But I want to hug a star tightly

Roselyn 2022-11-17 13:05:36

How would you describe Matsuko's life? In terms of the footage in the movie, it was a letter to fans that couldn't fit in the mailbox. Every time I sigh "my life should be over", I try to grab the balcony railing that I want to jump off.

From being fired from being a teacher, living with a decadent writer, being a mistress, being a wine girl, murdering, going to jail, being a hairdresser, getting together with a former student gangster, and finally being abandoned and dying alone... She also sighed and borrowed Drinking to relieve worries, smiling and prevaricates many things. But the more she demanded, the more she could only live blindly.

The singing pine nuts are so beautiful
A self-introduction that doesn't fit in the mailbox

Once the fairy tale of the white swan has become the life of the black crow, which makes me think of the picture of the black feathers scattered in the sky at dusk in Dream Traveler. In addition, the songs that Matsuko sings whenever she feels hope in life, flowing slowly like the river in Arakawa, also reminds me of a few friends walking on the wall path in Dream Traveler, passing the church and hearing the sound of heaven. Sometimes inexplicable connections are very healing. In fact, after cutting off the relationship, the family still misses Matsuko. Before Matsuko's father left, the words he wrote every day were "there is still no news from Matsuko today", and before Matsuko's younger sister Kumi left, he said "sister, you are back". But what Matsuko wants is preference after all. After she cheated on normal life once, she knew that there was only endless traumatic stress and only escape from this home.

pine nuts father
I hope not to have silent thoughts only after parting

The last love was with the student who had deceived her and made her feel "life is over" for the first time. On that rainy day, she thought that "here is hell, and going out is hell, it's better than being alone", so she wanted to ignite the fire in her heart to extinguish the heavy rain. She almost succeeded. I remember watching astronauts travel in space in front of the TV. She dreamed of a vacuum trip with her loved one, but when the phone rang, she could only run through the window in a panic. She once exchanged waiting for lies and betrayal, but this time she exchanged hatred. A fist knocked her down heavily on the snow, and the scattered roses and the red blood couldn't tell them apart.

Aaron the Epiphany in the Church

"Have you ever hated someone? Then are you willing to sincerely pray for him? With the help of God, forgive the unforgivable. This is God's love." , and give all love. But Aaron, a student of Matsuko, was already late when he understood this sentence. In the end, he forgave Matsuko, but he did not forgive himself. You see how easy it is to get God's love.

gardener set

After reading this, open Tagore's gardener collection, "We give, we get, that's enough... The love between you and me is as simple as a song", what a simple vision, but look at the remaining sentences , both begin with "We don't have...". So it's all because of pine nuts' demandingness? What was she demanding, she just wanted to "bend out her arms, stretch it out, and hug the little star tightly".

pine nuts in childhood
pine nuts going to the sky

Who knew the sky was so mean.

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