Your character has brought you where you are today. I've used this phrase before and signed it. Because I think the reason why everyone has a different life is actually due to their personality.
Before returning to Shenzhen, I watched several movies during my vacation. Whether it is to watch "Transformers" in the movie, or "Night Shanghai" downloaded from the Internet, or because of the death of Yang Dechang, I have reviewed "Yiyi" again. In my mind, the picture of the story that has always been left is this "The Life of the Disgusted Matsuko". The picture, which is gorgeous like a candy coat, is actually the fruit of a tragedy. Let's say it's a tragedy, because many people couldn't help but shed tears after watching this movie. But I didn't cry. When I saw the end of the movie, I even thought that this was a good ending for Matsuko.
In most people's minds, Matsuko is pitiful, because she has been paying like this without getting any good returns. Whether it was trying to please his father, shielding students, or being beaten and abandoned by a man he loved, Matsuko never complained. In fact, it's easy to understand why the men around Matsuko have to leave her, because they can't bear Matsuko's love.
Giving is a disguised request. Matsuko didn't understand this truth. She thought that as long as she could pour out everything she had, she would naturally get a response. But in the end, no one can love her as selfless and broad as she loves others. When the men beat her, maybe their original intention was to repel love through hatred, but when their hatreds were accepted one by one, and pine nuts still gave them love. All they can do is hate themselves, that's why they commit suicide and try to avoid pine nuts.
I kept thinking that maybe Song Nuo didn't want anything at all, all she cared about was whether she gave or not. In this way, in Matsuko's own world, she may be happy. Disliked and unfortunate are just our own stories in our eyes. Just like in the eyes of selfish people, only selfish motives can be analyzed, but selflessness cannot be understood.
Getting unhappy is better than getting nothing. Matsuko thinks so.
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Matsuko's life is like this: because of her seriously ill younger sister, Matsuko has never been able to get her father's love. She is self-disciplined and cute and can only get back her father's attention by making faces. With a good voice, she became a music teacher after graduation. In a student theft incident, she was treated as a thief because she shielded the student and turned it into reality. After being expelled from school, she quickly ran away from home and left her hometown.
Matsuko's first man, a talented writer, writes day and night upside down. When it's good, make love with her passionately, and when it's bad, punch and kick her. Songzi did not complain, and silently endured all this. Finally one day, the genius writer could not bear such a life and committed suicide on the track, and Matsuko witnessed the death of her boyfriend.
After this, Matsuko became another writer's lover. A mediocre writer who is very disdainful of genius writers, a person who has a mediocre life. For Matsuko, there is no difference between genius and mediocrity, all she wants is the love of others. When Matsuko thought she could challenge his mediocre wife, she was ruthlessly dumped because the writer couldn't get out of the mediocre life at all. He owns the pine nuts only to satisfy his vanity and to defeat the genius writer on another level.
The abandoned pine nuts have nowhere to go, so they start a massage girl. Because of her proud figure and beautiful face, she soon became the most popular prostitute. But the good times didn't last long, and she was replaced by a younger and more beautiful girl. Having a good relationship with a little white face who eats soft rice, in a dispute, Songzi injured Xiaobai face by mistake, and finally killed him. She originally wanted to commit suicide, but failed several times.
On the way to escape, Matsuko met a simple and loyal barber who took her in and lived in the barber shop. This is Matsuko's simplest life, learning to cut hair and taking care of this gentle man. The man knew nothing about her, but he was still very considerate to her. Until one day, the police finally found her. Matsuko didn't escape or struggle, but while the man was taking a nap, he cooked his last lunch and followed the police away.
During the eight years in prison, Matsuko did not give up life, but faced life very actively, because she was always the gentle man waiting for her. When she was released early because of her good behavior in prison, she saw the man and later wife and children outside the barber shop, and she once again chose to leave without interruption.
The last man Matsuko met was the man who changed her life, the student she once shielded but bit her back. The students were already underworld at this time, and pine nuts became hairdressers. When the two meet again, Matsuko doesn't seem to hate him at all, but falls in love with him instead. The students also thought about what you did to Matsuko, but after a long time, the relationship between the two returned to the beginning. A patient teacher tried to influence the students, while the naughty students always targeted the teacher.
Matsuko gave up her career as a hairdresser, became a woman in the underworld, helped students smuggle, and slept with the student's boss. When the student was hunted down for embezzling the eldest's money and losing a bet, Matsuko escorted him to escape, and even committed suicide without fear. Fearing death, the student called the police, hoping to escape the pursuit by going to jail.
When he was released many years later, he saw Songzi at the gate of the prison, holding flowers and waiting for him with a happy expression. He couldn't accept this kind of love that was almost a martyr, and he punched Matsuko. In order to avoid Matsuko, he kills, only to be imprisoned again. And the pine nuts have lost the gravity of life since then, and only live to eat and drink. Never take out the trash, never dress up, live like a scum.
In the end, when Matsuko rekindled her last hope in life, because of a kindness, she was beaten down heavily and then died.
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