After watching the movie, I kept thinking about Ah Hao, this young man who only appeared in one third of the story. Like Wang Quansheng, another young man played by Xu Guanghan, they exist to promote the protagonist's life, and their own stories seem a little irrelevant.
Ah Hao reminds me of myself a few years ago. Adding the attribution from a few years ago is because I have passed the age of a teenager, but I still don't like the pouring sunlight, and I still like to wear a wide-brimmed hat and walk in the shadows when I go to the street. From childhood to adulthood, I have always been the child of that other family. I have always achieved excellent grades, have a wide range of hobbies, are kind and lovely, and my world is full of sunshine.
I dare not have negative energy. Parents often say to me, your world is so bright, how can you have negative energy? What are you complaining about? So delicate. Oh so, I should always be sunny and have no complaints. I try to say unhappy things, but I keep getting interrupted. What is this little thing about you? they said to me. I'm afraid of bothering others, I always want to take care of other people's feelings. If I do something wrong, it's always me who apologizes. Because there is no shadow in this world that I can hide from.
For a long time, I was like Ah Hao, the Sima Guang that everyone knew, running in the sun. But the real Sima Guang was hiding in the water tank. It's just that we haven't had the courage to smash the water tank and pull out the kid who was hiding in it, telling everyone that this is the real me.
Many people say that Ah Hao's suicide was abrupt, but I completely understand his feelings. He was just tired of the sight and wanted to hide in the shadows where he could be free. Always be free and never step out of this shadow.
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