At the beginning, she seemed so sloppy, humbled to get a smile from her father, and stupidly lost her job as a teacher and entered a life of another social class. She was a whirlpool prostitute, lived with a bad man, watched the man die in front of her eyes, killed the bad man, couldn't get mediocre happiness, she was with a bad man, we can't put it It's all down to fate, and her misfortune does have her own fault. In the end, she was so fat and ugly, and at the last moment she wanted to cheer up, she was meaninglessly killed by a group of teenagers she didn't know. Death is so insignificant that it is not worth mentioning.
But, is she really so utterly defeated?
Her singing on the river when she was a teacher implanted a boy's life, and her life has been turned upside down ever since. Her love with Long Yangyi is the only light that illuminates her and his life. She said on the screen: I, as long as I can be with this person, I will follow him, no matter whether it is hell or anywhere. This is my happiness! She was so beautiful when she said that. When she was chased by the underworld and fled in embarrassment, she could also say: Long Yangyi is my everything, and Long Yangyi is my way of survival. When she rolled down the hillside, she also said: I have nothing better than this happier. This kind of love...this kind of relentless loyalty....
We are all taught that self-love is the most important thing, no matter what kind of love, we can't be too humble or too persistent. We love someone after careful consideration, if the person is not worth it, or impossible, if the love will bring bad results, we will learn how to take it back, to forget, as if we never loved . Slowly, we have forgotten how to love. But Matsuko's irresponsible love doesn't matter, you can do whatever you like. As long as I can be with you, I don't care about anything. Such feelings really frighten us.
Of course. I am a person living in the mundane world, and I can only crave the emotions of pine nuts and not live like that. We envy the pine nuts if they can love like that, they will love, and if they fail, they will fail. However, our life cannot withstand such failure. In any case, we dare not gamble our life like this. If you retreat, you may miss out on true love; if you move forward, you may put your livable life into danger. Faced with such a choice, many people still feel that capital preservation is more secure. A friend once felt that he had been yearning for excitement, wandering, turmoil, etc. Another friend commented: Yes, he yearns, but everything is on the premise that he has a stable life. In fact, I think many people around me, including me, are like this. When tired of the ordinary life, eager to change, eager to encounter something intense and profound, but such powerful feelings are often accompanied by madness and danger, so he quickly retreats - Ye Gong loves dragons.
Life and disorderly revelry are essentially the same, and that is that we cannot control it with our hands. Love, hate and hate are all morbid emotions that should be restrained. Pine nuts are moths to the flames, burning their own lives at that moment, but the light of that moment is better than the whole life that we have been restrained.
In the end, Songzi was deeply loved and remembered by Long Yangyi. In his last moments, he remembered her holy singing on the river. Like a god, she had such a strong and lasting feeling in her life, which surpassed her last ten years of obese and numbness. , she really is not a failure in life.
Yes, love comes from the fear of loneliness, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you beat me or kill me, as long as you are not alone. She said repeatedly, as long as she's not alone, it's fine. I am also afraid of loneliness like her, but I don't have the courage to live my life as vividly as she does.
Without true love, without true hatred, a life spent only in emptiness and loneliness is a life of complete failure. This is our life, not the life of pine nuts.
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