ran over, I turned my face away and was embarrassed to not let him see, but he was facing my stomach. The holes on the top let the air in.
"Okay, it doesn't matter." In the unmanned store, Junichi hugged me tightly. I felt as if I was filled with feelings I had never felt before. Perhaps because my body is the breath of a loved one, I am immersed in happiness. I think I'm in love with Chunyi.

I was used to being with the master, but I didn't know how to separate, so I had to hide in the corner and not come out. But I found out that I was just a substitute, and even my name was his ex-girlfriend's.

I went to my creator and saw piles of its kind abandoned. The owner told me that there is no difference between people and inflatable dolls, and they will all become garbage in the end. The only difference is that they are flammable and non-flammable.

"I don't care who's a substitute, I'd do anything for you, that's why I was born." I said to Junichi.
He said I was the only one, but all he wanted me to do was let the air out of my body and blow it in. I thought he wanted this, but my anger couldn't get into the pure one. I wanted to cut the opening, but saw the red liquid spurting out, I was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

And then he dies, I think, just like puppets, end up being trash.
I put him in plastic and stay with me. I want to stay with him like this, forever.

I remember an old grandfather said this sentence:

"Life may be"
"It can't be done by itself"
"Successful and complete, but created"
"It is like a flower"
"Even if the pistil and stamen are gathered"
"It is not enough " It
still needs the visit of insects and the breeze"
"connects the relationship between the pistil and the stamen"
"the essence of life"
"has an important lack"
"and is fulfilled by the presence of the other"
"yet"
"we are each other"
"I don't know this important lack of myself" "I
didn't realize it, and I didn't know it"
"It turns out that we are the seeds that were sown..."

I think, maybe each of us is lonely and needs to be redeemed by others and because of beautiful to others.

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Air Doll quotes

  • Nozomi: It seems life is constructed in a way that no one can fulfill it alone.

    Nozomi: Just as it's not enough for flowers to have pistils and stamens, an insect or a breeze must introduce a pistil to a stamen...

    Nozomi: Life contains its own absence, which only an other can fulfill...

    Nozomi: It seems the world is the summation of others and yet, we neither know nor are told that we will fulfill each other...

    Nozomi: We lead our scattered lives, perfectly unaware of each other...

    Nozomi: Or at times, allowed to find the other's presence disagreeable...

    Nozomi: Why is it that the world is constructed so loosely?

  • Nozomi: Having a heart was heartbreaking.