I watched "The Life of the Disgusting Matsuko" yesterday afternoon. Two years ago, my sisters recommended me to watch it. Screenshot movies were very popular at that time. I found a screenshot building and clicked on it, and then I easily pulled down to the second page. I was scared away. I have a terrible eye avoidance like Rachel, so cross-eyed is one of the moves I dread.
Then the film was put on hold by me. No matter what the friends around me say, oops, it's so beautiful to see it (it's a shame that no one told me that it's very touching to watch it, otherwise I'd be mentally prepared), I'm not ready to watch it, even if the other party uses The trump card, the phrase "I'm sorry for being a human being" didn't bring me the slightest interest.
It's just that when I was doing nothing yesterday afternoon (I'm sorry I skipped work again to see Boss Rukawa Feng, I'm sorry for you..), one of my bad friends said, why don't you come to see the disgusting pine nuts.
Why watch?
Because there just happens to be this one on the hard drive...
I said I'm going to cook, let's see. They coaxed me and kept me from cooking. I said it was delicious, eight treasures rice. They said go after the cross-eyed grimace.
I said it was a loss of friends to these bastards.
So I watched. Lost Friends II also claimed that it was a good movie for the whole family to watch. The whole family is watching you, a ghost, crying from the beginning to the end is called the family watching? So much so that when I got home and should rest for a while after a day's work, I typed this meaningless and incomprehensible text on the computer, just because my eyes were still swollen.
The movie fooled me at the beginning. The narrator said that some people had embarrassed smiles for their broken dreams, some people were drunk, and some people chose to live. Without knowing it, I thought that the deceased in the strange clothes was also a suicide, and I began to wipe my tears, being especially sensitive to the word suicide.
The third friend said, "Why haven't you started yet? Why are you crying!"
Later, Matsuko actually appeared as the deceased. I looked at A Sheng and thought to myself, no matter how good the sunshine is, what is the use of inspiration, it is not dead, not killed.
Then I started to wipe my tears again. At that time, strange people came to know that the tattooed man was wretched and his face was funny, so the third friend continued to tell you why you have to cry like this!
I don't know, the color of the movie is beautiful, the music is beautiful, the scenery is beautiful, even the trash is beautiful, but these beauties are terrible, they seem to be warning me to turn off the TV, it's useless, you will collapse soon run away.
I didn't run away, the price was to cry so much that I couldn't cook eight treasures rice. As soon as I look down and see the green beans and red orange carrots, I will start to cry, and the fourth friend said "Oh, forget it, go out to eat this meal, I will invite you."
A lot of nonsense... My nonsense has always been a lot... This sentence is also nonsense...
I don't know if anyone has the same illusion as me, the tone of the story of pine nuts is similar to Amelia. It's not a comparison or a statement, I'm just wondering if a life that is imperfect but has a lot of love will see the world like this, so beautiful and so colorful and magical as the children tell you.
The story has done its best to be funny, just like pine nuts, I am not used to watching you cry and watching you feel uncomfortable, so you must make a face to make you laugh when you are the most uncomfortable and embarrassing. Exaggerated singing and dancing moves, exaggerated stories, and exaggerated retro acting skills are all the same.
But no matter how much you open your smiley face, it will be a lifetime of embarrassment. When I saw Matsuko's endless grievances but used the most ordinary tone to describe his father's preference and neglect, but he couldn't forget the good memories with his father, I knew Matsuko's life would be ruined. Most definitely. Because she is a sensitive girl, but she pretends not to care when she gets no love. Then she was beaten by the writer but always loved the writer. Even the emotional idiot's second friend knew that this woman would be hurt by a man in this life. We can only make us who are sitting outside the story feel sorry for her, but She can't let the person she loves calm down and live the most ordinary life with her.
But Matsuko's life runs through all her sad memories. The after-effects of falling for her father's favor, the sentence awakened by the writer's suicide note, because her lover said her body was sexy, rushed to open up the career of bathing girls, and committed suicide because of a soft fan, but was saved by the desire to survive. Besides singing, the only best skill she had learned because of the barber was that Yoichi who pushed her into the abyss, the man she loved the most who killed her twice more than ten years ago and ten years later. These memories and sequelae make up Song Nuo's life, which he can't get rid of.
Sadly, there are also four sentences by Matsuko. Matsuko asked why, it was grievance and puzzlement. The sentence Matsuko got from the writer was born to be sorry, she just kept writing this sentence when she was drunk, whether it was an apology or an apology that she expected to ask for from someone. Matsuko said I was back, she just wanted a home to go back to, so to speak, a home where I came back and sat down to have a warm, bland dinner. Even Matsuko said several times that she was finished this time, but I felt a strong sympathy, yes, it was finished.
But I still have to live, even if the blood loss has exceeded the standard, I still have to tie the artery with a towel and rush to the hospital for help. I don't live for dreams and hopes, no, just because of simplicity, my body doesn't want to die.
But have pine nuts really never been loved? Definitely Not. Her sister loves her very much, but her sick body can't give Matsuko the healthy and strong care she wants; Matsuko's father also loves her, but she is unable to save it after realizing it, and even when Matsuko leaves When she passed away, only the grievances of Matsuko's memory and the regrets in reality were left; the younger brother also loved her, but misunderstanding and unforgiveness prevented him from providing the backing that his relatives should provide for free like Matsuko; the writer also loves Matsuko Yes, but that kind of love is so distorted that when the writer realizes that he loves her, he can only choose the worst way to die and leave Matsuko to live alone; Xiaohui also loves her, but he can't give her a man's responsibility and first priority. One-of-a-kind emotions; Yang Yi undoubtedly loves her to the core, but Yang Yi has never been loved before, and doesn't understand what love is. When he understands, everything is over. In the end, A Sheng, the nephew who only met her aunt when she was young, also loves her. Because Matsuko was supposed to be loved by many people. It's just that those people didn't understand or even didn't know what cherishing was when they became her a month later, that's all.
It can be seen that I am writing more and more scribbly and more and more incomprehensible. Because I have no sense of responsibility, I suddenly don't want to write anymore. Still to be finished though. Then, in the
end, the pine nuts are still dead. What Yoichi clamored for was that it was right that I killed her. He killed the life that Matsuko should have been living, and then killed Matsuko's lover's heart, making Matsuko indifferent and numb and stop feeling emotional for a long time. When Matsuko finally decided to start all over again, because of the overlapping sense of responsibility as a middle school teacher, she asked her to teach those ignorant children aloud. In the end, she was beaten violently and seriously injured by these children. Her life was not destroyed by the hands of children separated by countless time and space, but by the love that she did not know how to reflect and would never reflect.
Probably so. My brain mechanism is that when I encounter something that needs to express my feelings deeply, I will habitually get lazy and avoid changing the subject. Because I am such a person, I cry especially hard. As I said to one of my close neighbors, I'm afraid I'm going to fall into the abyss of annual rewatches too.
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