I don't know if you and I are the same. When you were a student, you would always meet a few boys or girls who were as "bad" as Caitou. In the days of memorizing ancient poems and memorizing words and studying how to balance equations, they are always alternative, passionate and impressive.
When I was a child, I didn't study the Olympiad well, and I got into the regular class in the junior high school class. Coincidentally, the "leader" of the whole school was in our class at that time, so from the head teacher to the grade leader, to the school leader, it can be said to our class. Pay special attention.
My growth basically stopped in junior high school. In junior high school, I grew to 1.72 meters. In the following ten years, I grew 1 cm. Because of my height, I always sat at the back every time the teacher lined up for seats, so I sat at the same table with all the tall boys in the class, including this "bearer". I borrowed and copied homework for my eldest brother, and I also helped my eldest brother memorize homework. At that time, my big brother was trying to figure out how to sell mobile phones to make money, and I also helped him advise which brand might sell well. There was a time when my eldest brother often went to school with other brothers in our class with a steel ruler, and asked me to help him watch the teacher, and take the opportunity to show his teeth and claws with others. The elder brother also asked me for a dog skin plaster. I thought he was injured in a fight, but it turned out to be used to cover the tattoo on his upper arm... The junior high school uniform is white, it is really too transparent... Um, This is what I experienced in junior high school, and it also formed a "deep friendship" with my elder brother.
But I'm not Big Brother's woman, at least not in the end.
My eldest brother has always had a girl in his heart, and he is the famous "society sister" of the school. In the era of non-mainstream fashion, every girl he likes has thick bangs. When he takes photo stickers, he will pout his mouth and make a V-shaped, high ball head with colorful headbands. During weekend parties, big brother Wearing a small slim suit, the elder sister-in-law was wearing black silk, standing beside him with an inner character. I'm different. I don't wear anything and no one will look at me, because in their eyes I'm also a man.
For a long time, the two of us were not at the same table. I have been studying hard and borrowing homework for my big brothers. Of course, I also have many good little sisters. We used to be a small group of 5 people. The other 3 people in the small group had an ambiguous relationship with the big buddy. One of them was clearly chased by a buddy for 3 years but kept rejecting them. I used to be the most Good friend - Sneakers sister.
Sneakers sister has very white skin and a tall stature. She smiles very nicely. She has two small tiger teeth. She will call her grandmother a grandmother. She's not the kind of girl who's black, she's cool and can dance hip-hop. I usually wear white T and jeans to class on weekends, and a pair of white sneakers on my feet, which is very handsome. In junior high school, we often talk on the phone, do homework together, go shopping together, and watch movies together. She once told me that she would never wear high heels in her life, goodbye to stinky men, she just wanted to be with her good sisters, rent a big house when she got old, and live together.
I thought we would always be this close, but the high school entrance exam changed everything.
The days of studying hard and copying homework for my big brothers have paid off, and my high school entrance examination results are good. As for the sneaker sister and the handle, they went to two ordinary high schools without accident. High school life has put me under unprecedented pressure. When I entered the school, I was in the top 30 of the grade, and was assigned to the class led by the grade leader. Since then, I have less and less time on the phone with the sneaker sister. Occasionally, I can see her updates in QQ space, and I also hear some news from my other friends. It is said that my buddy finally gave up pursuing her. , buddy is ready to go to Canada. I got a call from her one day after not being in touch for a long time.
She felt very careful on the phone. She told me that she was no longer studying in the previous high school, something happened, and she is now taking refuge in a relative's house in Hainan. I asked if I was doing well, if I was in a relationship, and if I had anything to do with my eldest brother... I asked her what happened to her, but she hesitated and didn't say anything, and immediately changed the subject, she Said she was in love, the first experience was very unique, and she had two boyfriends, one in Hainan and one in our hometown. I was taken aback, and I said congratulations, congratulations, it was awesome. For a me who has no practical experience and only babbles, I am a younger brother.
Another long time passed, and once she suddenly called me and chatted and asked me a question. She said: If one day I was caught for trafficking, would you come to see me? On the other end of the phone, after a century of silence, I answered her: No.
We never had any contact after that. After the college entrance examination, I went to Beijing, and my junior high school classmates recorded everything in my hometown, and I haven't seen it for a long time. Later, with WeChat, we never added each other's friends. Until a class reunion during college, in KTV, the sneaker sister walked in wearing a leopard print skirt and high heels, and her figure was really good. We still drink together and sing together. I looked carefully at the way she was smoking, and the little tiger teeth that were cracked at the corners of her mouth. Unfamiliar and familiar.
During the chat, the sneaker sister told me calmly that in high school, there was a small gang of girls in their school, and the girls from the two factions would fight because of the boys. As a result, a boy on their side was more impulsive and slashed a boy on the opposite side. Later, all of them were expelled from school. The home of the injured boy has some background in our city, looking for these children to seek revenge one by one. The sneaker sister was afraid and ran to Hainan to seek refuge with relatives.
"You're running far enough"
"Yeah, I feel that the weather is not used to me when I come back."
After the party, everyone went home, and there was no contact for so many years. The remaining 2 sisters in the small group and the 3 boys from the fraternity formed a group of 5. Later, the 5 of us became a group of 10. It was very stable. During college, we really went to Hainan and Yunnan for a tour, big brother. Also, in fact, after the third year of junior high, we met for Christmas in our freshman year, and it ended with me leaving his bedroom neatly dressed.
In the third year of junior high, we sat back at the same table again. He started remedial classes, and he was studying hard, and every night after class, he would call me, memorize words and try to make strange sentences. One day he memorized the word Marry. Did I say it was Mary, he said no, it was MARRY, would you want to marry me? I was overjoyed on the phone. Later, I called him after the high school entrance examination, and I jokingly asked if the question you asked me at that time counted? He would play in the billiards hall, and said a thief pretending to say: Forget me.
I never saw him again, except at sibling reunions, until I was in my freshman year, when he repeated a year. At Christmas that year, I went back to my hometown because of my relationship with my college boyfriend and wanted to calm down, so I said in the group that I was back. He accidentally contacted me and asked me how I was doing. Two people in the same unsatisfactory life, drinking until the bar closes, I deliberately don't want to answer the phone calls from my parents urging me to go home, I hope I can clear up with him some things that never existed, and he hopes that I can pressure him. Give him some solace when it's huge.
In short, there was no plot that everyone expected. I left his room because of guilt, leaving behind a fragment of youth.
In the end, the eldest brother really persuaded students to drop out from a junior high school, and with a score far exceeding the first-level line, he was admitted to the best university in the city. He also went to the United States to study in college, and now he is back in China to help his family do business. We still chat occasionally in the group, hey, I miss them a bit.
Having said so much, it seems that it has nothing to do with "The Sunshine", and I just thought of my past from Caitou and Ah He. People like Caitou Ahe actually exist in our lives. Everyone has a dark past and an unsatisfactory life, but we can choose our own direction. At every fork in the road, we can choose to go to the abyss or to the light. There is no absolute right or wrong in life. Only by being honest with yourself can you understand what you want.
I hope that Caitou can be a sunflower in the next life, and I also hope that the sneaker sister and the handlebar can live a happy life.
I'm going to swipe my ticket too, after all, I'm the poorest kid whose ticket was cancelled three times, stuck in Los Angeles and couldn't get home.
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