I can't calm down for a long time, I can't cry in 5 tears, the family affection that is alienated and fettered, hides the shadow I am familiar with

Idella 2022-04-23 07:04:19

Before I watched this movie, I read the introduction on many self-media accounts, "My favorite eldest son, excellent and sensible, committed suicide", but I didn't watch it, maybe I just finished watching "Want to see you" and didn't want to. Immediately enter another role of Xu Guanghan. I suddenly wanted to watch a movie yesterday and turned to it. I never thought that I would cry so much while watching a movie. I ran to the toilet twice to calm myself down. I looked up at myself in my glasses, and my eyes were red. I admit that my tears are low, but this movie is too good to cry. My roommate saw my red and swollen eyes and asked me, is this movie touching? Moving? No, it's sadness. I lament the director, how can he film so delicately, so that the audience can easily bring their emotions in, and can't come out for a long time. After watching the movie and lying in bed, I cried silently for a while thinking of my father's words at the end of the movie. I also remembered Wu Nianzhen's story about himself and his younger brother in "Those People and Those Things". The younger brother who has been living under the halo of his elder brother finally committed suicide, which is even more embarrassing. Why this movie touches my tears so easily, I think it is the reality of the kind of life that the movie presents. It didn't deliberately make any dramatic turns, didn't cry heartily, it was very peaceful, like a moment in our ordinary people's life or a familiar shadow around us. This movie is about an ordinary family with 2 sons. The outstanding eldest son is the hope and pride of the family and the only son recognized by his father, but he committed suicide in the end. The younger son, who was not liked by his father, was rebellious since he was a child, and got into trouble in a juvenile correctional center. After he came out, he wanted to live a hard life, but the gangster Caitou who played with him kept looking for trouble and wanted to drag him into the water again. In the end, the father wanted to help the younger son. Secretly drove the car and killed Caitou. The first tear, I thought about it, was at the funeral. At the funeral of the eldest son, the camera looked at everyone bowing, one by one, slowly accumulating the sadness to a point, and finally when the camera reached the bow of the youngest son, the sadness suddenly rushed to the apex. The younger brother, who has always lived under the aura of his elder brother, has a very peaceful expression and has not lost control, but it was not until that moment that I truly felt the sadness of my elder brother's departure, the blow to my younger brother and the family. The second time I cried was when my eldest son and his friend said that everything has a place to hide, but I have no shadow to hide. "The most fair thing in this world is the sun. No matter the latitude, every place has half the time of day and half of the year. We went to the zoo a few days ago, and the sun was so strong that all the animals couldn't stand it. They all try to find a shadow to hide in. I have a vague feeling that I can't tell, and I hope like these animals. There are some shadows to hide, but I looked around, not only these animals have shadows to hide, including you, my brother, and even Sima Guang can find a corner with shadows, but I don't have it. . I have no water tank, no dark place, only sunshine, 24 hours a day, bright and warm, and the sun is shining. I feel that the eldest son is very pitiful, and no one understands him. The third time I cried was the conversation between the younger son and the psychiatrist, saying that his brother was very good in his life, and he made a mistake once in his life, that is, jumping from a high building I still regret the death of my eldest son. The fourth time I cried, was my father dreaming that the eldest son came to see him, then woke up and went to the alley to look for the eldest son, and finally went to resist the younger son to work, and the younger son called Dad, The two reconciled. This part is really unstoppable, it is so heartbreaking, and it is also a part of this movie that I feel very warm and moved. The fourth time we shed tears, it was the couple who climbed the hill and the wife questioned the driving school Coach's husband: Have you ever thought about helping the youngest son? The husband told his wife a secret to help the youngest son solve his troubles and killed Caitou. The father, who finally changed his mind on the youngest son, chose to help the youngest son. The son paid silently and went to sin. "The Sunshine" is not a movie full of bright sunshine. What touched me is the way of getting along with this ordinary family. Everyone does not like to communicate and express, and maintains a kind of alienation and fetters. 's affectionate relationship. Still mourning the death of my eldest son. The fourth time I cried, my father dreamed that the eldest son came to see him, then woke up and went to the alley to look for the eldest son, and finally went to resist the younger son to work, the younger son called Dad, and the two reconciled. This part is really unstoppable, it is too heartbreaking, and it is also a part of this movie that I feel very warm and touching. The fourth time we shed tears, the couple climbed the hill. The wife asked the husband of the driving school coach: Have you ever thought about helping your youngest son? The husband told a secret to his wife that he killed Caitou in order to help his younger son solve the trouble. The father, who finally changed his mind about his younger son, chose to pay silently for his younger son and go to sin. "The Sunshine" is not a movie full of bright sunshine. What touches me is the way of getting along in this ordinary family, everyone does not like to communicate and express, and maintains a kind of estranged and fettered family relationship. Still mourning the death of my eldest son. The fourth time I cried, my father dreamed that the eldest son came to see him, then woke up and went to the alley to look for the eldest son, and finally went to resist the younger son to work, the younger son called Dad, and the two reconciled. This part is really unstoppable, it is too heartbreaking, and it is also a part of this movie that I feel very warm and touching. The fourth time we shed tears, the couple climbed the hill. The wife asked the husband of the driving school coach: Have you ever thought about helping your youngest son? The husband told a secret to his wife that he killed Caitou in order to help his younger son solve the trouble. The father, who finally changed his mind about his younger son, chose to pay silently for his younger son and go to sin. "The Sunshine" is not a movie full of bright sunshine. What touches me is the way of getting along in this ordinary family, everyone does not like to communicate and express, and maintains a kind of estranged and fettered family relationship.

Such a pattern has its own shadow. I don't like to talk, I don't like to express, I always feel awkward. This family rift has existed since I was born. The father and mother, who are teachers and dual-career workers under family planning, chose to hide my identity in exchange for the birth of my younger brother.

The sound of Dad, Mom, never made a sound from my mouth again.

When I grew up, my mother mentioned it once or twice and hoped that I would change my words. I was always silent, silent... I didn't know what to call it, and I couldn't make a sound.

Since I was a child, I have always wanted to be an excellent child in their eyes. Our communication is not only about grades, but also about grades. I repeated the college entrance examination, but I was still a little short, and I did not become that outstanding student.

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