It's some messy thoughts of mine_(:з」∠)_
The opportunity was the re-screening of the earth in the pit this year, and then I started to crazy about the works of the actors (•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)
Going to see the military sister-in-law at Pepei, I was mentally prepared to be abused, but I was still hurt badly?
I knew the outline before watching it, but I didn't expect the male protagonist to die like this... He was beaten to death in his sleep... I felt cold when I saw it.
Put some pictures of Pepe to comfort yourself _(:з"∠)_
For those two hateful characters, the roommate Fisher and the little soldier Glover, I think it is "poor people must be hateful", and vice versa, hateful people must be pitiful.
My perception of Fisher has undergone a change:
At the beginning, because I read some comments, I estimated that he is a character like "homophobia and the male protagonist killed because of jealousy", so I was a little wary of him.
Then Fisher came on and told the male protagonist that he had ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) and OCD (obsessive obsessive-compulsive disorder), and I immediately understood his behavior: no wonder he was demanding so much from the male protagonist in terms of hygiene , no wonder he always looks more active.
Calling the male protagonist to clean up in the middle of the night is really awesome hhh
During the fight, he shouted that the male protagonist's blood had soiled his walls. Obviously, the male protagonist was already injured and was about to leave, but his focus was still on the cleanliness of the residence. In fact, this is also a manifestation of his obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Seeing him go to bars and his discriminatory behavior, I feel sorry for him.
Later he started provoking Glover, I was a little angry, but until the end, after watching it, my overall opinion was still pity him.
He's really sick (literally)! And this is caused by his distorted upbringing and past trauma:
He didn't think about killing the male protagonist, he just wanted to bring the male protagonist back to himself. He is afraid of losing relationships and always emphasizes the importance of relationships:
He went to Glover, and in a way, I think it was because he needed a relationship to make up for the gradual estrangement from the male lead. And Glover is as homophobic as he is, they have similarities.
I just don't know if Fisher is really doing psychological counseling every week. If it continues until the male protagonist's accident, then his counselor has suffered a career crisis - his client has broken the law and hurt others. ...
For Glover, I feel like he's really a very typical, immature juvenile delinquent. The reason he was provoked was that everyone didn't believe that he really robbed the bank. He wanted to prove that he was "really okay", so he attacked the male protagonist... It's a very naive reason, but it's quite naive in juvenile delinquency. Common...because of a whim, in order to get the capital that he thinks is worth showing off in the peer group.
When I was arrested, I was most worried about whether I would be expelled from the army because of this, and I wanted to find my mother—it gave me the feeling that I was a child who did not grow up. The concept of good and evil has not been fully established, the ethics of human beings have not been formed in his brain, and his mind is very immature.
Sometimes naive children do things that make adults horrified.
In 2018 I was reading a book, Cover Up: The Double Life of Homosexuality and Beyond, but I stopped reading it in between. According to the book, the "cover-up" stage of homosexuality is "don't ask, don't tell".
Although it seems that Fisher and Glover are directly related to the death of the male protagonist, there are too many indirect murderers in the environment.
LGBTQ related discussions are really tired...
outlaws of love
(´;ω;｀)
After watching this movie, I feel exhausted. Sighing and crying. Ugh.
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