One day before, he suddenly came to the company to find me, and after disappearing for many years, he appeared in front of me again. He invited me to take a walk around town in the evening.
On the night when the temperature dropped sharply, in the night wind, he put his hands in his pockets and stood smiling among the passing crowd. It was like meeting for the first time, not knowing what to say at once. Just smiling.
Maybe it's been too long since we met.
Suddenly feel a little strange, a little funny and contrived, don't you feel a little awkward with your hands tightly in your pockets?
Walking side by side with him, the mood also seems to return to the starry night when I was young, the picnic in Xiaoheihe... There is a kind of green happiness.
At first, I kept asking. Want to know his whereabouts and experiences after he left school. Wondering if he's been doing well over the years?
He said he was already able to make money and wanted to invite me to a movie.
That night, looking at him beside him, I suddenly felt that we had all grown up.
That was 1995, the era of the popularity of lasers, and also the most prosperous period of comedian Stephen Chow. That night, he invited me to the movie "Journey to the West".
I remember both laughing with him and crying. I told him it was the best movie I've ever seen and the happiest New Year's Eve I've ever had.
Time flows past midnight, walking slowly along the night of Bazi.
It's come a long way, and it's still going, even though there's only a vague direction ahead.
We are all equally lonely and attached people.
I talked about our short classmates in the past, about my hard work, and about his rebelliousness. At that time, what appeared in my mind was an ideal small courtyard, a summer swing, myanmar osmanthus fluttering in the breeze, a writing desk, a pet dog under the case, and an elegant and demure owner. Of course, in this yard, there is another master who loves him very much.
Whoever said that people are originally lonely, because everyone is only half a person, living in this world in order to find the other half. There really was that other half in the world, but it was placed elsewhere by God. However, not everyone, when looking back at dusk, can see that person in the dim light. Only a handful of people can find his true half.
It's just, is he one of the very few?
Broken leaves were falling under the dimly lit street lights, and the whole dam was sleeping, and everything seemed so specious.
Just walk and talk, and sit down on the side of the road when you get tired. Looking at his resolute outline, the same persistent and perfect person is about to experience a completely different life.
He will continue to stay in this dam, just like the ancient residents here, and soon, I will leave, leave forever.
Tears welled up.
He wiped my tears with his hands.
"In the future, when you are alone, you can't cry anymore."
He stood up smartly and said loudly and briskly, "Let's go!"
When it was time to separate, he heard his firm words.
"In the future, if someone bullies you, you must tell me!"
...
That was the last time I was with him.
On the day before I left Bazi, I tore up and burned the diaries, letters, and all the texts related to my youth over the years. At the time, I was stubborn and absurd. I thought this would be the way to say goodbye to the old days and start a new life. I cried resolutely and relentlessly. I thought that would work.
In the years that followed, in every city I lived in, I watched the movie "Journey to the West" countless times, but I couldn't laugh anymore. Every time, I sat there silently, if I lost something, if I didn't know what to do, I just felt a kind of sadness and helplessness deeply implanted in the bone marrow.
"I once had a sincere love in front of me. I didn't cherish it. I regretted it when I lost it. The most painful thing in the world is this. If God can give me a chance to do it again..."
Listening to the familiar dialogues in the movie, and listening to the song "Love in My Life" by Lu Guanting 30 years ago slowly flowing at the end, I don't know when my face was filled with tears again. It turns out that to understand a movie, some people have to exchange a lifetime of regrets.
Once upon a time, now it's gone, no more red and
red leaves, long buried in the dust,
beginning and end, always unchanged
, you are floating in the white clouds, outside the
bitter sea, turning up the waves of love , you can't
escape fate in the world ,
blind date is unapproachable,
or I should believe it's fate
, lover Never come again
Sitting alone without a word, looking outside the world,
although the flowers will wither, they will bloom again
. The love of a lifetime is looming outside the white clouds
...
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